Hey I'm back again with part 4, thanks to the ppl who reviewed even though there were very few of you. Please don't hesitate to review even if it's short. So, thanks for reading. MIS

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Serena walked outside on her patio and glanced up at the moon. Something was really bothering her. It wasn't the fact that it was two days into their mission and she still had no info about Heero Yuy and it wasn't that one of her best friends was still in the practice room with Wufie.

'So what is it, what's wrong with me?' she thought to herself. The moon was glowing extremely bright for it to be 10:30 she noticed but shook it off. She liked it anyways, it was always there, shining brightly not matter what. The war, rain, fights, bloodshed, tears, it was always the same. 'Just like me.' she thought looking down at her feet.

She heard laughter and a door shut and looked over the rail to see Raye and Wufie walking out of the pool house where the exercise rooms were. It was obvious that they had fought but there was something else there, you could tell that they did a little more then fight. 'At least she happy.' Serena thought as she watched him pull Raye into his arms and kiss her lightly on the lips.

Raye smiled and walked away from him waving before she disappeared into the house and soon he went into another. Serena sighed slightly and leaned so her back was to the rail and she was looking towards her room and jumped.

Heero walked over to the rail next to her and leaned over it so he was looking at the pool and where Raye and Wufie once stood. Everything remained as quiet as before until Heero broke the silence. "They seemed really happy, didn't they?" he said.

"I wouldn't know what happiness is anymore." she said forgetting who she was talking to.

Heero looked over at her, surprised that she answered the way she had. "Why?" he asked and she looked over at him. "I don't know." she said truthfully and he looked back in front of him. "You still don't trust me." she said more as a fact then a question.

Heero remained quiet and Serena looked down at her feet then turned around so that she was facing the same way that Heero was. Suddenly she started climbing over the rail. Heero looked at her like she was crazy then his face went back to its normal, emotionless manner.

She got so that she was standing on the other side of the rail and looking straight down at the ground. "Sometimes, I wonder what it'd feel like to just let go, and end all of my problems once and for all." she said leaning all the way forward.

"Come back over the rail." Heero said in a stern voice and she looked back at him. "But then I realize what's right in front of me. Friends, family, my whole future." she said turning around so that she was facing him.

She moved until she was right in front of him and looked at him. "And then I remember what true happiness is." she said pulling herself up until she was in Heero's face once again.

"Heero, let someone in your life, in your heart, it will make it easier to get through your life." she said climbing back over the rail and walking towards her room. "What do you know about my life?" he said as she walked away.

She turned back to him. "You'd be surprised to learn that you're not the only one who was effected by this war. If you'd take the time to find out." she said and she turned and went back into her room. Heero stood there thinking about what she meant until he got a headache and went back to his room.

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Ami sighed there was no way she could get to sleep. She had tried for the past 30 minutes but nothing worked. Listening to music, reading, drinking warm milk, counting sheep, she had ended up on 2,737 before she quit, but nothing seemed to work.

She got up and walked out of the room and around the upper level of Relena's house until she came to a huge room in the middle of the house. It had a fire place at the back and was expensively furnished complete with a black grand piano. She smiled and walked over to it and sat down.

"Let's see what I can remember." she said popping her fingers and she placed them on the smooth ivory keys. She closed her eyes and slowly began to play one of her favorites that she used to play all the time, Green Selves in A minor. She smiled as she played every note in perfection and her fingers continued to dance across the keys gracefully. Soon the same tune was played in an upper octave.

She opened her eyes and looked over to see Quatre sitting next to her playing right along. He looked over at her and smiled which she returned then looked back at the keys and they continued the duet.

When they finished Ami looked over at him with an impressed look on her face. "That was beautiful." she said and he nodded in agreement. "I'm a little rusty I haven't played in a while." he said and she laughed. "You did fine."

"So, you couldn't sleep either?" he asked and she nodded. "Yea, tried everything, so I decided to go exploring and found this." she said pointing at the piano. "Me either, I guess I'm not tired." he said.

"I have an idea, come on." she said standing from the piano. He followed as they made their way outside to the patio.

"Where are we going?" he asked as she walked outside. "Just on a midnight stole. I've always wanted to do something totally rambunctious like this, but never got the chance." she said looking up at the sky. It was a perfectly clear night.

