This is getting odd
Disclaimer I do not own FF8
I just got new news on Seifer today. I didn't want to bring it up how much it bothered me that Seifer wasn't doing to well. I love him and I long to go to him and hold him tight. To comfort him, I love him so much. What could be bugging him so bad? Oddly at times I can't but to think could I be something I said or did. No matter what thought I still believe in that man. I'm not going to give up on him, I was not raised to give up. Though tears may fall from my eyes, and even though I want to scream out in frustration, I will never give up.
Seifer if your so scared of what will happen if we meet again then I'll keep the distance between us. If that is what makes you happy. When your happy, it's so wonderful, and in return I'm happy. I guess it's ironic, so much like my grand parents. They to had the miles between them. Not to worry Seifer, I'm here not matter what, I may yell at you occasionally but it's just hallow. Let it blow on by.
I sigh and stare at my work ahead of me, Stellar is IMing me for help on her work to. I'm just to dry when it comes to things like this. Though for a while she's been on hold, I think Seifer's on the phone. Probably can't sleep, I don't blame him considering he's at a place like that.
[Stellar_Rose: Seifer told me to tell you to remember a feather.]
Feather? I put my fingers on the keyboard and type back.
[RinoaH: Feather?]
[Stallar_Rose: Yes feather, and he's like OM he don't remember the feather.]
Feather, feather, I don't remember anything about a feather. Then something hit's my mind like a bug to the windshield of a Mac truck doing 80. The feather, it was something me and Seifer had between us. He didn't like to be tickled with a feather, he'd prefer other things. I start laughing, a nice release from the tension.
[RinoaH: I remember the feather now.]
[Stellar_Rose: I'm not going to ask, you guys are gross.]
I laugh and try not to think about what she was thinking, but Seifer knew what to say. I got my spark back and type away I was able to do. And I also gained another thing. Besides the fact the feather gave me a complex, but it also made everyone smile. I hope Stellar is able to give him a feather. I'm certain that'd brighten his mood. If not, well time to remind him of the day we met. That was pretty funny.
Now as I continue the work with her, and my own work my own mood is lightened. For once in a long time. I smile and I laugh and I know things will be all right once again. As I talk to her, my mind is drawn to someone that was just logged in. Damn Seifer's links they were wise sneaky twerps. Almost conveniently Staller puts me on hold so she can work on her stuff. I owe her a lot.
[RinoaH: Hi ::giggles::]
[S_D_Almsy: Hey.]
[RinoaH: How are you?]
[S_D_Almsy: Damn Rajin and Fuijin are sneaky shits.]
[RinoaH: I bet.]
I look at the stalling IM with Stellar, I seem to know this is her doing. Not Raijin's and Fuijin's, but it didn't matter she could get in trouble if it was her and they found out. I smile happily; God bless the sneaky hearts.
[S_D_Almsy: So yeah.]
[RinoaH: So how are you?]
[S_D_Almsy: so did you remember the feather??? ::holds up a feather::]
I sigh I wanted to know how he was doing. He kept switch the subject, but he has questions of his own. I smile it is so great to see him. Words cannot express my excitement, I can barely keep my ass in the seat. And people think I'm nuts for the squealing noise I keep making. If they think I can suppress my happiness on seeing them, they got another thing coming.
[RinoaH: Yes. ::smiles and kisses you:: Thank you.]
[S_D_Almsy: Hmm well other then the fact that I can feel colors I'm ok ::kisses you back::]
Finally he responds to my question how is he. Feeling colors, I'm not going to ask, but that must be some shit they have him on. Ah, the joys of being locked away in a nut house. I just hope he don't start doing the moogle dance.
[RinoaH: ::hugs you:: So how are they treating you?]
[S_D_Almsy: ::pings you on the nose::]
[RinoaH: ::pings you back::]
[S_D_Almsy: Good, and I like the pills there giving me. They make me feel squishy.]
Squishy, I put my head on my hand and start to chuckle. He was being a squishy moogle, and probably doing the moogle dance. I can't help but to chuckle at the thought of him. Oddly though, I know he'd be in a padded cell for certain if he started doing the moogle dance now. Though it is there fault. Gathering my self I finally get the nerve to reply.
[RinoaH: ::pings your nose:: I bet]
[S_D_Almsy: so how you've been?]
[RinoaH: Me, I've been okay.]
[S_D_Almsy: you know my sister is the only one coming to see me as of late.]
[RinoaH::kisses you:: When you see that feather think of me.]
[A_D_Almsy: I do.]
[RinoaH: I know don't worry I pissed off Zell off for ya.]
I know I delayed that answer but I already typed out a response. I'm just so happy to see him.
[RinoaH: Well unintentionally pissed him off but pissed him off nonetheless.]
[S_D_Almsy: lol how did you tell him he was straight?]
[RinoaH: No web page, an actual shop, high heels for men, be thankful he didn't go into the upholstery section.]
[S_D_Almsy: lol]
[RinoaH: ::giggles::]
Me and Seifer continue on without little conversation. But soon a guard approaches him so we say our quick I love you's and good night's. Even for the little time I had with him I'm so grateful. You really never appreciate what you have till there locked away out of your reach. I flip back to Stellar's IM.
[RinoaH: Thanks I owe you for this.]
[Stellar_Rose: I know. =D]
I sigh and look at the time, two am time for bed, tomorrow I can find out what Stellar has planned for me. She knows how much I owe her, I will pay her back. I smile and giggle I got to talk to my Seifer again. Such a great feeling, one I never take for granted anymore.
