His Only Fear
Rating - WARNING! Lemon chapter!
CHAPTER 7
Kagome was getting ready for their next journey. She packed her clothing and her cosmetics that she brought from her era. She couldn't help but think about what happened an hour ago. She didn't know whether to talk to him or to just forget about the whole thing.
It wasn't easy to forget. It isn't easy to forgive either. Kagome sighed in frustration. She was ready to cry. In this exact moment she just wanted to kill herself.
' I should have just gave up that time I was sick. I shouldn't have fought back. There isn't anything to live for anyways.' She sighed again. ' Where the hell is that stupid demon dog. He's been gone for a while already.' She wondered...why should she care about his whereabouts?
As she was packing the last of her clothing, the door opened. Kagome's head turned to see who it was. Of course...Inuyasha.
She turned her head back to her clothing. She didn't want to deal with him. Not now, not ever.
"We're not going. We have to stay here again for the night." He said without emotion. He sat by the corner.
"Why not?" Kagome didn't turn her head to look at him. She kept her eye's on what she was doing.
"It's going to be a new moon tonight. I wouldn't be able to protect you if we get into danger."
'Why do you care about my protection? I'm already injured from a broken heart.' She thought. Her eyes started to get glassy. But before a tear could fall, she closed her eyes trying to hold them back. She didn't respond to his comment. Kagome kept quiet.
Inuyasha noticed she was avoiding him again. He growled in his mind. 'Is she going to be like this forever? Just 'cause I couldn't say what she wanted to hear?' He couldn't help but look at her. ' *sigh* This is all my fault.'
***
The sun finally fell. And the shinning moon didn't appeared that night. When the sun did fall, he went to his human transformation.
As hours passed, all Kagome did was stared at the fire, thinking about her school work. There was nothing else she could think about. Although, she could have thought about Inuyasha but she knew that when she does, Kagome would burst into tears.
Inuyasha did the usual. He sat by the corner, watching her. Her structure, her beauty, her breasts. It was amazing how he could control himself from the first time he met her. If he hadn't used his senses she would have already lost her virginity.
Inuyasha wondered. How come he couldn't say it?? How hard was it to say three words? Kikyo popped into his head. Maybe he still loved her. Maybe he was too commited to her.
The thought of Kikyo brought him a flashback. A flashback of her betrayal.
From that moment he just wanted to forget about her. What she did was unexplainable and her betrayal was unforgiveable.
He heard a voice in his head. He didn't know where it came from but it told him to tell Kagome about his true feelings. He no longer head feelings for Kikyo and therefore those feelings was no longer in his way. As he was about to speak Kagome got up from her seat.
"Wait, Kagome. I have to tell you something."
"Tell me later. I'm going to take a long walk."
"Are you crazy? It's too dark out. What if your in danger?"
"What do you care? Oh, thats right! I'm your "tool" to find those shards! Therefore you can't aford to lose me." Kagome was angry. She couldn't take it so she finally snapped. Inuyasha was confused and hurt. Was all this his work?
"Kagome, it doesn't go that way!"
"Oh? Well then where does it go?" Her voice finally calmed down. "You said it yourself, Inuyasha. You said it when I was still sick...You made it seem like I was nothing but a tool." Kagome grabbed her bag. Was she thinking of going back to the well? In ther dark? All by herself?
Of course Inuyasha wouldn't allow it. But how could he stop her?
Inuyasha grabbed her wrist before she could open the door. He pulled her to the wall, pinning her. Now, he held both wrists to the wall, not letting her to escape. Kagome was struggling to get away from his grip although it didn't help.
"Let me go, Inuyasha."
"Would you just let me talk!"
Kagome rolled her eyes and turned away. She did her best to avoil his eyes.
"Damn it, Kagome! Can you please look at me?! Why are you acting like this!?"
Kagome didn't respond. It was too painfull to look into his eyes again.
Inuaysha sighed in frustration. "Your still upset about what happened in the spring, huh?"
