Hey, Minna. Sorry I haven't updated in a long time, but I've been really
had a lot of stuff to do lately. I'd like to thank everyone who has
reviewed my fic, and to encourage those of you who haven't to do so. This
is the last chapter and I hope that all of you will be happy with it. I'd
like to also thank everyone who e-mailed me and those of you who gave me
ideas for the plot.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters.
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"Trowa, you've got to snap out of it. It's really wiggin' me out. You're like a zombie walking around, man. I mean like you've been worse than Heero these past few months."
Trowa turned to look at Duo. He knew that his comrade was right, but it took all his will just to go on living these days. Life seemed to be so dead without his Tenshi. He didn't know if he could go on like he was before that morning.
Trowa was so deep in his thoughts that he didn't hear Wufei walk up behind him.
"He's right, Trowa. You are going to miss something on a mission and get yourself killed. Get over her or go get her."
Wufei's words sparked anger in Trowa, and he spun around to face Wufei.
"Don't you think I did everything that I could?!? She doesn't want me, Wufei!!! She made that very clear. I won't make a fool of myself again. Do you have any idea what it is like to love someone and not have them return that love? It feels like something in me is going to die because it hurts so badly, and I can't get away from it."
Duo and Wufei were too shocked by Trowa's outburst to do or say anything as he left. They knew that he was hurting, but they hadn't known how badly. They knew that they had to do something or else he was going to get himself hurt.
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Serena opened the door to her apartment to be faced with four pairs of familiar eyes. She stood there staring at them for a moment then found her voice.
"Heero, Duo, Wufei, Quatre, come on in. This is a surprise. What can I do for you?"
The four walked into her new apartment and walked around the living room. They looked a little uncomfortable. Well, everyone except Duo who had made himself at home with her TV and recliner.
"Serena, Trowa is in trouble." Quatre was the first to speak.
"What's wrong with him?"
"He isn't himself. He is like a walking zombie. He's going to get himself hurt on a mission because he isn't focusing. I don't know what you two talked about the last time you met, but he needs you."
Serena gave them a self-mocking smile. "The last thing Trowa needs is to see me. Besides, there is nothing left to say between us."
"I really think that you should reconsider. You two need to be friends again. I can't bear to see him like this, Serena. And I know that you can't stand it either."
"It doesn't matter, Quatre. I'm not going anywhere."
Serena missed the narrowing of Heero's eyes. Suddenly, she was grabbed from behind and someone else got her feet. Serena was shocked to say the least. They were kidnapping her!!! Luckily, the G-boys didn't come across anyone in the halls and shoved Serena into the waiting van.
Duo looked at her and gave her a hopeful smile. "I hope that you understand why we are doing this. We wanted you to come on you own, but there is no other way now. Trowa needs you, and you need Trowa."
Serena shot him her best death glare. "What Trowa needs are some friends who aren't crazy kidnappers. Don't any of you think that I'm going to let you get away with this!! I'm gunna-" Serena blinked in shock. Wufei had gagged her! They were soooo going to get it when she got out of this situation.
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Trowa looked up in surprise as one very unhappy Tenshi walked, or rather stomped, into his bedroom. He felt his lips curl into a grin. Did he think Tenshi, he meant firecracker. And one that looked ready to explode.
"Do you have any idea what those stupid, crazy, good-for-nothing jerks did to me? I'll tell you. They herded me like cattle then Wufei gagged me! I'm going to kill all of them. And I'm starting with you. You'd better run while you have the chance because-" She stopped when she heard Trowa's soft laughter. It was a beautiful, deep, husky sound that seemed to wash over her. Trowa stood and walked over to stand directly in front of her. Serena had to lean her head back to look at him because he towered over her.
"I didn't have them abduct you. I didn't even know that they were going to. But I'd love to watch while you run them through."
At his words, Serena felt an answering grin cross her face. It had been month since she'd seen him, and she had missed him. It had been almost too hard to bear the first month, but she had tried to move on. But she was still faced with the truth that she loved Trowa, and she would never love any other man besides him.
