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Disclaimer- I don't own Moulin Rouge…yada, yada, yada…you know the drill.

Christian paced back and forth, while his heart pounded against his ribcage.  Satine had been shot.  His mind played the scene over and over, as if to torture him.  He waited in the hospital…while the doctors operated on his lover…his soulmate.  'It's my fault,' he scolded himself.  'It's all my fault.'

Toulouse sat in a chair near his young friend.  Christian was covered in Satine's blood, and was alarmingly pale.  He didn't know what to say, there was nothing to say.  After what seemed like hours, the doctor came out.  Christian ran over to him.

"Where is she?!  Is she okay?!" Christian said with tears streaming down his face.

"Ms. Satine is stable but in critical condition.  We'll be lucky if she'll live through the night, I'm sorry but there is nothing else to be done," the doctor replied, a look of sorrow on his face.

"Can…can I see her?" Christian looked at him with pleading eyes.

"Yes, but only for a few minutes, she needs to rest."

The doctor went back through the emergency doors.  Christian looked back at Toulouse who nodded, and followed. 

It all seemed like a dream.  She laid there, beautiful as ever.  Christian fought back his tears.  He kneeled at her bedside.

"Never knew I could feel like this…" he slowly started singing their song.

"Christian?" she mumbled.  Satine opened her eyes and saw him kneeled next to her.

"Oh…Christian," she sighed softly."

"Shh," he said placed his hand upon hers.

"I love you Christian," she smiled.

"I love you so much," Christian whispered battling tears.

"Don't be sad, now we can be together."

"Yes, of course.  Forever," he smiled.  He slowly leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on her soft lips.  She kissed back weakly.  Christian never left her side, singing to her to sleep.

9 months later…

Christian watched with a dazed look as Satine was buried.  Gone forever.  A priest was saying prayers but Christian was deaf to all sounds.  He felt numb even though the sun was shining high in the sky.  He didn't know whether he was even breathing or not.  Satine put up a good fight, but why did she have to go?  Why was her life cut short?  Christian wanted an answer.  He heard a soft sigh and looked down at the little bundle in his arms.  A baby girl.  His baby girl.  She was so sweet and innocent.  He had failed Satine, but he would not fail his daughter.  He couldn't fail his daughter…she was their creation.  They had created life.  She was the only thing that mattered in the world now.  She was the reason he was still living.

18 years later…

Jocelyn sat on the roof of the small apartment she and her father shared.  It was a beautiful sunset.  The sky outlined with shades of gold, light purples and pinks, and way above there was a faint tint of blue.  One little star made its appearance soon to be accompanied by the many others that glittered the night sky.  Her long black hair moved softly with the cool breeze. 

"Jocelyn?" Her father's voice called from inside the cluttered room.

"Up here!" She called.

Christian popped his head out the window.  "What are you doing up there?" he asked.

"Thinking," she said dreamily.

"About what?" Christian continued as he slowly made his way up the roof.  He plopped next to his daughter, catching his breath.  "That used to be a lot easier when I was younger," he mumbeled to himself.

"Papa, if you could have one wish, what would it be?"

"Well, I don't know I haven't really thought about it," he chuckled.  "Why what would you wish for?"

"I would wish to be a star, but I also wish I could see Mama.  Just once," she said sadly.

"I wish she was here too," Christian said quietly.

"What did she do?  How did you meet her?" Jocelyn asked, looking over curiously at her father.  He had never mentioned her mother, then again Jocelyn never asked.

There was a long pause.  Finally Christian looked into Jocelyn's blue eyes.

"She was the angel of the underworld."

TBC