Kagome gathered her courage to look at him by the corner of her eyes, without turning her head.
"But you never gave me the chance to tell you....my true feelings."
Her heart started to pound faster, waiting for him to say the words she always wanted to hear from him. She began to breathe heavier, unsure if he would say those words.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. Kagome..."
Kagome's eyes were watery, once again.
"Kagome, I love you." Tears fell from her eyes. She didn't know whether to feel happy or relieved.
Kagome couldn't breathe. She was too stunned to even think. But something popped into her head that ruinned the moment. "But what about Kik-"
"She means nothing to me. She did before but that's all gone now. Fifty years ago... she betrayed me."
Inuyasha loosened his grip from Kagome's wrists. As he attempted to walk away, she pulled him into her, forcing him to pin her to the wall. And when that happened she stole a kiss.
Passion overcame them both. She didn't know what more she wanted. Or maybe she did.
She gently pulled away from the kiss. Kagome opened her eyes and found herself getting lost into Inuyasha's golden eyes. More tears fell from her eyes. Inuyasha gently wiped those tears away which made her hug him as tight as possible.
"You should have told me sooner. Then I wouldn't have been going though so much pain." She wispered as she rested her head on Inuyasha's shoulder.
"I'm sorry.." He wispered
Kagome wanted to stay like this forever. But eventually they had to pull away. And when they did, Kagome stroked Inuyasha's cheek. Her hand was warm as can be. Her whole body was warm. No, hott! Was it possible that she is in heat?
It was ironic how a romantic moment would turn into a sexual one.
She pulled him into another kiss but this time it was more passionate than the first. Inuyasha forced his tongue into her mouth, and let it wander. Kagome moved her arms which held his back, pulling him even closer than he already was.
Kagome gasp for air through her nose as Inuyasha's wandering hands went under her skirt. And to return that task she lifted her thigh in between his legs, rubbing it against his erect member. Inuyasha let out a moan.
A kiss was nothing to them now. They wanted more. As they broke the kiss, Kagome led him onto the matted floor. She lay down, giving him the cue to strip her clothes off.
"Kagome, are you sure about this?"
She reached out and kissed him lightly, making that kiss into a response.
Inuyasha stroked over her breast, which gave her shivers. When he finally came down to her skirt, he had no idea how to take it off. So he ripped it off. He then got upset once he saw her underwear. Unfortunatly he ripped that off too. Kagome didn't mind. Good thing she packed more of her clothes.
Inuyasha lowered down to her pleasure point and sniffed it. And as he did so, he licked her, making her gasp in pleasure. He continued and didn't plan to stop any sooner. She taste as good as he imagined. She breathed heavier, stroking Inuyasha's black hair.
After moments have passed, he'd finally stopped. It was Kagome's turn to give pleasure. She gently pushed Inuyasha off of her and attemped to take off all his clothes. Although, she had no luck.
Inuyasha couldn't help but laugh. He took them off himself. And when he stripped it off Kagome's eyes had widen. She never saw something that big. In fact she never saw one in her whole life. Inuyasha gave her a cocky grin and she gave that same grin in return. She lowered her head as she licked his erect member, giving him shivers all over his body. She then bobbed her head as Inuyasha moaned in ecstasy. Before he could even release in her mouth, she stopped, making Inuaysha wimpered in disappointment.
Kagome then trailed kisses from his stomache to his collar bone. Before she could even do anything, he pushed her off, holding her still against the floor. He ripped the rest of her clothes, including her bra.
The sight of her breast made him more horny than he already was. Kagome tried to cover herself up since she wasn't fully developed. But Inuyasha didn't care. To him, she was beautiful in every way. Kagome waited for him to take her now. Although, long moments passed between them. He had paused for quite a while now.
"I can't do this." He got off of her. "I don't want to hurt you."
"Inuyasha, its ok. Really. I want this as much as you do and I can't just throw this opportunity away." Kagome reached out for his hand and held it tight. "Please?"
