(Wow you guys! The first day I had the last chapter up it got almost more reviews than it already had! Keep it up, please?! Thank you guys soooooo much for your encouragement! I fit weren't 4 you I don't know what I would do!

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Cara: Sorry for losing you… James has had a huge secret crush of Lily for… umm I'm not quite sure how long….. He won't tell me….

Lily likes James.. but she is still in love with Josh….. (I know I know people! she's supposed to be in love with James, but this Is my story!)

Yep Sirius asks Lily out…. Hehe

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Just Another Heartbreak

Chapter 7: A Letter From Someone

Lily walked along the corridor, thinking of what had just happened…. Robert had broken up with her? It was almost too weird to believe. She wasn't really upset, but she wasn't exactly giddy over the idea either. Lily had hated the past week, all because she felt like she was tied down, but for some reason she still didn't feel completely free, but she couldn't figure out why. Something was holding her back. What, or who, was it? She couldn't think of anything and it bothered her.

"Hey Lily!" Alisha said turning a corner into the corridor Lily was in, "What's up?"

"Robert just broke up with me." Lily's voice conveyed the confusion she felt.

"What? H-he- and over…. What?" Lily just shrugged at her friend's puzzlement.

"I dunno."

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah…. Weirdly fine."

"And just when I was beginning to like him!"

"Like him?"

"Stand him."

"Oh, you scared me for a moment." Lily grinned. Alisha pushed her dark hair back from her face and frowned.

"Are you really ok?"

"I am… I don't know why… I've just been broken up with, and yet I feel free."

"Commitment phobia strikes again."

"Ugh, I hate it." Lily was disgusted with herself. As long as she could remember, she had been scared of relationships and everything going along with it. Especially guys.

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Lily-

I know I'm an idiot. No body has to tell me that twice. But I miss you, a lot. I miss your smile, your laughter, your face, your voice, YOU. I know how much me going out with Joann must've hurt you and I wish I could take it all back, but I can't. So please can we at least try to be friends again? If I can't have your heart, can't I have your friendship?

-Josh

Lily dropped the letter onto the floor. "This can't be happening. Please tell me I'm imagining this."

"You aren't. I wish you were though."

"God, no, not him."

"What are you going to do?"

"I don't know. I love the bloody moron, but I don't wanna go through his shit again."

"Lily, is it worth it?"

"I don't know….. I just don't know."

Lily could only glance at the note that lay on the floor once more before silent tears began falling onto her face. Why did he have to write her? She was doing fine without him bothering her, but then-. She only wished she could write everything down and send it to him, but she didn't know where to begin. Words couldn't convey the pain she had experienced the past couple months, nor how much her heart ached to have him here, holding her. But right now she couldn't do anything but stare at the piece of paper and wonder…

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(A/N okay everyone I know that chapter was really bad, but I hope to have 8 up really soon, most likely in the next week okay? So tell me how bad this chapter is.. and I'll write a really long good one okay?)