Prologue

I thought once I found the right person that the rest of my life would go just how I wanted it to go. When I was married the first time to Anthony I questioned whether it was the right thing. I missed Trevor who had died a while ago. I would always feel responsible for that. When Derek and I were finally married, I actually felt like this could be where I was supposed to be. There were still so many questions in my life that have been left unanswered. Such as the whereabouts of my mother. But I realize now that sometimes you have to accept the way things are without trying to change them.

Everything will work out the way it's supposed to in the end. I had faith in the strength of love and that rue love would always prevail in the end. I didn't know how true that was for me.