Not So Simple Anymore
Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls nor do I own 'Losing Grip' by Avril Lavigne.
Author's Note: Thanks for all the wonderful reviews! I love them all and I'm so glad you love my story.
Chapter 10: I can't
While she was sleeping Tristan couldn't help but stare at her. Even while she was sleeping she was beautiful. Her luscious brown hair contrasted sharply with her white skin. He could still scarcely believe she was in love with him. She had left her best friend: Lorelai and the entire town of Stars Hollow. He felt guilty about it to say the least. "Tristan?" she mumbled waking out of her slumber revealing her unmistakable blue eyes. "Hey," he whispered leaning in to kiss her. He pulled back and she pulled him close again. Suddenly the two were involved in a lengthy make-out session. Seconds turned into minutes as it progressed. Rory pulled Tristan up from the couch and started towards the stairs making Tristan, not really having a choice in the manner. She pulled him into a random bedroom and continued to crush her lips to his. She pulled back for a second-long enough to start unbuttoning her shirt.
Within the instant Tristan realized two things. One, Rory was going way to fast to be thinking through with this and two, this was the room where he and Kyle has found their father with the gardener. Then he noticed it was just Rory's bra that was between him and Rory's breasts. He drew in a shaky breath and looked into her eyes. They were full of fear he knew she was scared. "I can't," he choked out. "Get out," she said softly. "Rory, it's not you,"
"I said get out!" she shrieked pulling her shirt back on. "Will you just listen to me?" he begged her. "Tristan, I said get out," she said coldly her voice full of disdain. "I'm going," he mumbled the hurt evident on his face it was as visible as in her eyes as it was in his. He walked out and Rory crashed on the bed sobbing her heart out. Why didn't Tristan want to have sex with her? It all clicked into place, she wasn't as pretty as half of the Chilton female student body. She had given him her heart and what had he done? Shattered it into a million pieces. What she would do to have Lorelai with her, even after their huge fight.
A tear rolled down his cheek but he brushed it away, he hadn't cried since the affair between his father and the gardener, and then the messy divorce that were on the front pages of the Connecticut newspapers for what had seemed for forever. It had taken him months to get over it and learn how to live without his father. He suddenly understood how Lorelai must feel and it hurt. They way Rory had told him to get out had broken his heart into millions of pieces. He laughed bitterly, if figured this would happen to him after running from love for all that time the only person whom he had told the truth to had broken him. Gathering up his courage he nervously dialed Lorelai's phone number. "Rory?" said an overly eager Lorelai. "It's Tristan,"
"Oh," came her flat reply. "Lorelai, I know you hate me right now but I would never do anything to Rory," 'She's already done it to me' he silently added. "When will she be home?"
"Tomorrow, I promise,"
"Swear you won't do anything to hurt her?"
"I swear,"
"Okay and Tristan?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry that I was so rude to you.it's just you remind me so much of Rory's father it really scares me and now.Rory hates me,"
"She doesn't hate you,"
"Yeah right," Lorelai sniffled as if trying not to cry. "Lorelai she loves you don't ever forget that,"
"Thank You," Lorelai whispered and they both hung up. Lorelai liked him now if only Rory felt the same way.
She needed something to distract herself before she could confront Tristan. There was no doubt about it that she was still in love with him but he had cut her so deeply leaving her feeling raw. She suddenly noticed the stereo and the immense CD collection. She scanned the titles trying to find something to match her mood. Avril Lavigne was all she could fine that would relax her at least a little. She popped it in and 'Losing Grip' began. She sighed as the words hit her straight in the heart.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
you, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
you, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
crying out loud I'm crying out loud Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
because you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere.
Was that what she was to Tristan? Just some girl to be put beside him? Was his 'I love you' just an empty promise to make her date him? But then all of their shared memories came rushing back; the way he had looked so defeated when he had admitted he couldn't dance, when they had shared their first kiss, how he had admitted he was in love with her. She didn't care that he didn't want to do it, she wasn't ready and he had known it. The best thing of all was that she, Rory Gilmore was in love with Tristan DuGrey and everything about him. She laughed a wonderful laugh and then the room turned black making her yelp in surprise. * * Part Eleven is coming soon! Will Tristan and Rory make up? Will the relationship between Lorelai and Rory be repaired?? Coming soon to 'Not so Simple Anymore'
Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls nor do I own 'Losing Grip' by Avril Lavigne.
