Okay, this is going to be my first fic minna, so, don't be too harsh.
Remember to please review. It's the only way I know what you thing of my
story.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters. * Why don't you look surprised? *
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"Why do you let him do that to you?"
Serena's head snapped up as a gasp escaped her lips, but a smile soon took form there. It seemed almost out of place in her tear-streaked face, but at the same time natural. The look of someone who smiles all the time, so the boy knew that it was the tears that were out of place in his angel's face.
"Trowa, what are you doing here?"
"I would think the answer would have been obvious. I was looking for you. Why?"
"Why what?"
Trowa knelt down next to Serena and brushed a tear off her face. He hated to see her like this, hated the man who made her like his.
"Why do you let him do that to your? You deserve better and he doesn't deserve you if he can't see that."
"Because I love him, Trowa." She looked down missing his flinch at her words, and then she continued. "I want him to be happy, and I can't give him what he needs. He has to get it from other peopleā¦.other women. It isn't his fault that I can't satisfy him, can't fulfill his needs. He's a man with a man's needs, and I can't meet them. I would if I could, but whenever he gets too close, I still get flashbacks of that night."
Trowa knew exactly what night she was referring to. The night Darien had taken her innocence in the most brutal way her mind had known of. Rape. An ugly word, an ugly process, but that's what it had been. Serena had forgive him after he had cried and begged forgiveness, but Trowa had seen the look in Darien's eyes, knew he wasn't sorry. Darien had gotten off on it. It had excited him to overpower Serena, to see her tears, hear her screams, leave the bruises on her tender flesh. It had made Trowa sick to realize that.
Serena had run to him, cried in his arms, and slept there when grief had overcome her. The fact that she had come to him still surprised Trowa. Why not Heero, her avenger? Or Wufei, her protector? Quatre would have cried with her, so, why no him? And Duo would have fussed over her and made her feel safe, so, why no Duo? Trowa hadn't thought she had realized the way he protected her, even in the shadows, the way he had silently supported her, the way he had tried to overcome his nature to comfort her. But it appeared she had.
"Trowa? Hey, Trowa, are you okay?" Serena poked him while questioning him, breaking his reverie.
"I'm good, Tenshi."
A pretty blush stained her face at his words. To her it was a compliment; to him it was a truth.
"You're too good to me, my Silencer."
"No one could ever be too good to you, Rena."
And deep in his heart, Trowa knew the truth of his words. He only had to make her see the truth in them as well.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters. * Why don't you look surprised? *
**^^**^^**^^
"Why do you let him do that to you?"
Serena's head snapped up as a gasp escaped her lips, but a smile soon took form there. It seemed almost out of place in her tear-streaked face, but at the same time natural. The look of someone who smiles all the time, so the boy knew that it was the tears that were out of place in his angel's face.
"Trowa, what are you doing here?"
"I would think the answer would have been obvious. I was looking for you. Why?"
"Why what?"
Trowa knelt down next to Serena and brushed a tear off her face. He hated to see her like this, hated the man who made her like his.
"Why do you let him do that to your? You deserve better and he doesn't deserve you if he can't see that."
"Because I love him, Trowa." She looked down missing his flinch at her words, and then she continued. "I want him to be happy, and I can't give him what he needs. He has to get it from other peopleā¦.other women. It isn't his fault that I can't satisfy him, can't fulfill his needs. He's a man with a man's needs, and I can't meet them. I would if I could, but whenever he gets too close, I still get flashbacks of that night."
Trowa knew exactly what night she was referring to. The night Darien had taken her innocence in the most brutal way her mind had known of. Rape. An ugly word, an ugly process, but that's what it had been. Serena had forgive him after he had cried and begged forgiveness, but Trowa had seen the look in Darien's eyes, knew he wasn't sorry. Darien had gotten off on it. It had excited him to overpower Serena, to see her tears, hear her screams, leave the bruises on her tender flesh. It had made Trowa sick to realize that.
Serena had run to him, cried in his arms, and slept there when grief had overcome her. The fact that she had come to him still surprised Trowa. Why not Heero, her avenger? Or Wufei, her protector? Quatre would have cried with her, so, why no him? And Duo would have fussed over her and made her feel safe, so, why no Duo? Trowa hadn't thought she had realized the way he protected her, even in the shadows, the way he had silently supported her, the way he had tried to overcome his nature to comfort her. But it appeared she had.
"Trowa? Hey, Trowa, are you okay?" Serena poked him while questioning him, breaking his reverie.
"I'm good, Tenshi."
A pretty blush stained her face at his words. To her it was a compliment; to him it was a truth.
"You're too good to me, my Silencer."
"No one could ever be too good to you, Rena."
And deep in his heart, Trowa knew the truth of his words. He only had to make her see the truth in them as well.
