A New Day

There was still darkness out, as the morning light crept over the earth. The gray clouds hung heavy over large city and the sleepless city had entered a new day. People were crawling back home from their parties begging for the mercy of their soothing sheets. Others just arising to begin their grueling work day. None of these people knew exactly what had happened in the past few years. No one knew the sacrifices that were made for their own safety. Many gave up everything, and lost their lives. Others lost someone dear to them, or did they.

The computers glaring face seemed to stare me down as I finished my mid-term paper. I had been up all night and still there has been little progress, for something still lingers in my mind. There is a strange uneasiness. This feeling I have not felt for a long time, well, since the war. since her. She is dead and that is that even though the body had not been found.

What am I saying, I left that life far behind me, I no longer use my powers nor do I lean on my family for help. Even though it has been four years and I still haven't gotten over it. My love.the one. I know that she is dead. even though her body was never found. The Ministry sent out a search party after her disappearance, but found nothing. She wasn't the only one that was "missing and assumed dead". There were a few more people from my past that remain a mystery. Hermione Granger went missing around the same time my love was missing and Neville Longbottom as well. He received the Order of Merlin, First Class for saving Hogwarts and he was why I am here today, and why he still remains missing. I still to this day don't know what snapped in his head and made him do what he did, but I will never forget it. That was also the same day that it happened.

But I don't want to get into that, it hurts to much, I don't even know why I am even thinking like this, I mean it is crazy isn't it. She is dead and there is nothing to it. She won't be back and I need to get over this.

BEEP.BEEP. BEEEEEEPPPP.

It was the alarm that was for when he was suppose to be asleep, but instead slipped into a dream like state of the past and the future that could have been. He got up abruptly and went to take a shower and get ready for his class that was in a few hours.

BORING again. I thought that these stupid muggles would have more taste! Ohh well, that is what I asked for when I gave it all up.

Some idiots try to stay in contact with me after I left the wizarding world, but just recently there have been some odd things to come in by owl. stuff from the past. stuff that belonged to her.

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Draco