Clark's Journal

The last few months have been really hard for me, hard for everyone. First Lana's murder and then Chloe's suicide. The worst part is that I'm in the middle of everything. It's all my fault.

Lex and I have broken everything. I loved Lana and always have. I was nieve about everything. I'm lost without her here, and leaving her for Lex was the ultimate mistake. I needed tp protect her, not let her go. I will have to live with that for the rest of my life. I'll never love another woman.

Moving on is tough, but I'll have to manage it one way or another. I don't know if i'll ever die thanks to my gifts. Suffering like this forever seems like too much.

There's only one thing I can say now that brings be a sort of closure on this disturbing situation. I heard it a long time ago, but I can't remember who said it.

There's no turning back once you've crossed that line.

and you know what? I've crossed it so many times I can't find an answer anymore. But that's it. There's no turning back.

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