Serena peered up at him through her lashes. "Sorry. They just got me really mad, and I took it out on you. My temper gets the best of me sometimes."
Trowa reached out and brushed a strand of blond hair away from her face. "I know it does, Tenshi. But I lo-like you anyways."
Serena hadn't missed his slip. Her Silencer didn't love her anymore? It seemed so unfair that she still loved him. But it was her own fault. He had confessed his love, and she had pushed him away. A sheen of tears glassed her eyes, and she turned her head away so that Trowa wouldn't see them.
Trowa, having to always be observant, didn't miss his Tenshi's tears. It tore his heart to pieces to see her cry. He would do anything in his power to keep her from being hurt. He lived only to please her.
Trowa was shaken out of his reverie when Serena spoke. "Silencer, don't you love me anymore?"
Trowa was taken aback by the blunt question. He ran a frustrated hand through his hair before answering. "I will always love you, Tenshi. It isn't something that I can stop doing just because I want to. So, don't play games with me. You don't want me. I know that, but I never figured you to be the type to rub my face in it."
"I would never do that, Trowa! I can't believe that your opinion of me is so low!" Serena turned around and hugged herself to offer a semblance of comfort while tears rolled down her face.
Remorse swamped Trowa. He had hurt his Tenshi. She was in pain because of him. "Tenshi, I don't think lowly of you. It just hurts, okay? I love you. I gave you everything that I had to give a woman. And you don't love me back. I can take it. I can live with it if you aren't around. I can pretend that everything is okay and that I'm going to be fine without you. But when you're here, Tenshi." Trowa turned Serena around and pulled her close to his body. Her small body was cradled against his large, masculine one. "When you're here, my head spins, my heart beats too hard, my lungs breath too fast, and my body aches in ways that you can't understand. Then I wake up and remember that you rejected me, that I wasn't good enough for you and something in me wished for death more than anything."
Trowa's words cut Serena like a knife. She hadn't known that he felt so deeply for her, that he felt like she did for him. She started sobbing while her story spilled out, "Trowa, I'm so sorry. I hurt you when I was just trying to protect you. I didn't want you to get hurt because you love me. I'm not like you. I'm not good and selfless and pure. I'm tainted and unclean. I can never be worthy of you Trowa. I've had someone in me. I've been possessed by someone who isn't you. I don't belong just to you. I'm dirty and unclean. You shouldn't love me because I'm not worth it. You are so much better than I am."
"You aren't dirty or unclean, Tenshi. You could never be that. You have a soul that shines like the stars in the heavens. It is so pure and beautiful. It shows all the time through how you treat people and how much you love them. The guys think that you walk on water, even Wufei and Heero. I have blood on my hands, Tenshi, but you are the embodiment of innocence and light. You are a better person than I can ever hope to be. I know you and that is why I love you. I don't love you for your body, as beautiful and desirable as it may be. I love your soul because it is lovely."
Serena gave a hiccupping laugh and shot him a watery smile. "I'm glad that you think it is. And I love you, too. I just want you to have someone better than I am."
Trowa growled and swung his Tenshi up in his arms. Her words brought more joy to him than ever believed possible. She loves him, and that's all that matters. "I am going to get really pissed if you keep putting yourself down. I love you and no one insults the woman that I love."
Serena giggled in the way that made Trowa's heart flutter. "Yes, sir."
Trowa felt an answering grin spread across his own lips. Serena looked up and blue clashed with emerald green. Serena stopped giggling as her breath grew shallow. Trowa's breathing slowed to match his Tenshi's. His arms tightened around her unconsciously to bring her closer to him. Trowa's head dipped and was met by Serena's. Their kiss was sweet and tender, a bonding of their souls.
Serena was swept into Trowa's arms and carried to his bedroom. He shouldered the door open then set her by the bed. Serena's eyes opened lazily to look into his.
"Do you want this, Tenshi?"
