~*~Chapter Three~*~ Pain Once More
"I love you"
Did he really say that to me? I pushed away from him. NO! He couldn't mean that he loved me with all this stuff that I have been going through, one moment he wants to care than the next he doesn't. I look to the ground not wanting to look at him.
"Ken please doesn't do this. I love you."
He's acting like just by saying those words it makes it all better! Well it doesn't I look up at him madly.
"You say them but do you mean them?"
I stormed off to my room leaving the red head speechless. Maybe he did care...but why would he play games with me if he did? I ran to my room and lay on my crying.
A few moments later I heard a knock on the door. Damn! Why couldn't I remember to lock my damn door!
"What?"
"Ken, please I really do mean it when I say it. I'm sorry if I have seemed mean before..."
Why me! Does he really mean it? Or is it just a ploy...Why do I have to deal with him messing with my heart.
Memories can fade to another place,
But never to disappear.
Only to haunt you in the race,
When you look into the mirror.
I held my head as memories came rushing back. Painful memories.
~*~Inter-flashback~*~
I laid there next to my lover, Kase. The most wonderful person in the world. I smiled as he moved a little in his sleep. He was such a peaceful sleeper. His eyes suddenly opened and he looked straight at me.
"Ohayo Kase-kun"
I smiled at him thinking this was such a wonderful sunny day even though it wasn't the sun that was sunny it was Kase's face. He didn't look happy though I didn't understand why...Did I do something wrong. It was our first time but I thought it would be ok because we loved each other.
"KEN YOUR A B*TCH!"
I blinked at him wondering why he called me that why all of sudden he was so mean. Before I could think another thought he punched me in the face, it was so hard it threw me off the bed. I sat there holding my face looking at the ground. Kase...hit me...but why I don't understand.
"Kase why?"
I looked up at him from the ground. His face was a constant frown never changing. The light from his eyes was gone and was now black. Why did he change like this, he has never hurt me before. I looked at the bed and lost track of the outside world, still holding my face I felt weight press me down and I couldn't move.
"Kase what are you doing stop!"
All that happened after that was lost I quickly retreated to that spot of privacy in my mind where no one could hurt me while outside was quite a different story...
~*~End of Inter-flashback~*~
I closed my eyes as tears fought to come out. I remember waking up after that and walking to put clothes on. I barely could walk home where my parents were gone and I had found out that I was kicked out of the football league. Then something happened and the next thing I knew I was with Weiß.
I sighed as I knew that even though I could put away the memory I could never forget. A knock rang out between my thoughts as I remembered Ran was outside. I got up and opened the door.
"Oh Hi Yohji what do you want?"
He stared at me noting the fact that my face was red from tears. He only sighed and shacked his head.
"Go take a nap Ken I will take over for you."
He patted me on the head and walked off before I could even say thanks. I decided to listen to his advice and closed the door and fell onto my bed only to lay conscious for a few seconds before I slipped into a deep sleep.
A.N. Well what did you think? Very sad...The little lyrics aren't lyrics they're actually a little poem I wrote for this fic ^^ It just came to mind I had thought about putting that little memory in some fic and this was the one lol anyways please review ^^ I love reviews keeps me going. Hmm well bai bai *hugs ken* poor ken
~Schu~