Hey, Minna. Sorry that I haven't updated in so long, but I just got back
from my trip with my dad. We went all over the place and stayed at a
Jellystone Park. Did I ever mention that I can't stand camping? But that is
exactly what we did. Anyways…on to the next chapter. I think that I will
have the last chapter out this week. Maybe if a lot of you review, I could
try for tomorrow or the next day. *Wink, wink*
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters. Don't sue me b/c you really wouldn't get that much since I'm not making any money off this fic.
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Serena opened the door to her room and went in, locking the door behind her. It had been a long day with her new job. Who knew that waitresses worked so hard? She hadn't. The pay wasn't that great either. She couldn't even afford an apartment, just a motel room in the bad part of town. It was rundown and disgusting.
She took off her shoes and was putting her purse on the table when the lamp clicked on by her bed. She turned so fast that she almost lost her balance and found herself staring into the deepest emerald green eyes she had ever seen. Trowa. Relief swept through her like a tidal wave. It was just Trowa. Wait a second…Trowa??!!?? What was he doing here?
"Hi, Tenshi. Long time no see, huh? But I guess that was the point since you skipped town while I was gone. You didn't even bother to tell me you were leaving or where you were going. Didn't it matter to you that I would be worried about you? Or do you really not care? Tell me, Serena. Do you not care about me and my feelings, at all? Was it just a game to you? I hadn't thought so, but now I'm not so sure."
Serena had never seen Trowa angry with her, but that is what he was at this very second. No, he wasn't angry…he was livid. Fear clawed inside of Serena, demanded that she run. Trowa, seeing the fear, stopped cold in his tracks. He never wanted to scare Serena for anything. He was just so upset that she could leave him so easily when he plainly loved her.
Trowa tried to calm down and when he succeeded, he wrapped his arms around Serena. He sat on the bed with her in his lap and in his embrace. She was stiff and unyielding for a moment, but soon began to relax.
"I never want to scare you, Tenshi. It just surprised and hurt me when you left. You said that you weren't good enough for me. But that couldn't be farther from the truth. I'm not good enough for you. Tell me why you think that you are unworthy of me, Tenshi." Trowa's voice was smooth and soft, compelling her to answer him.
"He touched me, Silencer. His hands were all over me, his tongue and teeth were everywhere, and he was inside of me. I'm dirty and unclean. I don't deserve you. How can you even stand to touch me after he has? Don't I repulse you?" Trowa seemed shocked at the very idea of her repulsing him. It was an alien thought. How could his Angel of Light and Love repulse anyone? It was an impossibility to him, it could never happen.
"You could never repulse me, Tenshi. I am so unworthy to bask in your light, your love for life. You make me want to live, to keep trying to succeed. I wouldn't be whole without you. I love you, Tenshi." Serena, shocked to hear such a confession, whipped her head around and stared up at him. She opened her mouth to speak, but Trowa placed a silencing finger over her lips. "No, don't say that you love me too. You have to discover who you are again before you make that kind of commitment to me. Because, Tenshi, once I know that you love me too, I won't ever let you go again."
Serena's eyes filled with tears and her bottom lip started to quiver. He loved her. He truly loved her. Trowa loved her. Those thoughts kept echoing in her mind, warming her heart.
Serena, in a sudden move, pressed her lips hard against Trowa's. Her arms reached up to encircle his neck and pull him closer. Trowa, too shocked to pull away, simply twined his armed around her waist and bring her more fully against his warm body.
They plundered the other's mouth. Driving into it. Their tongues dueled then caressed gently. Trowa moved his tongue into Serena's mouth in erotic symbolism of what he wanted to do with her. Serena sucked his tongue into her mouth, nibbled, tasted, and sucked, asking for more, harder, faster. And Trowa understood her plea. His tongue drove into her mouth with increased speed and pressure. Serena moaned her delight at the invasion to him.
His nimble fingers quickly undid the buttons on the shirt and pulled it off her shoulders. Then, just as quickly, he unsnapped her bra and pulled it away from her, filling his hands with her plumb breasts. He teased her, touched every place on her breasts except for their sensitive peaks. She groaned, moved, cried out for him to touch them. Then she begged. Finally, finally, his hands closed over them. He gently pinched and tweaked her nipples.
Serena, desperate for more, straddled his hips. She grounded herself onto the hard bulge of his body, delighted in the way he tensed and let out a harsh groan. It was intoxicating for her to have such control over this deadly creature's body. It seemed ethereal to her. She could turn him into one quivering mass of need so he could only thrust upward to meet her grinding hips.
Suddenly, Trowa twisted, trusting Serena beneath him on the bed. He raised himself onto his knees so that he could better look at her. Her body was so beautiful to him. Her face was flushed and her lips were swollen from his kissed. Her neck moved with the force of her swallows. Her chest heaved making her delicate breasts quiver. His eyes stayed transfixed on them for a moment. The lovely, plump flesh tipped with pink nipples. They were so sensitive to his touch. Moving lower, there was her soft, flat stomach. Every part of her was so beautifully made and drove him mad with wanting her.