Inuyasha looked into her eyes and saw pure love. He gave in. Kagome laid down once again and Inuyasha followed to finish what they started.
He parted her legs and held them up high, allowing himself to enter. Before letting himself in, he looked into Kagome's eyes for her approval. She knotted.
He held his erect member to the opening of her pleasure point and had let it slither between her warm folds. She gasped as pain went throughout her body. Although, it wasn't as bad as she imagined. But its still hurt.
Inuyasha couldn't bear to see her in pain. All those times they were hunting for the Shikon jewels, he had always protected her from pain and suffering. And now he's the one giving her pain. Although, Inuyasha didn't realize she was loving it until she followed with the rhythmic movement.
They were now in the depths of heaven. They were beyond paradise.
The panting, the moaning was all they could hear. Although, those sound were soon to end. They were near to their climax.
Here it was. The moment that was to end their love-making. But before they climax, both opened their eyes, and looked into them for long seconds. And as those seconds passed, they shared an intimate moment that can't be compared with any other times they might have shown affection.
Inuyasha finally released in her. He let out a groan and Kagome let out a loud cry. Panting heavily, he rolled off of her. Kagome could hardly move because of the intensity but she gathered her energy to pull out a blanket out of her bag. As she covered them both, Inuyasha let out his arms and wrapped them around her. He held her tight, and so she did the same. There, they laid, exhausted from all that..you know.
He let Kagome's head rest at the pit of his neck. All the could think about now is the moment they have shared. That was a moment he would never dare to forget.
As Kagome could close her eyes, he spoke.
"Kagome?"
"Hmm?" she hardly made a sound but it was loud enough so that Inuyasha could hear.
"I love you."
Kagome's eyes opened slowly in surprise. "I love you, too." She smiled to herself as they both drifted into deep slumber.
A/N: Well, my first attempt to write a lemony story. I dunno if i should continue though. I'm out of ideas!!!
Rating - WARNING! Lemon chapter!
CHAPTER 7
Kagome was getting ready for their next journey. She packed her clothing and her cosmetics that she brought from her era. She couldn't help but think about what happened an hour ago. She didn't know whether to talk to him or to just forget about the whole thing.
It wasn't easy to forget. It isn't easy to forgive either. Kagome sighed in frustration. She was ready to cry. In this exact moment she just wanted to kill herself.
' I should have just gave up that time I was sick. I shouldn't have fought back. There isn't anything to live for anyways.' She sighed again. ' Where the hell is that stupid demon dog. He's been gone for a while already.' She wondered...why should she care about his whereabouts?
As she was packing the last of her clothing, the door opened. Kagome's head turned to see who it was. Of course...Inuyasha.
She turned her head back to her clothing. She didn't want to deal with him. Not now, not ever.
"We're not going. We have to stay here again for the night." He said without emotion. He sat by the corner.
"Why not?" Kagome didn't turn her head to look at him. She kept her eye's on what she was doing.
"It's going to be a new moon tonight. I wouldn't be able to protect you if we get into danger."
'Why do you care about my protection? I'm already injured from a broken heart.' She thought. Her eyes started to get glassy. But before a tear could fall, she closed her eyes trying to hold them back. She didn't respond to his comment. Kagome kept quiet.
Inuyasha noticed she was avoiding him again. He growled in his mind. 'Is she going to be like this forever? Just 'cause I couldn't say what she wanted to hear?' He couldn't help but look at her. ' *sigh* This is all my fault.'
***
The sun finally fell. And the shinning moon didn't appeared that night. When the sun did fall, he went to his human transformation.
As hours passed, all Kagome did was stared at the fire, thinking about her school work. There was nothing else she could think about. Although, she could have thought about Inuyasha but she knew that when she does, Kagome would burst into tears.
