Disclaimer: Lemme see here, hm...I DONT OWN SAILOR MOON! OR ANY OF THE
CHARACTERS OF THAT SHOW! mesa owns Kaze Kukuo, Suzuki, and mai tsuma Cat
owns Megami Umi
Authors Note: 'ello! and welcome to Chapter Five! Yay! Anyways, as usual, I dedicate all this to Cat, aka Megami Umi **go read some of her stuff, she is great!** When Im done with this lil series of stories, I think I'll do one of Haruka and Michiru...my faves! Anyways, hope you enjoy! R&R please! ~kaze, wind king~ PS: Song fic, using BSB's Back To Your Heart *it seemed fitting*
CHP 5 Forgiveness By: Kaze Kukuo
It's not that I cant live without you, it's just that I dont even want to try
It had been about a week since Megami and Kaze last talked. A week since Megami caught Kaze in a compromising situation with Suzuki. A week since Kaze had smiled. Kaze felt nothing but disgust for herself. 'I could I do that? Especially since I knew I loved Megami!' Kaze often wondered to herself. She had spent all week shut up in her room, just as Megami had. The only time they left thier rooms was to get something to eat and if they bumped into each other in the kitchen, there was this horrible akward silence between the two of them.
Every night I dream about you, ever since the day we said good bye
Kaze sat at her desk, trying to study, but her eyes blurred and she couldnt concentrate. She knew she had to apologize to Megami. But she didnt know what for, After all it wasnt like she had cheated on the other girl. Hell, they werent even going out! But she knew she had to have done something to make the other girl angry at her and she was positive it was the thing with Suzuki.
If I wasnt such a fool, right now I'd be holding you. There's nothing that I wouldnt do, baby if I only knew
Megami sat at her desk, sketching a picture. It was supposed to be a mermaid in the sea, a painting she was doing for her art class, but, just as it had been all week, it turned into a portrait of Kaze. Megami knew she had no right to be upset, she had no claim on Kaze's heart. Kaze didnt know how she felt. But the green haired goddess couldnt help but feel as though she had been betrayed, passed over even. She knew she should break this awful silence between the two, but for some reason, she just couldnt.
The words to say, the road to take to find a way back to your heart What can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart
Besides, Megami was sure the reason Kaze hadnt attempted to speak with her was that the other girl was angry with her for walking in and ruining things between her and Suzuki. As far as Megami knew, Kaze and Suzuki hadnt talked to each other since that night and Megami felt certain that she was to blame. 'I cant belive I let things get this screwed up!' She exclaimed to herself, ripping the drawing out of her sketch book and wadding it into a ball and tossing it into the trash can along with the others.
I dont know how it got so crazy, I'd do anything to set things right, Cuz your love is so amazing, baby your the best thing in my life.
"I cant believe how I always screw things up!" Kaze said out loud to herself, pounding her fist into her pillow. 'why is it that I always fuck up whatever goes good for me? Why is it I always mess with the best things in my life? WHY?' she thought to herself. She hated the feeling of being in the dog house with Megami. She wanted to have late night talks with her friend, hear the ocean senshi laugh again, see the smile that made her heart flip and at this rate, she felt as though she'd never see those things again. "I must go and apologize!" She said to herself, standing up.
Let me prove my love is real, make you feel the way I feel. I promise I would give the world, if only you would tell me girl
Megami sighed to herself. 'If Suzuki makes Kaze happy, then I should be happy for her.' she thought to herself. Megami had always defined true love as only wanting the other persons happiness. And if she knew one thing, she knew she was in love with Kaze Kukuo, and even if it broke her heart, she would love nothing more then to see the pink haired girl happy. 'Besides, I'd rather be her friend then nothing at all. I should go and say sorry' Megami thought to herself, standing up.
The words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart. What can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart.
