Sanzo's POV

Che.

Why is everyone so damn stupid? Why do they waste their breath arguing over silly things? Why do they bother to smile? Worse, why do they care?

Ha. They think they know. They think they understand, but they're stupid. They're stupid so they don't know anything.

Am I the only one who's not stupid? Che.

Life itself is stupid and miserable. And people who succumb to its morbidity and cruelty are just plain dumb. They blame others when they themselves are to blame. They blame life when it's them who decide their fate. Fools.

I'm stuck with three stupid demons in a pathetic attempt to save the world. What do I care. This world can go to hell for all I care. It doesn't concern me..does it?

I don't care about anything.except my master.Komryo Sanzo. I failed to save him-the most important person in my life and I hate myself for it. Why couldn't I have saved him that night? Why was I so weak? Why am I so weak? Why? Why?

I've never seen the need to socialize. Let everyone have fun. I don't see why I should join in. I'm a loner, but so what. I'm happy this way. Making friends and being civil is a waste of time. Life's too short damn it, I shouldn't waste my time. I do what I like without regard to what people think or say. Who cares? It's their problem.

Even when Master was alive.I was a loner. This sad, miserable, quiet kid whom no one liked. But what do they know? They think it's so easy being me- because I was the favorite. I'm an orphan who was has never set eyes on nor known my parents. The only family I have is my master. And even then, he left me. That hurts.

People are so stupid. Why are there such idiots on earth? Oh, wait, everyone is stupid. I almost forgot. Those three stupid demons I'm stuck with-the stupid bakasaru whose brain is nothing more than an alarm for food,the stupid smart-ass half-youkai who puts on a façade by acting tough, and the stupid, smiling killer who hides everything behind his smile.

Che. Stupid companions. I must be stupid too, to hang out with them.

The stupid bakasaru. Che. He's stupider than the other two combined.

Stupid redhead. His arguments with the saru annoy me, I know they do it on purpose to grind my nerves. I'm not amused.

Hakkai. He's intelligent, but stupid all the same. He smiles all the time, to hide his feelings. Does he really think we won't notice? I'm not stupid, and the other two, though stupid, somehow have just the minimal amount of brains to know that he's faking his smiles. Stupid. His smiles never reach his eyes. But I get along with him the best. At least he doesn't annoy me like the other two.

I'm stuck with them. I'm fated to live my miserable life with added misery with them. I tried to fight it, but.. Che. To hell with everyone and everything. I don't care what happens to anyone. I don't care.

I hate everything. I hate everyone. But I know that's only an excuse. The truth is, I hate myself.