I watch you sleep , my beautiful angel.Blonde, pale, fragile and sensitive. Your outside facade is tough,but inside you are more delicate than any other person, even though you don't like to show it .

You have been hurt, bruised,damaged and tainted ,so badly that I just want to take you into my arms and love you, so the pain will go away.

I wish I could,but you won't accept me.

I can't blame you, I mean Derwin is a great guy,smart,sensitive,understanding,good looking,gentle, everything I'm not,but alas I must tell you my dear, Derwin is gone.

Yes,hes dead he was a brave man. He died fo the cause,he fought and he fought bravely,I'm suprised he wasn't a Gryiffindor.

I wish you would awake, staring at you like this is killing me,and the thought that you won't wake up is even worse,because without knowing that you are,living and breathing and happy(even if it is without me)is just more than I can bear.

Please my dear,wake up if not for me,then for him , to pay your respects one last time..........

"I love you",I say.As I take my leave,and not matter what,I will return the next day.



*FIN*