His Only Fear
Rating - R for sexual content in later chapters
CHAPTER 6
Author's note: lol I just read the reviews you people gave me. I MEANT that since it was gonna end soon, I dunno if i should continue. But I AM still gonna continue this part of the story. Of course it'll have an ending! I can't just end it with out u ppl not knowing if Kagome will die or not. I'm just sayin I'm probably going to do 1 or 2 more chapters. And maybe after that I'll update the whole story, correcting all my grammer mistakes. ^_^ I'm glad ppl actually read my story.
Inuyasha was restless. He couldn't stay in one spot. Either he was in the corner thinking or he's walking back and forth trying to figure out what he could do to to save her. 'There has to be a way!...I can't just let her leave me like this. Dammit! Where is Myouga when you need him!'
He gave up. There isn't anything else he could do even if he would practically do anything to make her live. Inuyasha sat by the corner, using the wall as a back rest. He cupped his face with his hands.
Fate wasn't fair. Here he was, losing the only thing important in his life. Even more than the shards.
Kagome was his world. And yet, even if he loved her more than life itself, he still couldn't confess his love to her.
Worst of all, he'd act like a big jerk to her. Inuyasha was surprised that she'd still love him even if he acted that way. But he wondered. Can Kagome ever compare to Kikyo?
Inuyasha got up and sat beside Kagome. Still deeply asleep, Inuyasha could hear her heartbeat. Although, it was very faint. Long moments have passed, using that time just looking at her face.
Inuyasha silently wispered to her ear, hoping that maybe she will remember it the next day. "I'm...afraid of losing you. Kagome, hang in there."
As he wispered those words, he gave her a kiss on the forehead. He, then rested his head with the bag that Kagome would always carry as he laid down next to the sleeping beauty. It only took moments before he had drifted off to sleep.
***
Inuyasha moaned as be began to awaken.
As he turned to check up on Kagome, she was gone.....AGAIN.
Inuyasha growled. 'I told her never to leave like that.' He sighed. 'At least she's alive.'
He got up from the matted floor and headed to the spring. He knew, for a fact, that she would be there. Where else would she go?
While walking to the the hot spring, he heard the most beautiful voice. Kagome was humming a sorrowful song, one he had never heard before.
As he reached to the hot spring he hid behind a bush. From there he watched her every move. Kagome continued humming while rinsing herself.
The whole galaxy was now revolving around her. At least, to Inuyasha. She sang so smoothly like how a blur rabbin would sing. He liked her tone just like how he liked her.
Inuyasha noticed a twinkle at the corner of her eye, finding a tear slowly falling down to her cheek. Kagome rapidly wiped it away. She finally stopped humming.
Inuyasha's eyes grew wider when he say the tear fall. Why was she crying?
She spoke up. "You can stop spying on me now, Inuyasha." Her voice was strong again.
He stood up from his spot as fast as he can, quickly turning around and blushed with embarassment.
"I see you've gotten better." He said crossing his arms to his chest.
Kagome looked up, only to see him back against a tree.
"...Yeah. A little bit." She responded.
Now that she's alive and healthy, she's having regrets about her confession. Kagome might go through heartbreak if that subject was brought up again. She knows that Inuyasha would love Kikyo and only Kikyo.
Before Inuyasha came by the spring, she thought about how she's nothing compared to Kikyo. She thought she was more beauiful, more unique and adventurous, and yet a little too uptight. Maybe thats how Inuyasha wants his women. Maybe there is something about her that Kagome doesn't have and makes Inuyasha like her.
But Kagome needed to know. Even if it might hurt here she needs to hear that the only person he loves is Kikyo. She needs to hear it come out of his mouth. But is this the right time to ask?
Silence came between them.
"Inuyasha," she hesitated. "Did you..." Another hesitation. She didn't know how to put this. What if he forgot about her confession? Actually, it would have been better if he forgot. She sighed. "That night, when I told you.....about...you know..." Kagome blushed. "Do you feel the same way I feel about...you?"
