SECRETLY- PART II

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I know it's not so good, and some things I wrote are wrong, I'll try to fix it! Sorry guys, but I'm from Brazil!!! I'm trying to write in English but the names of the characters and some things are translated different!!

Ex.: Dean here is Dino. Lucious here is just Lucio. Death eater here is death commensal. Different isn't it? I'm trying to make things as right as possible! ^^" And I'm having some trouble with this.... sorry, sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!!!!!!!!

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I'll tell him today!

Luna ran to Myrtle's bathroom as soon as it got night. She waited there for about ten minutes, when she heard the door opening, and she turned to see Draco satanding there. She got speechless. It seemed like he was speechless too.

"Er. well."he started.

"I sent you that owl."Luna said.

"Yeah, I can see it."

"Well, Draco, we need to talk."

"I know Luna, I know we really need to talk." He said sitting down. She sat in front of him.

"Draco, since that day you asked me not to talk to you."

"Luna, let's forget that day okay? I was childish, I recognize it now. How could I stop talking to my best friendo for almost one year?" he said smiling. She smiled back.

"Thanks Draco. It's a good start. But there are some other things I'd like to say to you, but I don't know how to do it."

"Just do it Luna. You don't have to be afraid, it's me! Draco, your friend, your best friend!"he said.

"You're changed. You turned into a bad guy. You weren't like this. You were cute, simple, nice."

"Do you mean I'm not all this things now?"

"Yes, I mean it."

"I can't belive you're so mad at me at the point of."

"I'm not mad at you. I'm being sincere."

"And why are you telling me all these things?" he asked. Luna stood up, looked at him, took his hands and stood him up too:

"Don't be mad at me. If I'm telling you all these things, it's because I want you to be ok, and if I want you to be ok, it's because I.I'm your friend. Yes, Draco, I'm your friend. That's it. I want you to think about it, because since we came to Hogwarts we're having trouble, and I still can't beelieve you're dating Pansy!!! She hates me. And I can see in your eyes that you don't love her, you're with her just to tease me! I know it. And if you think I'm going to be ok with this, you're wrong. I won't be ok. And if you're going to stay with her, forget me." She said leaving him in the bathroom. Draco couldn't move. He couldn't believe his ears. Luna, his friend, was jealous. "I can't believe in what you just said!" he said not believing she would hear him. But Luna came back:

"What?" she asked.

"Are jealous of Pansy?" Draco asked looking her in the eyes, Luna turned around, knowing she was blushing.

"I. how. I won't even answer you Draco!"

"Don't look away Luna! Answer me, if ou're not jealous it will be simple to answer." Luna was forcing herself to look at him. Finaly she could face those eyes. Those wonderful eyes. She could die for him. She loved him, and she knew he would never love her back. She didn't know exactly why, but his was stronger now. And taller than he was the last time she talked to him. Much taller. She noticed she had to look a little up to talk to him.

"You're taller!"she said.

"People grow up, and I think it happened to me too. But you didn't answered my question. Are you jealous?"

"Why is it so important for you to know?"

"I made the first question."

"Okay, I'm not jealous. Why is it so important for you to know?"

"Because if you were jealous, I'd say you started showing your feelings, and it would be better if you hide it. Lord Voldemort likes cold people."

"I know, and you know better than no one that I have no feelings, for nothing."

"You just have hate inside you, right?"

"Right. Just. a bit of. hate." How could she tell him now? He wouldn't understand. Draco would think she was weak. That's why he would never love her. Now he was saying something of how he had missed her when they went to Hogsmead. How he couldn't believe she was having fun with Potter, Weasley and the mudblood Granger. Luna was staring at her feet. She couldnt look him in the eye. When he asked her something she used to mutter something like: 'yeah', 'I see', and things like that. She wasn't really paying attention in what he was saying. She needed to talk to Hermione, Ron, and Harry. They would have something to tell her. They would help her. They were her friends and. and. she felt Draco's hand lifting her head up:

"Luna, are you okay?"

"Don't touch me."she said pushing his hand away. She felt like her cheeks were going to explode. She was blushing a lot. And. surprise, he had blushed too. Draco kept looking at her. He hadn't noticed of how pretty she was. She had grown up. She turned into a beautiful teenager. Beautiful eyes, beatiful body, beautiful pale skin, beautiful mouth. perfect. How couldn't he notice how pretty his friend was? Was him that blind? Was him that stupid? He was feeling strange. Suddenly he though of how good it would be kissing those lips. He started wondering how would those lips taste. He shook these thoughts away. He couldn't think this way about her.

"Okay, I swear I won't touch you again." He said, looking down.

"Sorry Draco, I didn't mean to hurt you."she said, almost touching his shoulder. But she gave up, he was turning away to leave, then, he stopped at the door:

"Are you having something with that stupid?" Luna thought for a while, he used to call everybody as stupid.

