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Sumary: She knows Draco since they were kids. She knows everything about him. He tells her everything. But is it truth? (I hate summaries)

A/N: It's my first fic, so, it's horrible, sooooooo. don't blame me!!!!

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It was a Friday night, the moon was full and shinnig bright in the sky. Luna Princhk was sitting in the backyard of her house, just wondering when Mr. And Mrs. Malfoy would arrive, with Draco. Her black hair was falling on her showders, and her deep blue eyes were lightened by the moon. Mr. And Mrs. Princhk were preparing everything inside the house. She was just waiting to be called. Luna had eleven years now, and for eleven years she had known him. And for eleven years they had been friends. It was about two months they hadn't seen each other. The Malfoy family were in a trip around the world. Lucius was thinking seriusly of taking Draco to the Durmstrang, and her parents thinking seriously about taking her to Beauxbatons. Of course Draco and her had made a promisse. They promissed they wouldn't study in diferent schools. In some minutes she would have the the answer. She was anxious. Her heart almost explode when she heard her mother calling her. She stood up and ran to the front door. Lucius, his wife and Draco had arrived. She ran to her friend and smiled:

"Hello Draco..."

"Hi Luna, it's good to see you.

"Good to see you too." They all had dinner together. Luna was considered a shy and cold girl, just as Draco. But deep inside Draco knew she wasn't this way. After dinner, Lucius started the subject:

"So, I decided to send Draco to Hogwarts."

"To Hogwarts? With Dumbledore?"said Mr. Princhk.

"He won't last there. Lord Voldemort will be back at his total power soon, and then, everything is going to be alright again." Said Lucius.

"We all hope so. I was thinking seriously of sending Luna to the Beauxbatons, but if Draco is going to Hogwarts, I 'll send her too." Said Mr. Princhk.

"It's almost impossible to separate them."said Mrs. Malfoy. Luna smiled. Draco hold a laugh. They looked at each other. They knew it would be wonderful to study in the same school. Later that night, Luna came back to the backyard, now with Draco. They sat on the grass and started talking:

"So, how was the trip?"Luna asked.

"Nice. It's nice to meet other places with other wizards, but I missed you. Next time we'll go together!"he said

"Next time you'll be tired of me! We'll see each other every day now!"

"I know. I hope we go to the same house."

"I wanna go to Ravenclaw"

"Are you crazy? Have you lost your mind? Ravenclaw? With lots of muggles?"said Draco disgusted.

"Well..."

"We have to go to Slytherin!"

"Yeah, maybe..."

"Maybe?"

"We'll have to go to Slytherin"

The conversation finished with this. Some weeks later they were at Hogwarts. A bit later they were at Slytherin. Luna was feeling a bit lonely there. Draco was talkative, and in a few minutes had made lots of friends. Now he was walking around the school with Crabbe and Goyle. Pansy Parkinson was around him all the time, like a dog keeping it's territory safe. And she was alone. Completely alone. 'I don't care. He's my friend, and he'll be there when I need...'not too sure of her thoughts. Draco started to imply with a Gryffindor boy named Harry Potter. She didn't like the boy too, but Draco HATED the boy. And she knew Harry HATED Draco. Althoug she used to talk to Hermione, Harry's friend. She was nice. Lune used to see her in the library, and one day they started talking, and she told Hermione about Draco and her, the friendship they used to have and how things were now. Hermione told her about Harry and Ron, and how things were between them. Lune felt a bit jealous. In Slytherin no one used to like her. Pansy was encherged to make all the girls hate her. And no boy would like to talk to her, just because Pansy didn't like her. This part of the things she didn't tell Hermione.

"I'm sorry, but I don't understand how someone can stand to be Draco's friend"said hermione. They were at the library making the portions lessons.

"He's a good guy, he's just a bit impulsive. But he is nice." She said.

"I think I'll never know this side of him" said Hermione. This was just the first year. After this, they all had the problem with the "that stupid stone" that the Dark Lord should have gotten. And in the second year the problem with the Chamber of Secrets. When things started to happen, everybody thought it was Draco's fault. One of these days, Luna was sitting in the Slytherin's common room, reading. Draco took a sit in front of her, and stayed there, quiet. Luna looked at him:

"What?" she asked.

"Do you think I am the Slytherin's heir?"