Inuyasha didn't want to respond. Although, he has to give her an answer. He took a while just thinking of what to say. 'Maybe it's the right time to tell her the truth. I mean she already told me and I have no reason not to tell her anymore. She's not disgusted. *sigh* I could do this.'
"Kagome, I..." Inuyasha was still afraid. But why? He has no reason to hide it anymore since she feels the same way.
He had finally gave up. He couldn't tell her. Inuyasha was too use to hiding everything, even in the moments when he's worried about her. How hard was it to just tell???
Moments have passed already and still Inuyasha didnt have an answer.
Kagome was hurt. She shouldn't have asked him.
She figured that he still had feelings for Kikyo.
Hot tears started to well up from her eyes but she wiped them as fast as she could so that Inuyasha wouldn't notice how hurt she is.
She didn't want to make a big deal out of it. But it WAS a big deal. Kagome knew she couldn't just forget about it.
Although, even if she wanted to forget everything it was too hard to.
She slowly got out of of the water and wrapped herself with a towel.
As she started to walk Kagome took a deep breath and spoke. "It's alright if you still have feelings for Kikyo. All you had to do was tell me..." she said in a sorrowful voice. She walked to the cabins direction.
Inuyasha was shocked. His jaw dropped wondering why she would think such a thing. As she was walking to the cabin, he grabbed her wrist to protest to her comment. She swung her head and spoke before he could even say a word. "It's ok, Inuyasha. I really don't mind if you still love her." She pulled away from his grip and walked away with one had holding onto the towel and the other to wipe the tear that flowed down her cheek.
Kagome lied. She did mind. But what could she do about it now? All she could do was just forget about everything so at least it wouldn't ruin what is left between them.
Inuyasha couldn't say anything. Kagome was already convinced that he still likes Kikyo even when he doesn't. If only he would just tell her the truth then everything would have been ok.
Rating - R for sexual content in later chapters
CHAPTER 6
Author's note: lol I just read the reviews you people gave me. I MEANT that since it was gonna end soon, I dunno if i should continue. But I AM still gonna continue this part of the story. Of course it'll have an ending! I can't just end it with out u ppl not knowing if Kagome will die or not. I'm just sayin I'm probably going to do 1 or 2 more chapters. And maybe after that I'll update the whole story, correcting all my grammer mistakes. ^_^ I'm glad ppl actually read my story.
Inuyasha was restless. He couldn't stay in one spot. Either he was in the corner thinking or he's walking back and forth trying to figure out what he could do to to save her. 'There has to be a way!...I can't just let her leave me like this. Dammit! Where is Myouga when you need him!'
He gave up. There isn't anything else he could do even if he would practically do anything to make her live. Inuyasha sat by the corner, using the wall as a back rest. He cupped his face with his hands.
Fate wasn't fair. Here he was, losing the only thing important in his life. Even more than the shards.
Kagome was his world. And yet, even if he loved her more than life itself, he still couldn't confess his love to her.
Worst of all, he'd act like a big jerk to her. Inuyasha was surprised that she'd still love him even if he acted that way. But he wondered. Can Kagome ever compare to Kikyo?
Inuyasha got up and sat beside Kagome. Still deeply asleep, Inuyasha could hear her heartbeat. Although, it was very faint. Long moments have passed, using that time just looking at her face.
Inuyasha silently wispered to her ear, hoping that maybe she will remember it the next day. "I'm...afraid of losing you. Kagome, hang in there."
As he wispered those words, he gave her a kiss on the forehead. He, then rested his head with the bag that Kagome would always carry as he laid down next to the sleeping beauty. It only took moments before he had drifted off to sleep.
***
Inuyasha moaned as be began to awaken.
As he turned to check up on Kagome, she was gone.....AGAIN.
