Disclaimer: I own nothing. Harry, Hedwig, Severus (as much as I love him), and everyone else, all belong to JKR and whoever else is in the long list of Harry Potter owners. Tidmag owns the basic plot as he/she (which?) gave me the idea for this story. Also, this is another answer for Severitus' challenge. This story has no relation to my other story written partly in answer to Severitus' challenge because there is no Saerry (except for yours truly). I also do not own Heart or their lyrics.
Summary: Fifth year and Harry finds himself changing. But are they for better or for worse? And what secret lurks behind these changes? A secret only Remus Lupin seems to know.
These Dreams-Saerry Snape-
* The Wolf *
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The wolf
Prowling in the nighttime
The wolf
Howling in the moonshine
The wolf
Gives you what you want
but he ain't no friend of mine
~*~
Remus' POV
Can I tell him?
Can I really tell him?
How can I even think of doing this? How?
God, I almost still can't believe it. Severus and Lily. I never would have believed it if I hadn't walked in on them kissing in the prefects bathroom in fifth year.
But they don't know.
No one knows.
Nobody but me.
Only I know the truth.
And only because it was an accident.
Lily was crazy, sobbing loudly into the couch when I found her. She told me everything. I was the only one she could confide in. James and Sirius were too set against Severus and Peter – damnit, Peter probably would have leapt at the news. That son of a bitch.
But Lily confided in me. Me. She told me how she had spent the last few days with Severus while James was gone on that mission for Dumbledore.
Then she told me that she was pregnant.
With Severus' child.
God, what if James had found out? What would he have done if he had known that Lily had only agreed to marry him to keep Severus safe?
Merlin, he would have gone ballistic.
Ballistic.
Voldemort wouldn't have needed to kill them. James would have done it well enough. He could do serious damage when he was angry.
Then again, so could Severus.
I sighed.
Dear God, I don't want to be the one to tell Harry this. That the name of the man he's known for fifteen years isn't really his father and instead it's one of the few people he hates.
It sounds crazy to me.
But I have to tell him. I've kept this secret for too long.
But I'll tell Albus first.
He'd want to know.
I'm sure he doesn't.
Oh God, what am I going to tell Sirius?
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I know you're trying to track me down
You're right on my trail
You think you're going for the big big game
But you're chasing your own tail
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A/N: I love POV's now. Their so much fun! I can really get into the char's heads. And the angst I've been writing in them is even more fun! ^^ *chuckle* Review please.