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That it for now. Thanks lestatsdarkrose :)
Disclaimer I do not own FF8
I just got new news on Seifer today. I didn't want to bring it up how much it bothered me that Seifer wasn't doing to well. I love him and I long to go to him and hold him tight. To comfort him, I love him so much. What could be bugging him so bad? Oddly at times I can't but to think could I be something I said or did. No matter what thought I still believe in that man. I'm not going to give up on him, I was not raised to give up. Though tears may fall from my eyes, and even though I want to scream out in frustration, I will never give up.
Seifer if your so scared of what will happen if we meet again then I'll keep the distance between us. If that is what makes you happy. When your happy, it's so wonderful, and in return I'm happy. I guess it's ironic, so much like my grand parents. They to had the miles between them. Not to worry Seifer, I'm here not matter what, I may yell at you occasionally but it's just hallow. Let it blow on by.
I sigh and stare at my work ahead of me, Stellar is IMing me for help on her work to. I'm just to dry when it comes to things like this. Though for a while she's been on hold, I think Seifer's on the phone. Probably can't sleep, I don't blame him considering he's at a place like that.
[Stellar_Rose: Seifer told me to tell you to remember a feather.]
Feather? I put my fingers on the keyboard and type back.
[RinoaH: Feather?]
[Stallar_Rose: Yes feather, and he's like OM he don't remember the feather.]
Feather, feather, I don't remember anything about a feather. Then something hit's my mind like a bug to the windshield of a Mac truck doing 80. The feather, it was something me and Seifer had between us. He didn't like to be tickled with a feather, he'd prefer other things. I start laughing, a nice release from the tension.
[RinoaH: I remember the feather now.]
[Stellar_Rose: I'm not going to ask, you guys are gross.]
I laugh and try not to think about what she was thinking, but Seifer knew what to say. I got my spark back and type away I was able to do. And I also gained another thing. Besides the fact the feather gave me a complex, but it also made everyone smile. I hope Stellar is able to give him a feather. I'm certain that'd brighten his mood. If not, well time to remind him of the day we met. That was pretty funny.
Now as I continue the work with her, and my own work my own mood is lightened. For once in a long time. I smile and I laugh and I know things will be all right once again. As I talk to her, my mind is drawn to someone that was just logged in. Damn Seifer's links they were wise sneaky twerps. Almost conveniently Staller puts me on hold so she can work on her stuff. I owe her a lot.
[RinoaH: Hi ::giggles::]
[S_D_Almsy: Hey.]
[RinoaH: How are you?]
[S_D_Almsy: Damn Rajin and Fuijin are sneaky shits.]
[RinoaH: I bet.]
I look at the stalling IM with Stellar, I seem to know this is her doing. Not Raijin's and Fuijin's, but it didn't matter she could get in trouble if it was her and they found out. I smile happily; God bless the sneaky hearts.
[S_D_Almsy: So yeah.]
[RinoaH: So how are you?]
[S_D_Almsy: so did you remember the feather??? ::holds up a feather::]
I sigh I wanted to know how he was doing. He kept switch the subject, but he has questions of his own. I smile it is so great to see him. Words cannot express my excitement, I can barely keep my ass in the seat. And people think I'm nuts for the squealing noise I keep making. If they think I can suppress my happiness on seeing them, they got another thing coming.
[RinoaH: Yes. ::smiles and kisses you:: Thank you.]
[S_D_Almsy: Hmm well other then the fact that I can feel colors I'm ok ::kisses you back::]
Finally he responds to my question how is he. Feeling colors, I'm not going to ask, but that must be some shit they have him on. Ah, the joys of being locked away in a nut house. I just hope he don't start doing the moogle dance.
[RinoaH: ::hugs you:: So how are they treating you?]
[S_D_Almsy: ::pings you on the nose::]
[RinoaH: ::pings you back::]
[S_D_Almsy: Good, and I like the pills there giving me. They make me feel squishy.]
Squishy, I put my head on my hand and start to chuckle. He was being a squishy moogle, and probably doing the moogle dance. I can't help but to chuckle at the thought of him. Oddly though, I know he'd be in a padded cell for certain if he started doing the moogle dance now. Though it is there fault. Gathering my self I finally get the nerve to reply.
[RinoaH: ::pings your nose:: I bet]
[S_D_Almsy: so how you've been?]
[RinoaH: Me, I've been okay.]
[S_D_Almsy: you know my sister is the only one coming to see me as of late.]
[RinoaH::kisses you:: When you see that feather think of me.]
[A_D_Almsy: I do.]
[RinoaH: I know don't worry I pissed off Zell off for ya.]
I know I delayed that answer but I already typed out a response. I'm just so happy to see him.
[RinoaH: Well unintentionally pissed him off but pissed him off nonetheless.]
[S_D_Almsy: lol how did you tell him he was straight?]
[RinoaH: No web page, an actual shop, high heels for men, be thankful he didn't go into the upholstery section.]
[S_D_Almsy: lol]
[RinoaH: ::giggles::]
Me and Seifer continue on without little conversation. But soon a guard approaches him so we say our quick I love you's and good night's. Even for the little time I had with him I'm so grateful. You really never appreciate what you have till there locked away out of your reach. I flip back to Stellar's IM.
[RinoaH: Thanks I owe you for this.]
[Stellar_Rose: I know. =D]
I sigh and look at the time, two am time for bed, tomorrow I can find out what Stellar has planned for me. She knows how much I owe her, I will pay her back. I smile and giggle I got to talk to my Seifer again. Such a great feeling, one I never take for granted anymore.
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That it for now. Thanks lestatsdarkrose :)