Kaze opened her door at the exact same time Megami did. And since thier rooms were directly across from each other, they were standing face to face. Megami had to hold back a smile. She had hardly seen Kaze all week and Kaze had to remind her heart not to do that little flip anymore since she had screwed things up royally with the other girl. "Kaze" Megami said at the same time as Kaze breathed her own name. "Megami..."
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you cuz no one on this earth loves you like I do
"Listen, Megami--" Kaze started, but the other girl cut her off. "Would you like to come into my room, Kaze? We need to talk..." Megami said, standing back and motioning Kaze in as Kaze nodded and followed her in the room, taking a seat at her desk as Megami sat on the bed, her hands folded in her lap. It was silent for a few moments as each girl thought of what to say.
Tell me, the words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart, what can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart
"Kaze, I'm sorry for walking in on you the other day when you-you were with Suzuki. I'm also sorry for if I messed anything up between you to and I'm sorry for not talking to you for the past week" Megami said, stopping as Kaze tried to say something. "No, let me talk. At first I thought it was jealousy, but then I relized, I just want to protect you, your like a sister to me and my best friend...those are the only feelings I have for you..." Megami said, hoping the lie convinced Kaze. It sure didnt convice herself.
I turn back time to make you mine and find a way back to your heart, I beg and plead, fall to my knees to find a way back to your heart
"Megami-I- I wanted to say--I lo---"Kaze started, stammering over the words, blushing furiosly. "Yes Kaze?" Megami asked, as Kaze looked deep into her eyes. She swallowed hard. "I'm sorry for me and Suzuki being on the couch. It was rude, I should have at least made us end up in the bed room, behind closed doors" Kaze said lamely, pissed at herself for not being able to confess her feelings to the ocean haired beatuy that stood before her.
The words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart, what can I do to get to you
"Oh. okay then, friends again?" Megami said, masking her disappointment with a friendly smile and offering her hand to Kaze. "Friends" Kaze said, taking Megami's hand in her own and shaking it, even though her heart was breaking into a thousand pieces, knowing they would never be more then friends.
Back to your heart
FIN!!!! *for now! i still have a few more chp's up my sleeve!!!!*
Authors Note: 'ello! and welcome to Chapter Five! Yay! Anyways, as usual, I dedicate all this to Cat, aka Megami Umi **go read some of her stuff, she is great!** When Im done with this lil series of stories, I think I'll do one of Haruka and Michiru...my faves! Anyways, hope you enjoy! R&R please! ~kaze, wind king~ PS: Song fic, using BSB's Back To Your Heart *it seemed fitting*
CHP 5 Forgiveness By: Kaze Kukuo
It's not that I cant live without you, it's just that I dont even want to try
It had been about a week since Megami and Kaze last talked. A week since Megami caught Kaze in a compromising situation with Suzuki. A week since Kaze had smiled. Kaze felt nothing but disgust for herself. 'I could I do that? Especially since I knew I loved Megami!' Kaze often wondered to herself. She had spent all week shut up in her room, just as Megami had. The only time they left thier rooms was to get something to eat and if they bumped into each other in the kitchen, there was this horrible akward silence between the two of them.
Every night I dream about you, ever since the day we said good bye
Kaze sat at her desk, trying to study, but her eyes blurred and she couldnt concentrate. She knew she had to apologize to Megami. But she didnt know what for, After all it wasnt like she had cheated on the other girl. Hell, they werent even going out! But she knew she had to have done something to make the other girl angry at her and she was positive it was the thing with Suzuki.
If I wasnt such a fool, right now I'd be holding you. There's nothing that I wouldnt do, baby if I only knew
Megami sat at her desk, sketching a picture. It was supposed to be a mermaid in the sea, a painting she was doing for her art class, but, just as it had been all week, it turned into a portrait of Kaze. Megami knew she had no right to be upset, she had no claim on Kaze's heart. Kaze didnt know how she felt. But the green haired goddess couldnt help but feel as though she had been betrayed, passed over even. She knew she should break this awful silence between the two, but for some reason, she just couldnt.