Author's Note: Thanks for all the wonderful reviews! I love them all and I'm so glad you love my story.
Chapter 10: I can't
While she was sleeping Tristan couldn't help but stare at her. Even while she was sleeping she was beautiful. Her luscious brown hair contrasted sharply with her white skin. He could still scarcely believe she was in love with him. She had left her best friend: Lorelai and the entire town of Stars Hollow. He felt guilty about it to say the least. "Tristan?" she mumbled waking out of her slumber revealing her unmistakable blue eyes. "Hey," he whispered leaning in to kiss her. He pulled back and she pulled him close again. Suddenly the two were involved in a lengthy make-out session. Seconds turned into minutes as it progressed. Rory pulled Tristan up from the couch and started towards the stairs making Tristan, not really having a choice in the manner. She pulled him into a random bedroom and continued to crush her lips to his. She pulled back for a second-long enough to start unbuttoning her shirt.
Within the instant Tristan realized two things. One, Rory was going way to fast to be thinking through with this and two, this was the room where he and Kyle has found their father with the gardener. Then he noticed it was just Rory's bra that was between him and Rory's breasts. He drew in a shaky breath and looked into her eyes. They were full of fear he knew she was scared. "I can't," he choked out. "Get out," she said softly. "Rory, it's not you,"
"I said get out!" she shrieked pulling her shirt back on. "Will you just listen to me?" he begged her. "Tristan, I said get out," she said coldly her voice full of disdain. "I'm going," he mumbled the hurt evident on his face it was as visible as in her eyes as it was in his. He walked out and Rory crashed on the bed sobbing her heart out. Why didn't Tristan want to have sex with her? It all clicked into place, she wasn't as pretty as half of the Chilton female student body. She had given him her heart and what had he done? Shattered it into a million pieces. What she would do to have Lorelai with her, even after their huge fight.
A tear rolled down his cheek but he brushed it away, he hadn't cried since the affair between his father and the gardener, and then the messy divorce that were on the front pages of the Connecticut newspapers for what had seemed for forever. It had taken him months to get over it and learn how to live without his father. He suddenly understood how Lorelai must feel and it hurt. They way Rory had told him to get out had broken his heart into millions of pieces. He laughed bitterly, if figured this would happen to him after running from love for all that time the only person whom he had told the truth to had broken him. Gathering up his courage he nervously dialed Lorelai's phone number. "Rory?" said an overly eager Lorelai. "It's Tristan,"
"Oh," came her flat reply. "Lorelai, I know you hate me right now but I would never do anything to Rory," 'She's already done it to me' he silently added. "When will she be home?"
"Tomorrow, I promise,"
"Swear you won't do anything to hurt her?"
"I swear,"
"Okay and Tristan?"
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry that I was so rude to you.it's just you remind me so much of Rory's father it really scares me and now.Rory hates me,"
"She doesn't hate you,"
"Yeah right," Lorelai sniffled as if trying not to cry. "Lorelai she loves you don't ever forget that,"
"Thank You," Lorelai whispered and they both hung up. Lorelai liked him now if only Rory felt the same way.
She needed something to distract herself before she could confront Tristan. There was no doubt about it that she was still in love with him but he had cut her so deeply leaving her feeling raw. She suddenly noticed the stereo and the immense CD collection. She scanned the titles trying to find something to match her mood. Avril Lavigne was all she could fine that would relax her at least a little. She popped it in and 'Losing Grip' began. She sighed as the words hit her straight in the heart.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
you, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
you, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
crying out loud I'm crying out loud Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
because you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care because you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere.
Was that what she was to Tristan? Just some girl to be put beside him? Was his 'I love you' just an empty promise to make her date him? But then all of their shared memories came rushing back; the way he had looked so defeated when he had admitted he couldn't dance, when they had shared their first kiss, how he had admitted he was in love with her. She didn't care that he didn't want to do it, she wasn't ready and he had known it. The best thing of all was that she, Rory Gilmore was in love with Tristan DuGrey and everything about him. She laughed a wonderful laugh and then the room turned black making her yelp in surprise. * * Part Eleven is coming soon! Will Tristan and Rory make up? Will the relationship between Lorelai and Rory be repaired?? Coming soon to 'Not so Simple Anymore'