September 26
Dear Draven,
Nothing really interesting happened at Hagrids place a last week, so I didn't write anything. We discussed school and about Hagrid and his adventures around the castle. He's raised so many creatures in his life. I was jealous. I wish I could have done that in my life. But I have wizarding blood in me, so I go to school. I wish I never had to go to school again. Or even had to attened in the first place.
I was put in a foster home at the age of 3. My parents died in the hands of the "good" wizards. My mother and father were on the side of Voldermort. We all did bad things. Very bad things. I was too young to participate in the taking of hurting people. By the time I was 2 years old I went to a Death Eaters meeting. Everyone was in black and wore white masks. It was scary for a little kid. My parents brought me as a sacrafice for the clan. They never explained why to me at that age. I don't think I would have remembered it though. We stood around a put of fire. I was passed into Voldermorts arms. Anything else after, I forgot. I do get little snippets of it in dreams. They have haunted me since then. A few months later was his down fall with Harry Potter. In the past 5 years he's been trying to rise again. Since he has failed in every other way possible I think he might be after me. I don't know why but I have this feeling.
I should ask Professor Snape about it. I know he was a part of it then. I remember seeing part of his face when I got passed. He looked sorry for me in his eyes. Those black eyes have haunted me too. They have awaken me in the middle of nights. I have always expected to see him over me. Trying to see into my soul or force me to go back to Voldermort regime. I could never go back. I will never hurt a "mudblood" in my life. They have done nothing. Those pure bloods need to get their noses out of each other's asses and worry about what is acctually happening and not how they look.
Malfoy is something like that. But there is something different. Yes he's cold, but his whole family is. There is something about his character. He might be different from his family.
I met up with George earlier today. We ended up sneaking into a empty classroom. And um... yeah... NO! I didn't go all the way. We just kissed. A lot. He's a wicked good kisser. The best I've had. We are so going to do that again. It lasted for close to an hour. But Peeves inturupted us and we had to run back to the common room.
Damn! I have Magikal Creatures tomorrow. That means I'm back with Draco. Oh joy...
Good night.