"It could be, couldn't it?"

"Unfortunaly, no. It's not me. Now, because of the dueling club they are thinking it's the stupid Potter."

"Maybe it's him."

"It couldn't be! He is in Gryffindor!"

"Yeah, I know all the history, you don't have to repeat it to me!" she said.

Draco simply stood up and went away. Luna looked at him leaving. He was an idiot, but a really cute idiot. 'Oh My! What am I thinking? He's not cute! He's my friend!'. And after the second and the third year, things only got worse. And, on the fouth year, Luna realized what was going on. She was sitting on the sofa, in the Slytherin's common room. Pansy entered with some other girls, laughing and talking about the ball. Luna was absolutely sure Pansy wasn't going to find someone to dance with. And Luna was absolutely sure SHE wasn't going to find nobody to dance with too.

"I'm going to ask him today."said Pansy sitting with the girls on the other side of the common room.

"What if he says no?"asked a girl.

"He won't say no, Draco loves, and I love him. That's it. We're going to be the most beautiful couple of the ball, you'll see." Said Pansy. Luna couldn't believe her years. Pansy couldn't be serious about that. Draco couldn't be in love with her, he couldn't. The only girl he could, and should love was... her, Luna. 'What if he says 'yes'? What if he's really in love with Pansy? Why am I so worried about it?' she though. Without realising what she was doing, Luna stood up and ran out of the common room. She had to find Draco, she had to find that guy. She ran as fasta as she could, she went to the library, no one there, except for Hermione, Ron and Harry. She ran to Snape's classroom, only him. Outside the school, nobody. 'The field! Qudditch!' she ran to the field, but the ones there were only the Ravenclaw ones. She ran back to the library, she didn't know why. Maybe it was because Hermione was there. She entered silently, touched Hermione's shouder, she looke up while a disgusted Ron looked at her:

"Mione, have you had seen Draco?" Luna asked.

"Mione? How do you dare calling her Mione?"said Ron standing up. "Calm down Ron! She's my friend!"said Hermione.

"Your friend?"asked Harry.

"Look, I know I'm a fucking Slytherin's student, but it doesn't mean I can't be a Gryffindor's friend!" said Luna.

"But..."Ron was about to say something but Hermione stopped him.

"No, Luna, I haven't seem Draco. Why?" Hermione Said.

"I have to find him, Pansy is going to ask him dance with her in the ball, but he can't dance with her! You know why! He can't! She's the stupidiest girl of Hogwarts!!!"said Luna.

"Hey, wait... take a breath. Sit down!"said Harry offering her a chair. Luna hesitated for a second, and then sat down. For the first time in years she was talking with more then one person.

"Let's put it in order: Pansy is going to ask Draco to dance with her in the ball, but you don't want them to dance?"said Ron.

"Yeah, I think."said Luna.

"Why?" asked Harry.

"Because, well, Pansy doesn't like me. And I adore Draco, he used to be my best friend. But now he changed, and I think he likes... I think he loves Pansy."Luna said.

"Argh... that ugly girl? Draco deserves her!"said Ron.

"But SHE doesn't deserves him!" said Luna.

"And who deserves?"asked Hermione. Luna thought for a while. She was feeling unconfortable, strange. Thinking about it, she didn't know who deserved Draco. Nobody deserved him. He was such a nice guy, such a cute guy. She loved him. Now it was so obvius, she was in love with Draco, she had always loved him, and she needed someone to make her wake up.

"Shit! Fucking shit! I love him Mione! I always had!" Luna said said realising what Hermione was trying to show her, and realising there were two other boys on the table.

"Ooops! Harry, Ron, can you please forget what you heard?"asked Luna.

"Sure!"they said.

"But, can I say just one thing?" said Ron.

"Sure, say it!" said Luna. "You're too beautiful for him!" Ron said. Luna blushed a little as she saw Hermione looking at him with such a face. She could tell anyone Hermione was mad.

"What should I do Mione?" Luna asked.

"You should go after him and ask him to dance with you." Hermione said.

"But, what will I do if he says 'no'?" Luna asked.

"You'll calm down, smile, say thanks, go away, enter your room and think how stupid you were!" said Ron.

"Who did you ask?" asked Luna smiling.

