Authors note- This poems was written a long time ago about how I thought Buffy felt after Angel lost his soul, read it cause it aint some sobbing preteen angst shit.

Eye's bloodshot.

Tear streaked cheeks.

Lips trembling.

Saying the words I love you.

My heart breaks when you touch me.

My mind screams when our lips meet.

My body wants more.

I don't.

Why is it that this love will never end.

The pain so deep.

But I never stop.

Now as I cry bloody tears.

I will never speak my pain.

For now I know.

Now I see.

Its not love you want.

You thrive off the pain you can cause me.