Trowa dipped his head and feasted on her breasts, sucking on her nipples, loving the way she moaned and writhed beneath him on the bed. His hand reached between their bodies and pushed off her skirt and panties, leaving her naked. His hand reached to touch the center of her femininity. His fingers gently parted her outer lips and gently moved deeper. He growled low in his throat when he encountered her desire for him. She was warm and wet, dripping her need for him. His fingers played with her, delved into her moist heat. One finger, two, only to come back up and tease her clit. Serena could hardly stand the pleasure, arching up to make him move deeper, more fully into her.
Trowa pulled his hand away from her and removed his mouth from its position at her breast. Serena cried out from the loss. But, she soon moaned in delight as his tongue replaced his fingers. It lashed, licked, teased, driving her wild beneath him. When his teeth scrapped at her clit, Serena was thrust over the edge into climax.
When she came down from her pinnacle, Trowa pulled her into his arms, against his raging body. She slept while Trowa watched.
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Serena woke up naked, surrounded by the warmth of Trowa's body. She turned and looked at him. His eyes were open and he seemed to be staring into space. She smiled and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. His gaze immediately flew to hers.
"You need to let me go, Silencer. I have to get a shower so I can go to work."
Trowa slowly and reluctantly released his Tenshi. She rolled out of the bed and padded to the shower, leaving Trowa alone in her bed.
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Serena came out of the shower feeling refreshed, but sad at heart. She had done a lot of thinking while she had been in there, and her conclusions weren't good ones. Her eyes met Trowa's from his position on the bed.
Her eyes broke away from Trowa's. She was about to make herself sick with what she was about to do, and she would totally break down it she looked at him when she told him. "Trowa, we need to talk. I…I've been thinking. You were right. I do need to find out who I am now. My life is totally different than it was whenever we first met. I'm not the same person and I need to have time to find out who I really am inside."
Trowa seemed frozen in one spot. His heart was breaking into a million peaces in that one instant. His Tenshi didn't love him. He had given her everything he had, everything inside of him, but she didn't want him. He had gambled and lost.
Trowa nodded and left the room. Inside, Serena felt sick. She had sent him away because she was scared of her feelings for him. She loved him. She had been hurt the last time she had loved and wasn't willing to take that risk again.
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Trowa got into his car and shut the door. He had offered her a way out and she had taken it. He sped back home to his lonely apartment in his cold little world. He could hardly see because of the tears blinding his vision. His Tenshi didn't want him. The grief overwhelmed him to the point where he had to pull of the road and be sick. He was unworthy of Tenshi, and now she had realized it too.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters. Don't sue me b/c you really wouldn't get that much since I'm not making any money off this fic.
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Serena opened the door to her room and went in, locking the door behind her. It had been a long day with her new job. Who knew that waitresses worked so hard? She hadn't. The pay wasn't that great either. She couldn't even afford an apartment, just a motel room in the bad part of town. It was rundown and disgusting.
She took off her shoes and was putting her purse on the table when the lamp clicked on by her bed. She turned so fast that she almost lost her balance and found herself staring into the deepest emerald green eyes she had ever seen. Trowa. Relief swept through her like a tidal wave. It was just Trowa. Wait a second…Trowa??!!?? What was he doing here?
"Hi, Tenshi. Long time no see, huh? But I guess that was the point since you skipped town while I was gone. You didn't even bother to tell me you were leaving or where you were going. Didn't it matter to you that I would be worried about you? Or do you really not care? Tell me, Serena. Do you not care about me and my feelings, at all? Was it just a game to you? I hadn't thought so, but now I'm not so sure."
Serena had never seen Trowa angry with her, but that is what he was at this very second. No, he wasn't angry…he was livid. Fear clawed inside of Serena, demanded that she run. Trowa, seeing the fear, stopped cold in his tracks. He never wanted to scare Serena for anything. He was just so upset that she could leave him so easily when he plainly loved her.
Trowa tried to calm down and when he succeeded, he wrapped his arms around Serena. He sat on the bed with her in his lap and in his embrace. She was stiff and unyielding for a moment, but soon began to relax.
"I never want to scare you, Tenshi. It just surprised and hurt me when you left. You said that you weren't good enough for me. But that couldn't be farther from the truth. I'm not good enough for you. Tell me why you think that you are unworthy of me, Tenshi." Trowa's voice was smooth and soft, compelling her to answer him.
"He touched me, Silencer. His hands were all over me, his tongue and teeth were everywhere, and he was inside of me. I'm dirty and unclean. I don't deserve you. How can you even stand to touch me after he has? Don't I repulse you?" Trowa seemed shocked at the very idea of her repulsing him. It was an alien thought. How could his Angel of Light and Love repulse anyone? It was an impossibility to him, it could never happen.