"I have an idea now." Quatre said grabbing her hand and leading her into Relena's garden. Ami blushed slightly and thanked the night for it's darkness but followed anyway.

They came to a fence that separated the Darlain family estate and the rest of the outside world. "Come on." Quatre said moving two rods from the fence and he squeezed through and held them back for Ami. "Something tells me you've done this before." Ami said as she walked through.

'You have no idea.' he thought as he put them back. "So where are we headed to now?" she asked and he grabbed her hand again. "It's a secret." he said back and Ami smiled and nodded though he couldn't see it.

Finally he came to a stop at the top of a hill that over looked the city, the ocean was off in the distance on one side while mountains were in another. Ami gasped and looked over at Quatre.

"Like it?" he asked and she nodded. "It's beautiful here." she said looking over at him but he was looking but at the dark sky.

"What's your family like?" he asked still looking up. She looked at him then down at the city then up at the sky.

"Well, I never got to know my father, he died 2 days before I was born. I grew up with my mom but when I was 10 there was an accident. She worked as a nurse on a colony that was hit by friendly fire. I don't even know if she's still alive. They pronounced everyone dead after only an hour of searching. I had begged her to go to that station so she would be close to where I was going to be." Ami finished looking down at the ground.

"I'm sorry." Quatre said quietly as he looked over at her. Ami looked over at him, trying not to let her eyes get glossy but failing. "Don't be, she died doing what she believed in, helping people. I couldn't be more proud of her." Ami said laughing slightly as she wiped away the tears that were now freely falling down her face.

Ami felt Quatre wrap his arms around her and she wrapped hers around his neck and cried onto his shoulder. "I just can't help but to think, what if I weren't here and she had just went to the station she was planning on going to. Would she be alive right now?" she said.

"Believe me, I know how you feel." Quatre said and Ami pulled back still wiping tears from her eyes. "So what's your family like?" she asked sniffling a little.

"I have 29 sisters, I'm the only boy. My mother died while having me, complications in the birth and my father died in the war also." he said and Ami looked at him sympathetically.

"Looks like we're in the same boat." Ami said and she noticed tears forming in his eyes but he blinked them away. 'I can't do this, I can't hurt him anymore then he already has been just for some stupid mission.' Ami thought looking at the Sandrock pilot.

"I think we should go, it's getting late." Quatre said looking away from the sky and back towards the way they had just came. Ami nodded and followed him back through the gate and up to the patio door.

Ami could tell that he was still thinking about their talk because he hadn't said one word. "Goodnight Ami." he said, his voice extremely distant, as he began to walk to the door but she grabbed his hand. He turned and looked back at her and she walked up to him and kissed him on the cheek.

"What was that for?" he asked a blush creeping across his face. "That was for the talk and this is for being here to talk with." she said placing her hands on his shoulders and she kissed him deeply yet softly. She closed her eyes as his hands rested gently on her waist pulling her closer to him and the kiss deepened. Both not knowing that they were being watched.

"Whoa." was all Duo could say and Mina giggled. "Mina shh, they'll hear you." Raye hissed. "I can't believe it. He's getting more lip action then any of us combined." Duo said. "Speak for yourself Maxwell." Wufie said winking at Raye who blushed. "Well, I guess you never expect the quiet and polite ones." Trowa said and Serena nodded not believing what she was watching. 'I guess Ami's grown up.' she thought as Ami wrapped her arms all the way around Quatre's neck and her head tilted to the side.

"I do believe we have tongue action." Duo said and Mina laughed as she playfully elbowed Duo in the ribs. "I don't think she'd appreciate us watching them." Lita said.

"You sounded like Ami, Lit." Mina said and Lita laughed a little too loud and the couple by the pool jumped apart, blushing furiously.

"Aw, Lita, it was getting good." Duo said loudly and the two looked up at the balcony and the group stood up. "Um, sorry, don't mind us, please continue." Mina said and Ami blushed even redder if possible.

"Um, good night Quatre." she said as she hurriedly walked inside. Quatre stood there for a second not knowing what to do then Duo threw his hand in the air in a victory symbol. "Quatre's the man." he said and Quatre laughed and walked inside.

That's it for now, I know mushy galore but I just HAD to do it. Well, anyway, please review. See ya.