"What stupid?"she asked.

"That stupid who danced with you at the ball last year." He said. Of course he was talking about Dave Streech. He was the stupid.

"Draco, I haven't talked to him since the ball!"she said. He smiled and entered the bathroom. He got really near her and, smiling said:

"I broke up with Pansy a few minutes before coming here."and then, he left. Luna couldn't help but smile. She was feeling like jumping and hugging everybody. She left the bathroom and ran to a very well known place. She stopped in front of a Fat woman's picture:

"I need to talk to Hermione Granger, I know she's inside, and I need to enter." Luna said.

"Password."

"I don't know."

"I can't tell you or let you in if you don't say the right password."

"Well, let me see. pumpikin juice?" she said. For her surprise the woman opened a space for her to enter the Gryffindor's common room.

"Thanks!"she said. Luna entered and stood there, everybody was looking at her:

"Hi, my name is Luna, and I need to talk to Hermione, Harry or Ron, can someone tell where they are?" she said. A girl came very fast in her direction:

"Hermione is upstairs. I'll call her. But wait outside, you're a Slytherin, you shouldn't be here." Said Gina Weasley.

"Okay!" said Luna going outside. She sat down near the picture.A few seconds later Hermione appeared:

"Did you tell him?"she asked sitting by Luna's side.

"No, I wasn't brave enough. I'd disappoint him if I showed feelings."

"Disappoint him?"

"He wants me to be cold with people. I'm a Voldemort's."Suddenly she stopped. She realized she had never told Hermione what she was.

"Are you a. a. a. death eater?"

"Yeah, I'm being trained. And Draco too.But, don't worry, I'd never hurt you, Ron or Harry. Believe me."Hermione didn't know why, but she believed Luna. She really did.

"And he wants you to be cold?"

"Yeah."

"Tell me exactly what happend there." asked Hermione. Luna started telling her what had happened.

Draco went out of the bathroom on the second floor and headed to the common room. But, looking at the window, the moon called his atention. He entered a very dark corridor, "Alorromora" he said, unlocked a door and entered an empty room, there, on the second floor. He sat near the window looking at that full moon. He started thinking of what Luna had told him. He knew he couldn't show her his feelings, she would think he was pathetic, but he didn't want to be like his father. He really didn't care of how people were, mudblood, poor, rich, pure. he didn't care. And Luna didn't seemed to care too. But she was cold, she was distant. He wanted to touch her, hug her, feel her. But he couldn't. She was just too far. And she wasn't okay. She was kind of sad. Maybe it was his fault, he didn't know. He wanted to go there and tell her he'd change. Tell her that things could be different if she wanted too. But how could him, the most feared guy in the Slytherin tell her things could be better? She would laugh at him! And after telling her those things, how could him face that pretty face? Her body, she was wonderful. She was the most perfect girl in thw whole school. He couldn't think about her this way!!! But if she wanted to be with him, it would be really good. To kiss her lips, feel her body, hold her, look into those eyes and tell her how he loved her. 'wait, I don't love her! I can't love her. Luna is my friend, one of my best friends. I can't, I simply can't love her!'he thought.

"I don't know Mione, but sometimes I think Slytherin is not my place." Luna said.

"Some time ago, When everybody startedthinking Harry was the Slytherin's heir, he thought Gryffindor wasn't his place. He was thinking Slytherin was his place. But Dumbledore showed him why Gryffindor is his place. Maybe there's something you don't know about yourself, something that will keep you in Slytherin. Maybe Draco. Luna you're a wonderful girl, when I met you I thought it would be good having you here in Gryffindor. But there are somethings that should keep you in Slytherin."

"For example?"

"For example, you don't show your feelings, you sem to most people a very bad girl. It's like you can freeze a person just lookig at it. It's the same with the other Slytherins. Draco has a very cold look, Crabbe and Goyle too. And Pansy."

"He broke up with her, but I can bet they'll be back by the end of the week." They talked a lot. It was about midnight when she decided to go back to her "house".

It was 11:45 PM when Draco entered Slytherins common room. Pansy was sitting in the sofa, reading the Daily Prophet, Draco sat on the other side, in front of her.

"Did Luna arrive?" he asked.

"No."Pansy answered.

"No?"

"No, she didn't."

"If she arrives, tell her I want to talk to her, I'll be in the boys dormitory." He said leaving.

When Luna arrived there was nobody in the common room. She just went bed.

By the morning, during the breakfast, Draco sat in front of her:

"Why did you arrived so late?" he said thinking: 'beautiful mouth, beautiful eyes. stop, stop, stop!'

"I was talking to Mione."

"Are you ok?" 'kiss me, right now! Draco, bad guy, bad guy, stop right now!'

"Yes, I am. Why?"

"You're acting like you're with something. You're not being yourself lately."

"I'm with a problem. A big problem."

"What is it?"

