I was confused that day and I desired nothing more than to gain back my Omi. When I told Ken that night that Omi had wanted to rape me he seemed somewhat confused. Of course, he hadn't seen how greatly Omi had changed in t he hands of Schwarz. I wasn't surprised at all by his desires, nor by how he failed to fulfill him.

I knew Schuldig had told the truth about him molesting Omi, after all. I shouldn't have ever buried myself in the bliss of the depths of those that are naive do. Foolish, really, to dream that maybe I would be the only one ever to own him.

Well, Ken and Yoji seemed rather upset by the fact that Omi would want to rape me in the middle of the hall, as I have previously stated. They were so upset that they kept rambling on to Aya, who didn't seem very interested.

I decided that it might be useful for me to gain knowledge of what they thought of Omi, so I decided to listen in. After all, I still treasured Omi...even if what I saw was an illusion of the past. Real or not, he was still treasured.

"Aya! He tried raping him!" Ken complained when Aya tried to ignore the boy once again. "Aya! Stop ignoring me!"

"He can't rape him," Aya finally replied. "Even if it hurt, he would have enjoyed every moment of it and complied in any way he found possible."

"But Aya-..." Ken started.

Unfortunately both Aya and Yoji decided to go after him at the same time. As I peaked through my door I watched as Yoji hugged him and Aya kissed him. I felt slightly disturbed by the scene. How could anyone belong to two people like that? Surely it wasn't love...simply lust.

Then again... Humans aren't capable of loving anyway. All were too self-oriented to be able to truly love. I had once said that I loved Omi...but in fact I just had become accustomed to him in that way that a boy who was infatuated might. But still...even now...I wanted him to be by me.

I wanted to hug him and whisper to him as those who belong to each other do. I wanted to take him out for hot chocolate in the snow... I wanted to feel the gentle flakes land on both of our shoulders as we conversed about things that hadn't any importance.

I sighed and decided that I might as well go out and have hot chocolate on my own... It was lonely alone in my room as I heard three men in the hall proceed to molest each other. I had far more important things to do...

I decided that it would be safer to leave through my window since I didn't want to see what they were doing... I opened it up with my under-used powers and lifted myself out of the window. When I almost slipped on the snow I used my telekinesis to lift myself up immediately.

When I was finally off the roof I walked off in the dark night to a small cafe that I knew would be open all night. It would be the first time I'd had hot chocolate in such a long time...