..::Chapter Four::..Pain
As I looked around I found my self in Ran's room sitting on his bed. Where was I? Why am I here? Before I could think anymore on the subject a beautiful red head walked into the room.
"Ran...."
He only smiles at me as he walks to the bed sitting next to me. He places his hand under my chin pulling me close to his face. Next thing I know we are only inches from each others face. I could smell the sweet scent that was Ran...Fujimiya Ran the one I love.
"Ran I love you."
He moved in closer as his warm sweet lips touched mine for a short second before I was pushed off the bed and on to the ground. I look up at him shocked not knowing how to take that or what to say.
"Ken you're so stupid for falling in love with me. Well that is if you want to call your pathetic love real love"
He laughs somewhat crazy sounding. Why was he being so mean to me, I thought he loved me?
"Ken you pathetic B*tch you're so gullible."
As I search his eyes for the Ran that I know...but I turn away not finding a single part of him alive. I looked down to the ground starting to cry. Why did he have to do this to me....take my love and throw it all away. I felt a hand warm hand on my shoulder...maybe he's just not feeling good and is going to help me up. But before I could look to see if that was true he was taking off my shirt and heading to my pants. I stand up quickly pushing him away.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING RAN!?"
He just continued to grin as if this was his plan the whole time. I walked back as Ran started to lessen the space between us. No I screamed in my head you stay over there this is not how I want things to be....you took my love away and cut it up I don't want to...not if you don't love me.
Before I knew it my back came across the wall as I was now in a pinch with no where to go. I look worriedly to the door and at Ran hoping that I could run to the door and make it to my room before he could catch me.
"Don't even try it the door is locked and I am the only one who has the key."
NO!!!!!! Why does this have to happen...Ran I love you but your. You're not being your self. I strong hand holds my left wrist against the wall as I try to fight him off with my right he decides to take both my wrists and hold them up with his left hand above my head. He's too strong to fight back.
I try and try and try to get my arms loose but he stands strong at holding them above my head. I look at him...into his eyes pleading with him not to do what I knew he was going to do. He shook his head and grinned more moving his right hand slowly to my pants as he managed to un do them and make them fall to my ankles.
"Ran...Plea...please don't..."
Tears fall more freely now. Why is he doing this to me....am I just some sex toy is that what he has thought. I'm just a gullible kid who he can get into bed. He lets go of my wrists only to push me on the bed. I search for that hidden place where I can go away from everyone else but its not there. I have to go through this torture alone.
A new set of tears flow from my eyes as sharp pain comes to my body and continues to pulsate thought my body. I hear some sounds coming from Ran...pain. Is all I can see...feel...or think.
Pain is living,
Pain is dieing.
Pain is with out you,
But pain is with you.
Pain is mind,
Pain is heart,
Pain is everything.
A.N. oo Sorry if this is umm yeah well I'm in a weird mood poor ken I guess its bashing ken story I promise this wont be soo sad. I'm sorry for this chapter if it got a little yeah it's my first time to write something that goes into it like that. Well hopefully I wont write more like that bai bai
~Schu~