WOW! my 1st review and i'm shot down...

Damn I suck don't I?

Yeah well anyway i'm gonna keep writing this "mary-sue" piece even if no one reads it.

OH... sorry about the whole Draco thing. I know some people out there love him and don't want him to be gay. hehehehe

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September 1

Dear Draven

I decided to whip out you early today. I'm on the train to Hogwarts. Remember those twins from yesterday? yeah, well they helped me get on to the platform 9 3/4. They are very charming young men. But nothing more than that. I loved the sudden rush I got going through that wall. I wish I felt like that more often. Then maybe I wont be as.... sad and depressing.

Well I'm on the train now. All by my lone some. People do walk by and look in. I can see on their faces they want to sit down with me, but then look directly at me and move on. I shouldn't have worn my hair up. This sucks ass! Maybe Draco will come and sit with me. Or those nice twins. Doesn't matter. I've been alone all my life so why not be alone for another measly 2 or 3 hours?

Oh! I named my Raven. Tom the bartender told me it was a male. I don't how the hell you tell with birds, but oh well. His name is Gacy. I got the name from a member of my favorite band. I'm really gonna miss hearing them at Hogwarts. I never got to getting my CD player bewitched.

Know what's been bugging me since last night? If Draco is gay.

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Sorry that I cut off. This girl Pansy (what a frilly name) and her Slytherin friends came and sat with me. They are off getting something to eat and finding their other friends. Leaves me alone again. great.

I found out Pansy is dating Draco. So that clears up him being gay. Unless he's a closet case and just doesn't want to admit to his friends.

The dye in my hair isn't staying AGAIN! I've died it so many times i'm surprised it hasn't fallen out. I hate the color of my natural hair. It's green with a tint of blue. Ever since I lived in the foster house, they have died my hair dark brown. They never wanted a punk child. but my green hair is natural in my world, but not the muggle world. Pansy n company are coming back. I'll write later.

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OH MY GOD! I have so much to write about. I've never felt so happier in my life. Hogwarts is amazing. It's so big. I never imagined it so beautiful! We came in on horseless carrages. Then we entered the Great Hall. I was pulled asside by a Professor and she brought me near the head table. There I talked to Dumbledore and to the teachers around him. They are all so nice. Dumbledore's eyes are so full of life. I can't believe he's so old.

Before the sort hat ceremony began for the new 1st years, I was introduced to the students. I saw the Slytherin table. Draco waved. I think I blushed. The twins (at a different table) gave me big smiles and waved also. I sat on the 3-legged stool and the Profesor put this old raggy hat on my head. It spoke in my ear. I don't know if anyone else could hear it. It was mumbling some stuff. Then it yellled out...

GRIFFINDOR!!!

The table where those twins sat stood up and started cheering. Those red heads cleared a seat for me. I was kind of dissipointed and Draco looked it too. The people in this house looked very friendly. I met this girl Hermonie Granger. She sounded kinda stuck up. She kept going on about the books she read and that I should too. Why should I? I'll just learn it in the class. Kinda of an annoying little girl. I hope I don't have class with her.

The twins introduced them self as Fred and George. George looks cuter than Fred. Also at the table was George and Fred's little brother Ron. He was really nice. BUT Harry Potter was at my table. I was shocked to see him. He didn't seem so bad as Draco had put him. He looked really nice. These two girls Lavender and Praviti (I think) told me I'm sharing a room with them. I don't know how they knew that, but I guess it will be ok.

After all the 1st years were sorted, the Headmaster told us some rules and food appeared on the table. All of it looked so good. I couldn't help myself. I took a bit of everything. I talked to George and his friend, Lee, most of the time. They are all really nice. Ron seems to like (well... LOVE) food. Harry looks really shy. He stayed quiet most of the dinner. He talked to Ron and Hermonie when he did.

We went up to the dorms. There I was introduced to people. I had to leave early. All that eating made me tired. well I decided to write first. Could never forget about you, Draven.

Those two girls are coming up. I don't feel like talking. So i'm gonna pretend I'm sleeping.

Good night.