Notes: And now it's time to upload the sequel...
It was the anniversary of Omi's death. That's why I went to the graveyard and leaned against his headstone, hugging it and crying against it. I could take all the time I wanted here... It was a nice thought.
I was glad that Weiss had allowed me to live with them... If they had denied me of that I would have returned to the streets. The streets didn't like me very much. The thought of returning to them was enough to make me completely frightened.
It was snowing. I had promised that Omi's first date and mine would be with hot chocolate on a snowy day. Now that couldn't happen... Dead people can't go on dates. Omi was just another corpse in the ground that no one cared for.
I picked the grass away from his headstone and sighed. I really didn't deserve to have him in the first place. I didn't deserve to be the cause of his death. I didn't deserve to be able to go to his grave whenever I pleased.
I didn't go there whenever I pleased, though. It would hurt too much to go too often. I would remember... The best thing that people could do was to forget. I was trying to forget... It was hard though. I wanted to forget Omi but I clinged to every memory I had of him anyway.
It's truly hard to let go of happiness. No one does it willingly. That's why I can't forget about Omi... I can't forget about the pain I caused him because I know that though I was breaking down his mind that just his presence made me happy. I had hurt him in order to gain happiness and that hurt as well.
I brushed off the snow that covered his name. Tsukiyono Omi... I'm sorry that I killed an angel... Where did dead angels go, anyway? Did they fall to Hell...? I sighed and leaned against the headstone, putting my check against it.
If Omi fell to Hell, where would I go? Someone who robbed an angel of its grace would surly go some place worse. Maybe when I died I would travel the Earth as a ghost. No, that was doubtful. Humans didn't have souls... When I died I would be trapped in darkness and never know it. Anyone who's dead is reduced to a nothing.
I had reduced Omi to a nothing...
It was the anniversary of Omi's death. That's why I went to the graveyard and leaned against his headstone, hugging it and crying against it. I could take all the time I wanted here... It was a nice thought.
I was glad that Weiss had allowed me to live with them... If they had denied me of that I would have returned to the streets. The streets didn't like me very much. The thought of returning to them was enough to make me completely frightened.
It was snowing. I had promised that Omi's first date and mine would be with hot chocolate on a snowy day. Now that couldn't happen... Dead people can't go on dates. Omi was just another corpse in the ground that no one cared for.
I picked the grass away from his headstone and sighed. I really didn't deserve to have him in the first place. I didn't deserve to be the cause of his death. I didn't deserve to be able to go to his grave whenever I pleased.
I didn't go there whenever I pleased, though. It would hurt too much to go too often. I would remember... The best thing that people could do was to forget. I was trying to forget... It was hard though. I wanted to forget Omi but I clinged to every memory I had of him anyway.
It's truly hard to let go of happiness. No one does it willingly. That's why I can't forget about Omi... I can't forget about the pain I caused him because I know that though I was breaking down his mind that just his presence made me happy. I had hurt him in order to gain happiness and that hurt as well.
I brushed off the snow that covered his name. Tsukiyono Omi... I'm sorry that I killed an angel... Where did dead angels go, anyway? Did they fall to Hell...? I sighed and leaned against the headstone, putting my check against it.
If Omi fell to Hell, where would I go? Someone who robbed an angel of its grace would surly go some place worse. Maybe when I died I would travel the Earth as a ghost. No, that was doubtful. Humans didn't have souls... When I died I would be trapped in darkness and never know it. Anyone who's dead is reduced to a nothing.
I had reduced Omi to a nothing...