"More than anything in the world, Trowa. My Silencer loves me, and your Tenshi loves you, too."
Their lips meet again as they are consumed by their love for eachother. Finally, the Silencer had his Tenshi.
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, Gundam Wing, or any related characters.
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"Trowa, you've got to snap out of it. It's really wiggin' me out. You're like a zombie walking around, man. I mean like you've been worse than Heero these past few months."
Trowa turned to look at Duo. He knew that his comrade was right, but it took all his will just to go on living these days. Life seemed to be so dead without his Tenshi. He didn't know if he could go on like he was before that morning.
Trowa was so deep in his thoughts that he didn't hear Wufei walk up behind him.
"He's right, Trowa. You are going to miss something on a mission and get yourself killed. Get over her or go get her."
Wufei's words sparked anger in Trowa, and he spun around to face Wufei.
"Don't you think I did everything that I could?!? She doesn't want me, Wufei!!! She made that very clear. I won't make a fool of myself again. Do you have any idea what it is like to love someone and not have them return that love? It feels like something in me is going to die because it hurts so badly, and I can't get away from it."
Duo and Wufei were too shocked by Trowa's outburst to do or say anything as he left. They knew that he was hurting, but they hadn't known how badly. They knew that they had to do something or else he was going to get himself hurt.
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Serena opened the door to her apartment to be faced with four pairs of familiar eyes. She stood there staring at them for a moment then found her voice.
"Heero, Duo, Wufei, Quatre, come on in. This is a surprise. What can I do for you?"
The four walked into her new apartment and walked around the living room. They looked a little uncomfortable. Well, everyone except Duo who had made himself at home with her TV and recliner.
"Serena, Trowa is in trouble." Quatre was the first to speak.
"What's wrong with him?"
"He isn't himself. He is like a walking zombie. He's going to get himself hurt on a mission because he isn't focusing. I don't know what you two talked about the last time you met, but he needs you."
Serena gave them a self-mocking smile. "The last thing Trowa needs is to see me. Besides, there is nothing left to say between us."
"I really think that you should reconsider. You two need to be friends again. I can't bear to see him like this, Serena. And I know that you can't stand it either."
"It doesn't matter, Quatre. I'm not going anywhere."
Serena missed the narrowing of Heero's eyes. Suddenly, she was grabbed from behind and someone else got her feet. Serena was shocked to say the least. They were kidnapping her!!! Luckily, the G-boys didn't come across anyone in the halls and shoved Serena into the waiting van.
Duo looked at her and gave her a hopeful smile. "I hope that you understand why we are doing this. We wanted you to come on you own, but there is no other way now. Trowa needs you, and you need Trowa."
Serena shot him her best death glare. "What Trowa needs are some friends who aren't crazy kidnappers. Don't any of you think that I'm going to let you get away with this!! I'm gunna-" Serena blinked in shock. Wufei had gagged her! They were soooo going to get it when she got out of this situation.
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Trowa looked up in surprise as one very unhappy Tenshi walked, or rather stomped, into his bedroom. He felt his lips curl into a grin. Did he think Tenshi, he meant firecracker. And one that looked ready to explode.
"Do you have any idea what those stupid, crazy, good-for-nothing jerks did to me? I'll tell you. They herded me like cattle then Wufei gagged me! I'm going to kill all of them. And I'm starting with you. You'd better run while you have the chance because-" She stopped when she heard Trowa's soft laughter. It was a beautiful, deep, husky sound that seemed to wash over her. Trowa stood and walked over to stand directly in front of her. Serena had to lean her head back to look at him because he towered over her.
"I didn't have them abduct you. I didn't even know that they were going to. But I'd love to watch while you run them through."
At his words, Serena felt an answering grin cross her face. It had been month since she'd seen him, and she had missed him. It had been almost too hard to bear the first month, but she had tried to move on. But she was still faced with the truth that she loved Trowa, and she would never love any other man besides him.
Serena peered up at him through her lashes. "Sorry. They just got me really mad, and I took it out on you. My temper gets the best of me sometimes."