"Is it so clear she said NO to me?"asked Ron. At this momente Luna heard some very well known voices behind her:

"Luna? What are you doing with Potter, Weasley and this Mudblood?" asked Draco.

"I was just. you know. Draco it's just that." Luna couldn't figure out what to say. Draco shook his head and went away, closely followed by Crabbe and Goyle.

"I have to go!"said Luna running away.

"Wow! How come such a nice and beautiful girl be in love with Malfoy?" said Ron.

"They're friends since they were born!"said Hermione.

"Maybe she knows a Draco we don't know!"said Harry.

"If he chooses Pansy instead of her, I'll be sure he is a fool." Said Ron. Luna was runnig after Draco. He entered the common room:

"Dont'talk to me Luna, never again!" said Draco.

"Let me just tell you what happened!" said Luna.

"You don't have to tell me you were talking and laughing with Weasley, Granger and that stupid Harry Potter!" screamed Draco. Everybody was looking at her. They were all disgusted. Nobody there had never liked her, now they liked her less than ever.

"I wasn't talking and laughing! I was just looking for you, and went there to ask them if they had seen you! I was tired, and they offered me to sit there a bit, and I sat!" said Luna.

"It's disgusting! I hate you Luna! You know Potter is my enemy, you know I hate him, and you know he hates me. Never talk to me again, never! Got it? NEVER!" he said turning away. Luna stood there, everybody looking at her. Pansy was near there, smiling, happy. Luna looked at her is disgust, and went out. She ran to the only place she knew would be "empty". It was a certain bathroom in the second floor. The Moaning Myrtle's bathroom. Luna entered, tears falling down her face. She sat on the floor, and almost instantly she heard someone screamig:

"THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN CRY HERE IS ME!" Myrtle said.

"Don't bother me today okay? I'm serious."Luna said, still crying.

"What's the problem?" Myrtle asked.

"Have you ever loved somebody?" asked Luna.

"I love somebody. but he's alive!" said Myrtle screamig again.

"Really? And I love somebody who asked me right now to never talk to him again..." said Luna.

"Who is him?"Myrtle asked.

"I can't tell you."

"Oh.(snif). nobody trusts Myrtle, because she's a ghot, and she can go around telling everybody who's the boy that the little girl is in love with!" screamed Myrtle crying. Luna forgot about Malfoy a few seconds later, when Myrtle started talking about all her "problems". When Luna went back to the common room, she could notice Draco had accepted. Pansy smiling and laughing at everynthing and everyone. Luna went to the girl's bedroom. She went to sleep, it would be a terrible night. She woke up by the morning, it was Monday. Her first class was with Gryffindor, Professor Sprout. They were having clas, and Luna could notice Hermione's glances at her. She looked up, and Hermione was looking at her like asking "what happened?". Luna just looked down. When they were leaving, Luna let a piece of paper fall on the floor near Hermione. Ron took the paper and read to them: Library, after class.

So, after all classes they went to the library. Harry and ron sat in a separate table. Hermione sat in a table in a very hidden place. Luna entered the library, got a book and sat with Hermione. A few minutes later she stood up and went out. Hermione went to the boys table and said:

"They had a fight and he asked her to never talk to him again"

"We need to help her!"said Harry.

"But how?" asked Ron.

"We'll find someone who's interested in dance with Luna in the ball." Said Hermione.

"It won't be difficult!"said Ron.

"Do you know someone?" asked Harry.

"Of course! Dave Streech! From Ravenclaw!"said Ron. "How can you be so sure?"asked Hermione.

"Simple: I heard him, during the breakfast. He was leaving and talking to his friend about the girl from Slytherin, the black haired one, with blue eyes. The only one I know is Luna!" said Ron.

"Good! I'm going to see this guy. He has to be very cute, handsome and better than Malfoy."said Hermione.

"What are you thinking abaout?" asked Harry.

"Malfoy have to see how pretty she is, and how he loves her."said Hermione leaving Harry and Ron completely clueless. Luan went back to the common room. "Blood and sugar" she said and entered. Draco was sitting there alone. He turned his head away when she entered.

"Draco I." she started.

"I can't believe you did that. I trusted you. I always trusted you. And you simply showed me I shouldn't have trusted you." He said.

"Sorry."she said.

