1 Disclaimer: I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura so don't sue okay.
2 Confessions
By: Sakuda-chan
~~Chapter 4~~ (Still in Syaoran's POV)
I was impatiently waiting for Sakura to arrive. What should I say to her? I've been waiting so long for this moment but now I've gone speechless. 'Sakura, I love you, I can't live without you, you are my world.' Is that too much? 'Sakura, you are so beautiful, the first time I saw you I was already in love, even if I didn't seem to show it.' Ahh…what should I say??
Suddenly a sound interrupted my thoughts. It was the sound of Sakura's rollerblades coming at full speed, just the way she does. "Syaoran-kun! I'm here!" she said out of breath.
"At the swings, Sakura-chan."
"Hi Syaoran-kun, what is it that you wanted to tell me?" she said sitting down.
"Well, um…you know how before I told you to tell that guy you liked your true feelings about him before it was too late?"
"Hai…demo I didn't get a chance to yet…"
"I was thinking about what I said and I should've listened to myself."
"Hoee? What do you mean?"
"Don't talk, just listen before I lose my courage."
"Okay."
"Sakura-chan, ever since I saw you, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Even if I was mean to you, gave you my glares, ignored you at times, you were always nice to me, I couldn't understand why. Now I know, it's because you're you, you're nice, beautiful, smart, loving, and more…that's what makes me care for you so much. I-I…I love you Sakura-chan."
Sakura looked at me speechless. I couldn't tell what she was feeling. I knew it, she didn't feel the same, I just made a big fool out of myself.
"Syaoran-kun…I…" she managed to say.
"Iie…Sakura-chan, save it, I already know what you're gonna say, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you how I felt." I said as I got up. "I hope we can still be friends."
I ran away from her as fast as I could, trying not to cry. I should have expected this.
~~In Sakura's POV~~
Oh my god...did Syaoran just say he loved me? I can't believe it…but why wouldn't he let me tell him how I felt? He just ran away…is it because he thought I was gonna say I didn't love him back? I have to tell him the truth. Maybe I should ask Tomoyo for advice.
*Ring*
"Moshi moshi, Tomoyo speaking."
"Tomoyo-chan!! Syaoran-kun just confessed to me!!"
"Finally! It's about time! Did you tell him how you felt?"
"Iie…I couldn't, he left before I could."
"Nani?? Did he think you didn't feel the same because you like that other guy?"
"What other guy?"
"The one you said you didn't know if you should tell him how you feel."
"Oh! He didn't know I was talking about him!"
"Well talk it over with him! He's probably heartbroken right now."
"Okay, I'll call you back later."
"Ja."
I rollerbladed to Syaoran's apartment as fast as I could. I hope he's home. I rang the doorbell and waited for him to open the door. There was no answer but the door was opened a little so I decided to go in. I looked around and the place was sparkling clean. Where could he be? Then I heard someone talking, it sounded like Syaoran. I walked closer to the room where it was coming from.
"How stupid am I, she already likes someone else, why did I tell her for? She probably hates me now. I might as well go back to Hong Kong since I have no business here. I just hope Sakura's happy."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Syaoran can't go back again! I'll miss him too much! I decided to speak up.
"Iie, Syaoran-kun, you can't go!"
"Sakura-chan? What are you doing here?"
"Um…I wanted to talk to you since you didn't let me before. Your door was opened so I just came in. I hope you don't mind." I looked at him and his face was red. It looked as if he was crying. (A/N: Sorry for making Syaoran cry! Seems like he always does in these ficcies, but it helps my story!)
"It's okay, don't mind my appearance…what is it that you had to come all the way over here to tell me?" he sniffed.
"I think you misunderstood me earlier when I told you about that guy I liked."
"How? What else could it mean?"
"It's not another guy, I was talking about y-" I stopped because there was a big noise outside.
"LI SYAORAN! WHERE ARE YOU? GET OUT HERE NOW!" a very high voice screeched through the whole apartment.
"Oh no…it's her."
"Who is it, Syaoran-kun?"
"It's…"
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Who can that be? Can Sakura finish what she was going to say? Find out in Chapter 5!
R + R onegai! Aishiteru Shaolan! =)
¤Sakuda-chan¤
http://www.geocities.com/sakura_syaoran01
Until next time, ja ne!