Inuyasha did the usual. He sat by the corner, watching her. Her structure, her beauty, her breasts. It was amazing how he could control himself from the first time he met her. If he hadn't used his senses she would have already lost her virginity.
Inuyasha wondered. How come he couldn't say it?? How hard was it to say three words? Kikyo popped into his head. Maybe he still loved her. Maybe he was too commited to her.
The thought of Kikyo brought him a flashback. A flashback of her betrayal.
From that moment he just wanted to forget about her. What she did was unexplainable and her betrayal was unforgiveable.
He heard a voice in his head. He didn't know where it came from but it told him to tell Kagome about his true feelings. He no longer head feelings for Kikyo and therefore those feelings was no longer in his way. As he was about to speak Kagome got up from her seat.
"Wait, Kagome. I have to tell you something."
"Tell me later. I'm going to take a long walk."
"Are you crazy? It's too dark out. What if your in danger?"
"What do you care? Oh, thats right! I'm your "tool" to find those shards! Therefore you can't aford to lose me." Kagome was angry. She couldn't take it so she finally snapped. Inuyasha was confused and hurt. Was all this his work?
"Kagome, it doesn't go that way!"
"Oh? Well then where does it go?" Her voice finally calmed down. "You said it yourself, Inuyasha. You said it when I was still sick...You made it seem like I was nothing but a tool." Kagome grabbed her bag. Was she thinking of going back to the well? In ther dark? All by herself?
Of course Inuyasha wouldn't allow it. But how could he stop her?
Inuyasha grabbed her wrist before she could open the door. He pulled her to the wall, pinning her. Now, he held both wrists to the wall, not letting her to escape. Kagome was struggling to get away from his grip although it didn't help.
"Let me go, Inuyasha."
"Would you just let me talk!"
Kagome rolled her eyes and turned away. She did her best to avoil his eyes.
"Damn it, Kagome! Can you please look at me?! Why are you acting like this!?"
Kagome didn't respond. It was too painfull to look into his eyes again.
Inuaysha sighed in frustration. "Your still upset about what happened in the spring, huh?"
Kagome gathered her courage to look at him by the corner of her eyes, without turning her head.
"But you never gave me the chance to tell you....my true feelings."
Her heart started to pound faster, waiting for him to say the words she always wanted to hear from him. She began to breathe heavier, unsure if he would say those words.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. Kagome..."
Kagome's eyes were watery, once again.
"Kagome, I love you." Tears fell from her eyes. She didn't know whether to feel happy or relieved.
Kagome couldn't breathe. She was too stunned to even think. But something popped into her head that ruinned the moment. "But what about Kik-"
"She means nothing to me. She did before but that's all gone now. Fifty years ago... she betrayed me."
Inuyasha loosened his grip from Kagome's wrists. As he attempted to walk away, she pulled him into her, forcing him to pin her to the wall. And when that happened she stole a kiss.
Passion overcame them both. She didn't know what more she wanted. Or maybe she did.
She gently pulled away from the kiss. Kagome opened her eyes and found herself getting lost into Inuyasha's golden eyes. More tears fell from her eyes. Inuyasha gently wiped those tears away which made her hug him as tight as possible.
"You should have told me sooner. Then I wouldn't have been going though so much pain." She wispered as she rested her head on Inuyasha's shoulder.
"I'm sorry.." He wispered
Kagome wanted to stay like this forever. But eventually they had to pull away. And when they did, Kagome stroked Inuyasha's cheek. Her hand was warm as can be. Her whole body was warm. No, hott! Was it possible that she is in heat?
It was ironic how a romantic moment would turn into a sexual one.
She pulled him into another kiss but this time it was more passionate than the first. Inuyasha forced his tongue into her mouth, and let it wander. Kagome moved her arms which held his back, pulling him even closer than he already was.
Kagome gasp for air through her nose as Inuyasha's wandering hands went under her skirt. And to return that task she lifted her thigh in between his legs, rubbing it against his erect member. Inuyasha let out a moan.
