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Hormones
Hormones were what she blamed it on. She just kept saying that it wasn't real. She didn't really feel like that. When their hands would accidentally bump each other, that feeling was nothing. When he'd stand behind her, that feeling didn't exist. They were just friends.
But, she always told herself that. She always said it over and over, 'Just Friends'. She never even thought that he might feel the same. She tried to stay away from him, but he'd always be around. Some time she'd just get angry with him for trying to be near her.
When she was trying to be alone, he'd come around and would try and talk to her. But, she wouldn't listen. She would pretend to, so he'd go away. She just thought that if she studied, he'd go and bother someone else. But, he always bothered her.
He always said it was because they had been through so much that he didn't want her to do something bad for her. It was true though. They had been through TOO much in her opinion. She had go sit there and watch as his girlfriends and crushes went by, her never being one.
But, while he dated, she tried to. Everyone said she needed to, since she was older now and had the time. But no one was like him. No one ever made her feel the same way. They all were nice, some sleezy, but the weren't like him.
He was brave and smart. He was there when she was happy and when she was sad. He made her feel better on the gloomiest days. He helped her relax even in the most stressful of things. He was her sun in the day and her moon at night. He was her everything, but he didn't know it.
Saying they were friends didn't make it better, it made everything worse. Even though she said it, it didn't mean a thing. They had to work together, which meant he was always around. She'd avoid him everywhere but work, where everything mattered.
That was what stopped her from telling him. It was what kept her stable. Her job. She busied herself with work so she wouldn't have to deal with Harry, but when she didn't have anything to do, she couldn't avoid him. She'd just do more until he was gone. It got her a raise, but she didn't care. As long as she could get away from him.
Hormones was what she thought her problem was, but we know that it was her heart.
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AN: I know she's OOC, but that's what's up with this story. They're all kinda OOC. It's set when they're 25. R&R!!!! Harry' POV NEXT!!! CHEESE!!!!