2 Confessions
By: Sakuda-chan
~~Chapter 4~~ (Still in Syaoran's POV)
I was impatiently waiting for Sakura to arrive. What should I say to her? I've been waiting so long for this moment but now I've gone speechless. 'Sakura, I love you, I can't live without you, you are my world.' Is that too much? 'Sakura, you are so beautiful, the first time I saw you I was already in love, even if I didn't seem to show it.' Ahh…what should I say??
Suddenly a sound interrupted my thoughts. It was the sound of Sakura's rollerblades coming at full speed, just the way she does. "Syaoran-kun! I'm here!" she said out of breath.
"At the swings, Sakura-chan."
"Hi Syaoran-kun, what is it that you wanted to tell me?" she said sitting down.
"Well, um…you know how before I told you to tell that guy you liked your true feelings about him before it was too late?"
"Hai…demo I didn't get a chance to yet…"
"I was thinking about what I said and I should've listened to myself."
"Hoee? What do you mean?"
"Don't talk, just listen before I lose my courage."
"Okay."
"Sakura-chan, ever since I saw you, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Even if I was mean to you, gave you my glares, ignored you at times, you were always nice to me, I couldn't understand why. Now I know, it's because you're you, you're nice, beautiful, smart, loving, and more…that's what makes me care for you so much. I-I…I love you Sakura-chan."
Sakura looked at me speechless. I couldn't tell what she was feeling. I knew it, she didn't feel the same, I just made a big fool out of myself.
"Syaoran-kun…I…" she managed to say.
"Iie…Sakura-chan, save it, I already know what you're gonna say, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you how I felt." I said as I got up. "I hope we can still be friends."
I ran away from her as fast as I could, trying not to cry. I should have expected this.
~~In Sakura's POV~~
Oh my god...did Syaoran just say he loved me? I can't believe it…but why wouldn't he let me tell him how I felt? He just ran away…is it because he thought I was gonna say I didn't love him back? I have to tell him the truth. Maybe I should ask Tomoyo for advice.
*Ring*
"Moshi moshi, Tomoyo speaking."
"Tomoyo-chan!! Syaoran-kun just confessed to me!!"
"Finally! It's about time! Did you tell him how you felt?"
"Iie…I couldn't, he left before I could."
"Nani?? Did he think you didn't feel the same because you like that other guy?"
"What other guy?"
"The one you said you didn't know if you should tell him how you feel."
"Oh! He didn't know I was talking about him!"
"Well talk it over with him! He's probably heartbroken right now."
"Okay, I'll call you back later."
"Ja."
I rollerbladed to Syaoran's apartment as fast as I could. I hope he's home. I rang the doorbell and waited for him to open the door. There was no answer but the door was opened a little so I decided to go in. I looked around and the place was sparkling clean. Where could he be? Then I heard someone talking, it sounded like Syaoran. I walked closer to the room where it was coming from.
"How stupid am I, she already likes someone else, why did I tell her for? She probably hates me now. I might as well go back to Hong Kong since I have no business here. I just hope Sakura's happy."
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Syaoran can't go back again! I'll miss him too much! I decided to speak up.
"Iie, Syaoran-kun, you can't go!"
"Sakura-chan? What are you doing here?"
"Um…I wanted to talk to you since you didn't let me before. Your door was opened so I just came in. I hope you don't mind." I looked at him and his face was red. It looked as if he was crying. (A/N: Sorry for making Syaoran cry! Seems like he always does in these ficcies, but it helps my story!)
"It's okay, don't mind my appearance…what is it that you had to come all the way over here to tell me?" he sniffed.
"I think you misunderstood me earlier when I told you about that guy I liked."
"How? What else could it mean?"
"It's not another guy, I was talking about y-" I stopped because there was a big noise outside.
"LI SYAORAN! WHERE ARE YOU? GET OUT HERE NOW!" a very high voice screeched through the whole apartment.
"Oh no…it's her."
"Who is it, Syaoran-kun?"
"It's…"
~~~~~~
Who can that be? Can Sakura finish what she was going to say? Find out in Chapter 5!
R + R onegai! Aishiteru Shaolan! =)
¤Sakuda-chan¤
http://www.geocities.com/sakura_syaoran01
Until next time, ja ne!