Hey! Sorry it took so long to update, honestly I thought no one wanted to read this. Anyway, here it goes, good luck to me.

Ouch, my feet hurt in places I didn't even know it was possible. I've never worn high hills for this long. Grandmere woke me up at 6AM! I mean, I know I'm being introduced to this country and all, but come on! These are also my vacation days. Anyway, we walked around the entire country it seemed meeting a lot of old people, who frankly, I wouldn't mind not seeing again. Anyway, after that we had the ball and that was sort of fun in a freakish Cinderella kinda way. Everyone was SO dressed up. The food wasn't bad either. I may add that there were a couple really cute guys, including Prince William; but hey, my heart totally belongs to Michael. Well, what did I learn about all this? PJs are the best invention, EVER. I wonder if I can still sneak into the kitchen and eat something? The food was great, but you have no idea how small portions are here in Europe. OH! Maybe I can call mom. It's been a while since we talked. I really miss her! Maybe if dad isn't around I can call Lilly and Michael. God, I miss them all so much. Plus, I still wanna figure out what the deal is between me and Michael since we didn't officially decide anything. What if he says he wants to be just friends? I ran that idea through Lars today and he said "No way, he wants more than that, and in any case if he does say that, I'll beat him up." That was sort of sweet of him, right? Ok I'm going to call mom, more later.

Later, on the plane home OMG OMG OMG, breathe Mia, breathe! So I went downstairs and along the way I bumped into Grandmere who freaked out when she saw me wondering around the Place in my PJs. I told her she had to relax, no one would see me. GM: What are you doing out of your room anyway? M: Well, I thought I could maybe call my mom since I haven't talked to her since I got here. GM: No Amelia, go back to your room now. M: Come on Grandmere, it'll just take a second. GM: Well, I was waiting to tell you this tomorrow but I suppose you might as well know now. M: Grnadmere, whats going on? You're scaring me. GM: Don't get alarmed, your mother has been in an accident and she's at the hospital right now M: WHAT?!? GM: Mia, calm down! M: Calm down? Where is she? How is she? I HAVE TO GO HOME! D: We can leave right now if you want to Mia. GM: Philippe, you scared me. And no, she cannot leave right now, there is so much to be done here. Plus, going there won't help at all. At least here she can be useful. D: Mother, Mia needs to be with her mother right now. GM: But. D: I'm putting my foot down. Let's go Mia, pack your things.

So here I am, on my way back to NYC. No one really knows what happened to mom or how she is. I hope she's OK. I called Michael and Lilly from Lars cell phone and they said they'd meet me at the hospital. I'm so worried. She's my everything! What if something really bad happens? What if she.wow I can't even write it. More later, I'm crying too much.