Inuyasha growled. 'I told her never to leave like that.' He sighed. 'At least she's alive.'
He got up from the matted floor and headed to the spring. He knew, for a fact, that she would be there. Where else would she go?
While walking to the the hot spring, he heard the most beautiful voice. Kagome was humming a sorrowful song, one he had never heard before.
As he reached to the hot spring he hid behind a bush. From there he watched her every move. Kagome continued humming while rinsing herself.
The whole galaxy was now revolving around her. At least, to Inuyasha. She sang so smoothly like how a blur rabbin would sing. He liked her tone just like how he liked her.
Inuyasha noticed a twinkle at the corner of her eye, finding a tear slowly falling down to her cheek. Kagome rapidly wiped it away. She finally stopped humming.
Inuyasha's eyes grew wider when he say the tear fall. Why was she crying?
She spoke up. "You can stop spying on me now, Inuyasha." Her voice was strong again.
He stood up from his spot as fast as he can, quickly turning around and blushed with embarassment.
"I see you've gotten better." He said crossing his arms to his chest.
Kagome looked up, only to see him back against a tree.
"...Yeah. A little bit." She responded.
Now that she's alive and healthy, she's having regrets about her confession. Kagome might go through heartbreak if that subject was brought up again. She knows that Inuyasha would love Kikyo and only Kikyo.
Before Inuyasha came by the spring, she thought about how she's nothing compared to Kikyo. She thought she was more beauiful, more unique and adventurous, and yet a little too uptight. Maybe thats how Inuyasha wants his women. Maybe there is something about her that Kagome doesn't have and makes Inuyasha like her.
But Kagome needed to know. Even if it might hurt here she needs to hear that the only person he loves is Kikyo. She needs to hear it come out of his mouth. But is this the right time to ask?
Silence came between them.
"Inuyasha," she hesitated. "Did you..." Another hesitation. She didn't know how to put this. What if he forgot about her confession? Actually, it would have been better if he forgot. She sighed. "That night, when I told you.....about...you know..." Kagome blushed. "Do you feel the same way I feel about...you?"
Inuyasha didn't want to respond. Although, he has to give her an answer. He took a while just thinking of what to say. 'Maybe it's the right time to tell her the truth. I mean she already told me and I have no reason not to tell her anymore. She's not disgusted. *sigh* I could do this.'
"Kagome, I..." Inuyasha was still afraid. But why? He has no reason to hide it anymore since she feels the same way.
He had finally gave up. He couldn't tell her. Inuyasha was too use to hiding everything, even in the moments when he's worried about her. How hard was it to just tell???
Moments have passed already and still Inuyasha didnt have an answer.
Kagome was hurt. She shouldn't have asked him.
She figured that he still had feelings for Kikyo.
Hot tears started to well up from her eyes but she wiped them as fast as she could so that Inuyasha wouldn't notice how hurt she is.
She didn't want to make a big deal out of it. But it WAS a big deal. Kagome knew she couldn't just forget about it.
Although, even if she wanted to forget everything it was too hard to.
She slowly got out of of the water and wrapped herself with a towel.
As she started to walk Kagome took a deep breath and spoke. "It's alright if you still have feelings for Kikyo. All you had to do was tell me..." she said in a sorrowful voice. She walked to the cabins direction.
Inuyasha was shocked. His jaw dropped wondering why she would think such a thing. As she was walking to the cabin, he grabbed her wrist to protest to her comment. She swung her head and spoke before he could even say a word. "It's ok, Inuyasha. I really don't mind if you still love her." She pulled away from his grip and walked away with one had holding onto the towel and the other to wipe the tear that flowed down her cheek.
Kagome lied. She did mind. But what could she do about it now? All she could do was just forget about everything so at least it wouldn't ruin what is left between them.
Inuyasha couldn't say anything. Kagome was already convinced that he still likes Kikyo even when he doesn't. If only he would just tell her the truth then everything would have been ok.