The Night Grows Ever Colder        By Nadja Lee 07/12/02

English is not my native language. Please forgive me my mistakes.

Disclaimer: "X-men" and all the characters here belong to Marvel, 20 Century Fox and I intend no infringement, this is a piece of amateur fan fiction, and I make no money of it.

Only the original idea contained within this work is the property of the author. Please do not copy this story to any website or archive without permission of the author.

Timeline: Set in the movie universe. After the movie. AU

Universe: Set in the movie universe; NOT the book which goes with it.

Romance: Logan/Rogue

Summary: The death of a dream, the bittersweet illusion of love. Poemlike.

Archiving: Want, ASK, take,  have.

Feedback: Yes, please. My e-mail address is neh@post10.tele.dk.

Rating: PG-13/R

Author's notes: A dark poem because I'm depressed. For Autumn because she encouraged me to try writing poetry.

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Logan, come to me

I can't walk any further

Shh, don't speak

Not a word, my love

All will be all right

You're strong

You will live on

Your cheek is so wet

Is it raining?

Can you hear?

Music and singing

Can you see?

Darkness is coming

Closer and closer

We have fought for so long

I can fight no longer

Don't ask it of me

Don't ask what I can't give

I have lost so much

But you have always been there

To guide me

To protect me

Hold me now

Please, stay with me

Keep me warm

The night feels so cold

My love, this is what was meant to be

Don't fight what can't be changed

I'm a peace now

I don't feel any pain anymore

I hear music

Do you hear it?

Soft and gentle

It grows stronger

I feel the night move in

I feel the darkness grow closer

Are you still with me?

I can't see you anymore

Your words die in the air

I can't hear them

The singing is so loud

It's such a sweet sound

I feel so cold

Is it cold?

I feel so tired

So tired

Tell me, tell me

Where are we?

Where are we going?

I seem to have forgotten

That's nice

We're in a flowery field

It's summer and warm

It's peaceful and birds sing

Yes, that does sound nice

I'm not afraid anymore

I can't feel the cold

Are your arms around me?

Holder me closer

I can't feel you

I feel the darkness grow

Ever closer

Ever darker

Ever stronger

I have no regrets

I have no words to say to you

But this you'll always know

I loved you till the end

The light is dimming now

I feel my eyelids grow ever heavier

I'll rest now

Just for a while

Stay with me till I fall asleep

Hold me close

I just need to rest for a little while

I just need to close my eyes

Just for a moment

Her eyes closed

She lay still in his arms

She looked happier

More at peace

Than she had in years

He lifted her up

Carried her in his arms

He fought down the pain

In his heart

As he cradled her close to his chest

She had been the last

The last link

His last hope

Everyone else where gone

She had never recovered

From the massacre

Where they had lost so many

Yet somehow her maddened mind

Had kept him sane

He had never wanted to believe

Human intolerance

Human stupidity

Could be so devastating and cruel

He had learned the hard way

That hope was dying

Light was fading

A dream was dead and buried

He turned with her in his arms

And heard what she had thought was music

They came closer

Yet he couldn't leave her

She was all he had left

Scott faced the tanks

As they rolled towards him

Through the shoot down town

Marie still in his arms

He would not leave her

He could not

He had given a friend a promise

And he intended to honour it

The words he had spoken then

The promise given to a friend

To a brother in arms

Made it clear what he had to do

"I promised her…. I would always take care of her. Don't let me break my word. Keep that promise for me."

And he intended to

He intended to

The End