"No. I'll never forgive you. Never. And if I can remember, I asked you not to talk to me again." He said.

"Okay. But don't complaing about the price you'll have to pay for that."she said leaving him alone.

A few days later, a boy called Dave invited her to the ball. Luna accepted. Although, the ball was horrible. Luna saw Hermione having an argument with Ron, and leaving the table. She saw Krum going after Hermione, and how Ron was mad. She saw Harry looking at Cho Chang all the time, and loosing his pair. Dave was nice, but he was a bit boring. Draco was having fun with Pansy. They deserved each other. Later that night, when Luna said bye to Dave and went to the common room, she saw a horrible scene: Draco was kissing Pansy. She just went to sleep. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, she wanted to go down there and kill Pansy. Kill Draco too. She wanted to die. She wanted to run to the bathroom and cut hes fists, she wanted to see blood, her own blood. But just sat on her bed thinking about that. She didn't cry, she didn't scream, she didn't kill Pnasy or Draco. And she didn't commited suicide though. She just sat there. And she laughed. She laughed so much that she though she was crazy. She just laughed. And then slept. She had done what Draco asked her, she never talked to him again. That year ended fast. Luna went back home, and during the summer sent letters to Hermione and Harry, and Ron. They were really nice. She loved them! Of course nobody knew she was sendin letter for them. One of these days, she was sitting in the backyard (her favorite place) waiting for the owl she sent Hermione. Her mom called her to see who was there. When she entered her room, Draco was sitting there, with Pansy, and his parents.

"Hi Luna! How are you?" asked Pansy smiling. "Fine. Really fine."said Luna without smiling. She loked at Mr. And Mrs. Malfoy:

"Hello, how are you?" she asked.

"We're fine Luna. How's your summer?" said Lucius.

"It's being wonderful!"said Luna similing happily. "Excuse me, I need to go, I was waiting for an owl." Luna left them in the room. She felte like crying when she went to the backyard. Draco was wonderful. He was very good looking. Those eyes, that mouth, his perfect body, his hands, everything she could think was how handsome Draco was. And how she loved him. How she felt about him. And HE felte about PANSY. 'That stupid girl' she thought. The owl arrived:

Dear Luna, my summer is being wonderful. I'm loving it. I know you couldn't stop thinking about him all you vacations, but you should tell him how you feel. I like a guy too, I'm thinking seriuosly of sending him an owl and telling him I love him.You should do it too, you should send Draco an owl and make him see how you love him, and how he should love you too.

I hope you decide it, and good luck!

Mione.

Hermione didn't know Draco was Pansy's boyfriend. She hadn't told her. She destroyed Hermione's letter, so, no one would read it. She sat there until the Malfoys left. Draco was very happy, and his parents and her parents too. Lord Voldemort was back with all his power. Luna was introduced to him, he had liked her. And Draco was now one of his favorites serves, he was being trained to be a Death Eater. Back at Hogwarts, Draco acted like a normal student, like Voldemort wasn't back. Luna couldn't satand that anymore. He was becoming a completely cold guy, without no feelings. She had to do something, she had to make him become the Draco he was before. But he didn't want to talk to her. He wouldn't listem her. Then, she had an idea: owls. It was their fifith year, and almost everybody had a boyfriend or a girlfriend. Hermione and Ron were dating. They were really cute together. And everybody knew Harry and Cho were going out. But she was always alone. Draco had Pansy. And she loved that boy. During the breakfast, an owl stopped in front of Draco. He took the envelope, it had a letter:

Dear Draco, we are having some trouble. I need to talk to you tonight, I see you in the bathroom of the second floor, the one with the Moanig Myrtle.

Draco looked around seriously, he was so cute looking aroud that way! He kept the letter. It seemed like he was worried. 'it's tonight, I'm gonna tel him how I feel' Luna thouht. She had already talked to Myrte, she was going to be quiet all the time. When Luna passed by the Gryffindors table, she left a paper to Hermione:

I'll tell him today!

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Well, it's the first chapter. I hope you enjoyed it. If you did, rewie, if you didn't, rewie too. I'm not going to continue it if I don't have at least 5 rewies!!! ^_^ I'm a bad girl! Seriously, please R&R!!!! It's my first fic, so it's with lots of mistakes, and it's probably horrible... but..... Kisses for you all: **Lully**