Trowa reached out and brushed a strand of blond hair away from her face. "I know it does, Tenshi. But I lo-like you anyways."
Serena hadn't missed his slip. Her Silencer didn't love her anymore? It seemed so unfair that she still loved him. But it was her own fault. He had confessed his love, and she had pushed him away. A sheen of tears glassed her eyes, and she turned her head away so that Trowa wouldn't see them.
Trowa, having to always be observant, didn't miss his Tenshi's tears. It tore his heart to pieces to see her cry. He would do anything in his power to keep her from being hurt. He lived only to please her.
Trowa was shaken out of his reverie when Serena spoke. "Silencer, don't you love me anymore?"
Trowa was taken aback by the blunt question. He ran a frustrated hand through his hair before answering. "I will always love you, Tenshi. It isn't something that I can stop doing just because I want to. So, don't play games with me. You don't want me. I know that, but I never figured you to be the type to rub my face in it."
"I would never do that, Trowa! I can't believe that your opinion of me is so low!" Serena turned around and hugged herself to offer a semblance of comfort while tears rolled down her face.
Remorse swamped Trowa. He had hurt his Tenshi. She was in pain because of him. "Tenshi, I don't think lowly of you. It just hurts, okay? I love you. I gave you everything that I had to give a woman. And you don't love me back. I can take it. I can live with it if you aren't around. I can pretend that everything is okay and that I'm going to be fine without you. But when you're here, Tenshi." Trowa turned Serena around and pulled her close to his body. Her small body was cradled against his large, masculine one. "When you're here, my head spins, my heart beats too hard, my lungs breath too fast, and my body aches in ways that you can't understand. Then I wake up and remember that you rejected me, that I wasn't good enough for you and something in me wished for death more than anything."
Trowa's words cut Serena like a knife. She hadn't known that he felt so deeply for her, that he felt like she did for him. She started sobbing while her story spilled out, "Trowa, I'm so sorry. I hurt you when I was just trying to protect you. I didn't want you to get hurt because you love me. I'm not like you. I'm not good and selfless and pure. I'm tainted and unclean. I can never be worthy of you Trowa. I've had someone in me. I've been possessed by someone who isn't you. I don't belong just to you. I'm dirty and unclean. You shouldn't love me because I'm not worth it. You are so much better than I am."
"You aren't dirty or unclean, Tenshi. You could never be that. You have a soul that shines like the stars in the heavens. It is so pure and beautiful. It shows all the time through how you treat people and how much you love them. The guys think that you walk on water, even Wufei and Heero. I have blood on my hands, Tenshi, but you are the embodiment of innocence and light. You are a better person than I can ever hope to be. I know you and that is why I love you. I don't love you for your body, as beautiful and desirable as it may be. I love your soul because it is lovely."
Serena gave a hiccupping laugh and shot him a watery smile. "I'm glad that you think it is. And I love you, too. I just want you to have someone better than I am."
Trowa growled and swung his Tenshi up in his arms. Her words brought more joy to him than ever believed possible. She loves him, and that's all that matters. "I am going to get really pissed if you keep putting yourself down. I love you and no one insults the woman that I love."
Serena giggled in the way that made Trowa's heart flutter. "Yes, sir."
Trowa felt an answering grin spread across his own lips. Serena looked up and blue clashed with emerald green. Serena stopped giggling as her breath grew shallow. Trowa's breathing slowed to match his Tenshi's. His arms tightened around her unconsciously to bring her closer to him. Trowa's head dipped and was met by Serena's. Their kiss was sweet and tender, a bonding of their souls.
Serena was swept into Trowa's arms and carried to his bedroom. He shouldered the door open then set her by the bed. Serena's eyes opened lazily to look into his.
"Do you want this, Tenshi?"
"More than anything in the world, Trowa. My Silencer loves me, and your Tenshi loves you, too."
Their lips meet again as they are consumed by their love for eachother. Finally, the Silencer had his Tenshi.