"You could never repulse me, Tenshi. I am so unworthy to bask in your light, your love for life. You make me want to live, to keep trying to succeed. I wouldn't be whole without you. I love you, Tenshi." Serena, shocked to hear such a confession, whipped her head around and stared up at him. She opened her mouth to speak, but Trowa placed a silencing finger over her lips. "No, don't say that you love me too. You have to discover who you are again before you make that kind of commitment to me. Because, Tenshi, once I know that you love me too, I won't ever let you go again."
Serena's eyes filled with tears and her bottom lip started to quiver. He loved her. He truly loved her. Trowa loved her. Those thoughts kept echoing in her mind, warming her heart.
Serena, in a sudden move, pressed her lips hard against Trowa's. Her arms reached up to encircle his neck and pull him closer. Trowa, too shocked to pull away, simply twined his armed around her waist and bring her more fully against his warm body.
They plundered the other's mouth. Driving into it. Their tongues dueled then caressed gently. Trowa moved his tongue into Serena's mouth in erotic symbolism of what he wanted to do with her. Serena sucked his tongue into her mouth, nibbled, tasted, and sucked, asking for more, harder, faster. And Trowa understood her plea. His tongue drove into her mouth with increased speed and pressure. Serena moaned her delight at the invasion to him.
His nimble fingers quickly undid the buttons on the shirt and pulled it off her shoulders. Then, just as quickly, he unsnapped her bra and pulled it away from her, filling his hands with her plumb breasts. He teased her, touched every place on her breasts except for their sensitive peaks. She groaned, moved, cried out for him to touch them. Then she begged. Finally, finally, his hands closed over them. He gently pinched and tweaked her nipples.
Serena, desperate for more, straddled his hips. She grounded herself onto the hard bulge of his body, delighted in the way he tensed and let out a harsh groan. It was intoxicating for her to have such control over this deadly creature's body. It seemed ethereal to her. She could turn him into one quivering mass of need so he could only thrust upward to meet her grinding hips.
Suddenly, Trowa twisted, trusting Serena beneath him on the bed. He raised himself onto his knees so that he could better look at her. Her body was so beautiful to him. Her face was flushed and her lips were swollen from his kissed. Her neck moved with the force of her swallows. Her chest heaved making her delicate breasts quiver. His eyes stayed transfixed on them for a moment. The lovely, plump flesh tipped with pink nipples. They were so sensitive to his touch. Moving lower, there was her soft, flat stomach. Every part of her was so beautifully made and drove him mad with wanting her.
Trowa dipped his head and feasted on her breasts, sucking on her nipples, loving the way she moaned and writhed beneath him on the bed. His hand reached between their bodies and pushed off her skirt and panties, leaving her naked. His hand reached to touch the center of her femininity. His fingers gently parted her outer lips and gently moved deeper. He growled low in his throat when he encountered her desire for him. She was warm and wet, dripping her need for him. His fingers played with her, delved into her moist heat. One finger, two, only to come back up and tease her clit. Serena could hardly stand the pleasure, arching up to make him move deeper, more fully into her.
Trowa pulled his hand away from her and removed his mouth from its position at her breast. Serena cried out from the loss. But, she soon moaned in delight as his tongue replaced his fingers. It lashed, licked, teased, driving her wild beneath him. When his teeth scrapped at her clit, Serena was thrust over the edge into climax.
When she came down from her pinnacle, Trowa pulled her into his arms, against his raging body. She slept while Trowa watched.
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Serena woke up naked, surrounded by the warmth of Trowa's body. She turned and looked at him. His eyes were open and he seemed to be staring into space. She smiled and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. His gaze immediately flew to hers.
"You need to let me go, Silencer. I have to get a shower so I can go to work."
Trowa slowly and reluctantly released his Tenshi. She rolled out of the bed and padded to the shower, leaving Trowa alone in her bed.
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Serena came out of the shower feeling refreshed, but sad at heart. She had done a lot of thinking while she had been in there, and her conclusions weren't good ones. Her eyes met Trowa's from his position on the bed.
Her eyes broke away from Trowa's. She was about to make herself sick with what she was about to do, and she would totally break down it she looked at him when she told him. "Trowa, we need to talk. I…I've been thinking. You were right. I do need to find out who I am now. My life is totally different than it was whenever we first met. I'm not the same person and I need to have time to find out who I really am inside."
Trowa seemed frozen in one spot. His heart was breaking into a million peaces in that one instant. His Tenshi didn't love him. He had given her everything he had, everything inside of him, but she didn't want him. He had gambled and lost.
Trowa nodded and left the room. Inside, Serena felt sick. She had sent him away because she was scared of her feelings for him. She loved him. She had been hurt the last time she had loved and wasn't willing to take that risk again.
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Trowa got into his car and shut the door. He had offered her a way out and she had taken it. He sped back home to his lonely apartment in his cold little world. He could hardly see because of the tears blinding his vision. His Tenshi didn't want him. The grief overwhelmed him to the point where he had to pull of the road and be sick. He was unworthy of Tenshi, and now she had realized it too.