"I think I'm in love with a guy. Don't make faces at me, I'm serious. But I can't tell him, and I know he doesn't loves me back."

"How can someone don't love you? I mean, you're so nice, pretty and good company. This guy must be an idiot." 'Shit! She's in love and of course the boy's not me! Who is this lucky guy? I'll kill him! ARGH! WHAT AM I THINKING???'

"Yes, he is."she said. It was funny talking to Draco about that. He was funny. And he didn't know he was calling himself idiot. They would have the day free. It was Friday. Hermione, Harry and Ron called Luna to visit Hagrid with them. But she decided she would stay outside, playing with the snow that started falling. She wasn't really playing with the snow. She was sitting under a tree, looking at the lake. The castle seemed older than it really was with all that snow. She used to like winter more than summer. In her opinion, people used to be more beautiful during the fall and winter. Although, Draco was really sexy anyway. She was thinking about it when she noticed someone sitting by her side. Harry just sat there, looking the lake too. Luna kept looking at him, like he had to say why he was there.

"Harry.?"she said.

"Yeah?"

"Shouldn't you be with Hagrid?"

"Yes, but he's not home. So we started walking around, and Ron and Mione started talking to each other. They are boyfriend and girlfriend, and I was alone. So I called Cho to come down here, but she's finishing her Transfiguration lessons. I told I'd be waiting for her right under this tree. But when I arrived you were here."

"Oh. Sorry. I can go to another place if you want."

"No, stay here. Where's Draco?"

"Maybe with Pansy."

"You said they broke up."

"They did, they really did. But I think they'll come back to each other's arms."

"Anyway, I think you should tell him how you feel. Maybe he loves you too, but he doesn't have enough courage to tell you!" Cho was coming right on their direction:

"Hello Luna! Hi Harry."she said. Harry stood up, kissed her on the lips:

"Well, I have to go. See you around Luna." Said Harry leaving with Cho. 'They are so cute together. Why can't Draco and me be this way? Why do I have to love HIM? Why can't I love Dave Streech? Why can't I just have no feelings? No hate, no love, no fear. Nothing. Things would be so perfect. Why can't I just turn back time and be a child again, have my ten, eleven years? Draco used to be my best friend, it was so good, so nice. I had nothing to worry.' Luna got her wand and drew on the air a broken heart. This was how she was feeling. Broken hearted. Sad. Depressive. 'I hate it. I hate loving him. I hate him for being so cute and perfect.'

"I HATE HIM!"she said out loud.

"Who do you hate?" Draco asked. She couldn't notice him arriving.

"Hi Draco." She said blushing. He sat by her side.

"Luna, what's going on?" 'Goo, she is blushing, she's blushing!!!'

"What?" 'Fucking shit, the last thing I needed now was blush, and I blushed'

"What's going on? You blush every time I come around you. You're always sad and worried with something. You tell Granger everything and doesn't tell me nothing."

"I'm with some problems. Girls stuff."

"It's the guy you're in love isn't it?" 'Tell me who is him, I'll kill him and then I'll come here and take you in my arms, and I'll kis you and make you like to be touched! STOP BAD GUY!!!'

"A good part of the problem, yes, it's him."

"Who's this guy?"

"You don't want to know."

"I want. I do want." He said looking her in the eyes. She didn't know what she was doing, but suddenly she felt like that was the time. It was time for him to know that. He touched her face, and slowly put his hand in the back of her head. She pulled her hands on his face too, and pulled him closer and. and Pansy saw.

"Now I undestand why you broke up with me Draco Malfoy." Said Pansy standing in front of them.

"Pansy I. this. she's not why I broke up with you. I don't even like her this way!" he said standing up. Luna stood up and slowly walked away when Pansy started an argument with Draco. Luna walked to the quidditch field. She sat there and started crying. 'What have I done? I was so stupid. He doesn't like me, and now he knows what I feel.' She stayed there until it was night.

Draco ran after Pansy. She entered the Slytherin's common room, and started shouting at him:

"if you want her, go ahead!!! And forget me, forever!!!"

"Pansy, things aren't they way you're thinking they are! Luna is my friend!"

"She was almost kissing you!"

"You're crazy! We were just talking! You know the one I love is you!"

"You never loved me Malfoy!"

"I always loved you! And I think I always will! Luna is just a friend! She's just my best friend, or used to be! We don't even talk to each other anymore! We used to be very close friends, but the last time I went to her house, and you remember, she didn't even talk to me!"

"But you're friends again."

"But it doesn't mean I'll prefere staying with her than you!"

"Really?"

"Really! Don't be childish. I love you." Draco said pulling Pansy closer to him and kissing her on the lips. Unfortunaly, Luna arrived just in time to get them together. She simply went to the girls dorm.

'If he wants her, okay, he'll have her. But I'll show him of what a Princhk is capable, or is he thinking only a Malfoy has power around here?' Luna thought as she layed on her bed.