The words to say, the road to take to find a way back to your heart What can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart
Besides, Megami was sure the reason Kaze hadnt attempted to speak with her was that the other girl was angry with her for walking in and ruining things between her and Suzuki. As far as Megami knew, Kaze and Suzuki hadnt talked to each other since that night and Megami felt certain that she was to blame. 'I cant belive I let things get this screwed up!' She exclaimed to herself, ripping the drawing out of her sketch book and wadding it into a ball and tossing it into the trash can along with the others.
I dont know how it got so crazy, I'd do anything to set things right, Cuz your love is so amazing, baby your the best thing in my life.
"I cant believe how I always screw things up!" Kaze said out loud to herself, pounding her fist into her pillow. 'why is it that I always fuck up whatever goes good for me? Why is it I always mess with the best things in my life? WHY?' she thought to herself. She hated the feeling of being in the dog house with Megami. She wanted to have late night talks with her friend, hear the ocean senshi laugh again, see the smile that made her heart flip and at this rate, she felt as though she'd never see those things again. "I must go and apologize!" She said to herself, standing up.
Let me prove my love is real, make you feel the way I feel. I promise I would give the world, if only you would tell me girl
Megami sighed to herself. 'If Suzuki makes Kaze happy, then I should be happy for her.' she thought to herself. Megami had always defined true love as only wanting the other persons happiness. And if she knew one thing, she knew she was in love with Kaze Kukuo, and even if it broke her heart, she would love nothing more then to see the pink haired girl happy. 'Besides, I'd rather be her friend then nothing at all. I should go and say sorry' Megami thought to herself, standing up.
The words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart. What can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart.
Kaze opened her door at the exact same time Megami did. And since thier rooms were directly across from each other, they were standing face to face. Megami had to hold back a smile. She had hardly seen Kaze all week and Kaze had to remind her heart not to do that little flip anymore since she had screwed things up royally with the other girl. "Kaze" Megami said at the same time as Kaze breathed her own name. "Megami..."
Give me one more chance, to give my love to you cuz no one on this earth loves you like I do
"Listen, Megami--" Kaze started, but the other girl cut her off. "Would you like to come into my room, Kaze? We need to talk..." Megami said, standing back and motioning Kaze in as Kaze nodded and followed her in the room, taking a seat at her desk as Megami sat on the bed, her hands folded in her lap. It was silent for a few moments as each girl thought of what to say.
Tell me, the words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart, what can I do to get to you and find a way back to your heart
"Kaze, I'm sorry for walking in on you the other day when you-you were with Suzuki. I'm also sorry for if I messed anything up between you to and I'm sorry for not talking to you for the past week" Megami said, stopping as Kaze tried to say something. "No, let me talk. At first I thought it was jealousy, but then I relized, I just want to protect you, your like a sister to me and my best friend...those are the only feelings I have for you..." Megami said, hoping the lie convinced Kaze. It sure didnt convice herself.
I turn back time to make you mine and find a way back to your heart, I beg and plead, fall to my knees to find a way back to your heart
"Megami-I- I wanted to say--I lo---"Kaze started, stammering over the words, blushing furiosly. "Yes Kaze?" Megami asked, as Kaze looked deep into her eyes. She swallowed hard. "I'm sorry for me and Suzuki being on the couch. It was rude, I should have at least made us end up in the bed room, behind closed doors" Kaze said lamely, pissed at herself for not being able to confess her feelings to the ocean haired beatuy that stood before her.
The words to say the road to take to find a way back to your heart, what can I do to get to you
"Oh. okay then, friends again?" Megami said, masking her disappointment with a friendly smile and offering her hand to Kaze. "Friends" Kaze said, taking Megami's hand in her own and shaking it, even though her heart was breaking into a thousand pieces, knowing they would never be more then friends.
Back to your heart
FIN!!!! *for now! i still have a few more chp's up my sleeve!!!!*