"Who were you to me?" Omi asked me as I leaned against him, sobbing.
He didn't remember me? That wasn't important... Omi was alive... He wasn't dead. So many questions flashed through my mind. How had he lived when the building collapsed? How had Schuldig lived? I wasn't able to though... An intruding mind entered my head.
'Tell him you're his lover, Nagi. See what he would say to the truth...' Schuldig whispered mentally.
I turned to stare at the smirking Schuldig. I couldn't say that... If Omi didn't even know who I was then there really wasn't any point in saying it. If I couldn't be with him then I'd be his...
"Friend."
"Oh," he replied sounding somewhat upset.
'Now why'd you go and say something silly like that, little Prodigy? You should always play by the rules...' the man snickered.
I felt pain overflow from my head. Great, he was raping my mind in order to get back at me for not obeying his every command. I wasn't his sick puppy anymore. But it hurt...
"Schuldig... Please stop..." I begged quietly, but loud enough for both of them to hear.
Speaking made it worse. The pain consumed me more so when I heard noise. I flinched. The snow was melting and soaking into my pants so I felt cold. It wasn't helping...nothing was helping.
"Little Nagi's become a weakling... Did you forget how to block me?" Schuldig asked me.
No... I hadn't forgotten... I was just extremely out of practice. If I knew that he would become angry with me I would have been sure that I wouldn't have this much pain brought upon me.
"Get out... Please, get out..." I begged as I collapsed on top of Omi, no longer able to support myself due to the agonizing pain that was in my head.
I felt Omi put his hands against my back and move them up and down slowly. It felt nice...that little bit of reassurance. Omi's hands did feel wonderful; I had missed his touch so much.
"Omi... Help me..."
"Schuldig, get out," he muttered.
"I told you that you cared," Schuldig replied as he arrogantly turned away.
I was slightly relieved when the pain in my head left. I sighed and looked up at Schuldig, wondering if he would tell me the answers to my questions. I decided to try anyway, knowing he probably wouldn't help me.
'How are you alive?' I asked him mentally.
'You know, kid, it's all because of you.'
'What...?'
'You subconsciously saved us when you were knocked out,' Schuldig replied as he continued to walk away. 'We all left before the debris cleared. That's why there's no body inside that grave.'
'Oh... Please, tell me...how did Omi forget everything?'
'That's something I can't tell you,' he replied smugly.
Stupid cocky bastard... It wasn't fair of him to keep secrets in such a way. I sighed again and decided that maybe I didn't want to know what they did to him...
"Come on, kid, it's time to go," Schuldig called to Omi who was still holding me.
"Alright," Omi replied as he slowly released me and stood, walking to Schuldig's side.
As they left Schuldig turned to glance at me for a moment. I stared at him, waiting for him to say something. Instead he sent his words to my head instead of my ears.
'You should come back to Schwarz, Nagi. Your Angel could use someone his age around... Besides, who knows what we're doing to him when you're not there to lock him in your room.'
My eyes widened slightly, afraid of what they might have done. Those useless perverts probably molested him every night... My poor Angel...
I couldn't rejoin Schwarz though... I hated them. They had ruined everything I treasured. I enjoyed my life where I didn't kill anyone anymore. Instead I was just a body in the way. Being "important" was over-rated. Being important to Schwarz... That was truly the worst.
He didn't remember me? That wasn't important... Omi was alive... He wasn't dead. So many questions flashed through my mind. How had he lived when the building collapsed? How had Schuldig lived? I wasn't able to though... An intruding mind entered my head.
'Tell him you're his lover, Nagi. See what he would say to the truth...' Schuldig whispered mentally.
I turned to stare at the smirking Schuldig. I couldn't say that... If Omi didn't even know who I was then there really wasn't any point in saying it. If I couldn't be with him then I'd be his...
"Friend."
"Oh," he replied sounding somewhat upset.
'Now why'd you go and say something silly like that, little Prodigy? You should always play by the rules...' the man snickered.
I felt pain overflow from my head. Great, he was raping my mind in order to get back at me for not obeying his every command. I wasn't his sick puppy anymore. But it hurt...
"Schuldig... Please stop..." I begged quietly, but loud enough for both of them to hear.
Speaking made it worse. The pain consumed me more so when I heard noise. I flinched. The snow was melting and soaking into my pants so I felt cold. It wasn't helping...nothing was helping.
"Little Nagi's become a weakling... Did you forget how to block me?" Schuldig asked me.
No... I hadn't forgotten... I was just extremely out of practice. If I knew that he would become angry with me I would have been sure that I wouldn't have this much pain brought upon me.
"Get out... Please, get out..." I begged as I collapsed on top of Omi, no longer able to support myself due to the agonizing pain that was in my head.
I felt Omi put his hands against my back and move them up and down slowly. It felt nice...that little bit of reassurance. Omi's hands did feel wonderful; I had missed his touch so much.
"Omi... Help me..."
"Schuldig, get out," he muttered.
"I told you that you cared," Schuldig replied as he arrogantly turned away.
I was slightly relieved when the pain in my head left. I sighed and looked up at Schuldig, wondering if he would tell me the answers to my questions. I decided to try anyway, knowing he probably wouldn't help me.
'How are you alive?' I asked him mentally.
'You know, kid, it's all because of you.'
'What...?'
'You subconsciously saved us when you were knocked out,' Schuldig replied as he continued to walk away. 'We all left before the debris cleared. That's why there's no body inside that grave.'
'Oh... Please, tell me...how did Omi forget everything?'
'That's something I can't tell you,' he replied smugly.
Stupid cocky bastard... It wasn't fair of him to keep secrets in such a way. I sighed again and decided that maybe I didn't want to know what they did to him...
"Come on, kid, it's time to go," Schuldig called to Omi who was still holding me.
"Alright," Omi replied as he slowly released me and stood, walking to Schuldig's side.
As they left Schuldig turned to glance at me for a moment. I stared at him, waiting for him to say something. Instead he sent his words to my head instead of my ears.
'You should come back to Schwarz, Nagi. Your Angel could use someone his age around... Besides, who knows what we're doing to him when you're not there to lock him in your room.'
My eyes widened slightly, afraid of what they might have done. Those useless perverts probably molested him every night... My poor Angel...
I couldn't rejoin Schwarz though... I hated them. They had ruined everything I treasured. I enjoyed my life where I didn't kill anyone anymore. Instead I was just a body in the way. Being "important" was over-rated. Being important to Schwarz... That was truly the worst.