A kiss was nothing to them now. They wanted more. As they broke the kiss, Kagome led him onto the matted floor. She lay down, giving him the cue to strip her clothes off.
"Kagome, are you sure about this?"
She reached out and kissed him lightly, making that kiss into a response.
Inuyasha stroked over her breast, which gave her shivers. When he finally came down to her skirt, he had no idea how to take it off. So he ripped it off. He then got upset once he saw her underwear. Unfortunatly he ripped that off too. Kagome didn't mind. Good thing she packed more of her clothes.
Inuyasha lowered down to her pleasure point and sniffed it. And as he did so, he licked her, making her gasp in pleasure. He continued and didn't plan to stop any sooner. She taste as good as he imagined. She breathed heavier, stroking Inuyasha's black hair.
After moments have passed, he'd finally stopped. It was Kagome's turn to give pleasure. She gently pushed Inuyasha off of her and attemped to take off all his clothes. Although, she had no luck.
Inuyasha couldn't help but laugh. He took them off himself. And when he stripped it off Kagome's eyes had widen. She never saw something that big. In fact she never saw one in her whole life. Inuyasha gave her a cocky grin and she gave that same grin in return. She lowered her head as she licked his erect member, giving him shivers all over his body. She then bobbed her head as Inuyasha moaned in ecstasy. Before he could even release in her mouth, she stopped, making Inuaysha wimpered in disappointment.
Kagome then trailed kisses from his stomache to his collar bone. Before she could even do anything, he pushed her off, holding her still against the floor. He ripped the rest of her clothes, including her bra.
The sight of her breast made him more horny than he already was. Kagome tried to cover herself up since she wasn't fully developed. But Inuyasha didn't care. To him, she was beautiful in every way. Kagome waited for him to take her now. Although, long moments passed between them. He had paused for quite a while now.
"I can't do this." He got off of her. "I don't want to hurt you."
"Inuyasha, its ok. Really. I want this as much as you do and I can't just throw this opportunity away." Kagome reached out for his hand and held it tight. "Please?"
Inuyasha looked into her eyes and saw pure love. He gave in. Kagome laid down once again and Inuyasha followed to finish what they started.
He parted her legs and held them up high, allowing himself to enter. Before letting himself in, he looked into Kagome's eyes for her approval. She knotted.
He held his erect member to the opening of her pleasure point and had let it slither between her warm folds. She gasped as pain went throughout her body. Although, it wasn't as bad as she imagined. But its still hurt.
Inuyasha couldn't bear to see her in pain. All those times they were hunting for the Shikon jewels, he had always protected her from pain and suffering. And now he's the one giving her pain. Although, Inuyasha didn't realize she was loving it until she followed with the rhythmic movement.
They were now in the depths of heaven. They were beyond paradise.
The panting, the moaning was all they could hear. Although, those sound were soon to end. They were near to their climax.
Here it was. The moment that was to end their love-making. But before they climax, both opened their eyes, and looked into them for long seconds. And as those seconds passed, they shared an intimate moment that can't be compared with any other times they might have shown affection.
Inuyasha finally released in her. He let out a groan and Kagome let out a loud cry. Panting heavily, he rolled off of her. Kagome could hardly move because of the intensity but she gathered her energy to pull out a blanket out of her bag. As she covered them both, Inuyasha let out his arms and wrapped them around her. He held her tight, and so she did the same. There, they laid, exhausted from all that..you know.
He let Kagome's head rest at the pit of his neck. All the could think about now is the moment they have shared. That was a moment he would never dare to forget.
As Kagome could close her eyes, he spoke.
"Kagome?"
"Hmm?" she hardly made a sound but it was loud enough so that Inuyasha could hear.
"I love you."
Kagome's eyes opened slowly in surprise. "I love you, too." She smiled to herself as they both drifted into deep slumber.
A/N: Well, my first attempt to write a lemony story. I dunno if i should continue though. I'm out of ideas!!!