A/N:sorry its taken me so long to update .its just that ive been busy with school stuff.
anyways heres the chapter:
after a long night of limbo,dancing,eating and drinking,the gang had headed back to their condos.
xander and anya had headed back early because anya had wanted to get rated R with Xander.
dawn had gotten tired and willow had too so they decided to go back to their place for a long deep sleep.
this had left spike and buffy alone.buffy and spike had decided that they would tell the gang about spike's humanity tommorow.
"spike,im not sleepy yet."said buffy.
"luv,how can you not be sleepy?we were just having fun the whole night and I don't know about you,but im all whipped out."said spike.
"c'mon spike!!!im boooooooooored!!!"whined buffy as if she was back in her young child years.
"bloody hell slayer!what does a man have to do to get some sleep here?!"
buffy glared at him"fine!be that way.you say you love me but then you just leave me here all alone with nothing to do while you sleep!!!"and with that buffy headed outside.
"bloody chit!that bint can be almost as bad as the whelp!....almost."muttered spike as he got his jacket on and headed outside.
******after about 15 minutes worth of looking for buffy outside******
"slayer. oh slayer!come out, come out where ever you are!"said spike,as he searched the empty beach.there was no sound to be heard. he could feel the breeze blow his loose clothes and he could hear the water wash up the shore.he heard the wind rustle through the palm trees.
"c'mon slayer!its 2:30am in the bloody morning!!and its cold!!"yelled a frusterated spike.at times like this he wondered why he even bothered loving her sooo much.then he saw buffy sitting on a rock with her hair in curls flowing behind her with the wind.she was glowing with the soft light from the moon casting on her making her silk,white long dress shine even brighter making her resemble a godess. ' oh yeah,'he thought'thats why i love her so much.shes bloody amazing and shes worth everything in the world'
spike cursed himself for even yelling at her in the first place.he could be so stupid sometimes.
spike headed towards the large rock and sat down next to buffy. he buried his bare feet in the soft sand.
"buffy luv, dont be mad please?i didnt mean to yell at you.c'mon pet,you know i love you "said spike with his eyes sincere and hope.
buffy looked at him and could resist those blue eyes that she had fell in love with for so long.
"im just so stressed out"said buffy with a pleading voice begging him to make her feel better.
"we all are,pet.but,we shouldnt worry untill something bad actually happens or untill we get news of these guys who are after us"said spike
"so we should just hide here for the rest of ourlives?i mean,i love hawaii and all but im not really a hiding kind of gal"said buffy.
"we're not gonna hide for the rest of our lives pet.just till we get some more information."
"im so scared spike.everything is finally starting to get good.and i get scared that all of this will be ripped away from me.think about this.have you ever heard of a slayer having a boyfriend that used to be an ex-vampire and a slayer ever having a real life that one day had a family and husband?"
"no, i havent but i havent heard of a slayer living as long as you have."
"well technically i died 2 times."
"thats beside the point.youre here right now and youre not dead. i dont want you to be scared.you understand me?"said spike as he lifted her chin for her to look at him.
"yes father,"buffy said with a sarcastic tone.
"if you always wonder about the what ifs then youre going to be miserable.you have to just live your life and think about the things that are actually happening not the ones that might happen."said spike.
"when did you get so smart?"asked buffy.
"well it was when i met the woman of my dreams,luv,"said spike."now i know that im tired,but youre right.this is no sunnyhell.this is sunny paradise and im not gonna waste any of my time."spike picked buffy up from the rock and swung her a couple times till he ran as fast as he could towards the shore , carrying buffy the whole time
************************************next day***************************************
"buffy,luv. wake up.." whispered spike in buffy's ear.
"i dont-yawn-want to"said buffy sleepily.
"c'mon pet we have to go meet the gang for breakfast."
"do we have to?i mean why cant we just call them and tell 'em that we are gonna stay in and then you can come in bed with me again and we can cuddle?"
spike was so tempted already by her beauty radiating off her like shock waves especially the sun shining
on her making her hair more golden than ever.
Buffy pouted.
"not the pout.please no luv.you know i cant resist the pout"
buffy pouted even more and added the puppy dog eyes.
"aghhh."spike growled and jumped on top of her and kissed her passionately.
********************after about an hour of love making*******************
"spiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike,baby"whined buffy.
"what!!??said spike with his head buried in the pillow and with a sigh.
"im huuuuuuuuungggggrrryyyyy!!!!"whined buffy more.
"well then go get some food from the place by the lobby."said spike.
"c'mon spike. i mean what if i was your wife?would you treat me like this?"said buffy with a little bit of hurt and anger in her voice.which was not a good sign.that usually led to crankiness.
spike got up and got his pants on and headed out the door.
Buffy smiled to herself.spike could be turned in any direction she wanted so easily.
*******************spike comes back with a tray of food**********************
"mmmmm!!what do we have?"asked buffy as she bounced on the bed clapping her hands like a little child on christmas.
"um...bluberry pancakes,sausage,cereal,eggs,and toast and orange juice."said spike hoping she wouldnt make him go get something else for her.
"awwww,honey,youre the best!! I love you so much!come here!"said buffy with a smile.buffy pulled spike's head forward and gave him a long passionate kiss 'well'thought spike' it was worth it'
buffy and spike finished cleaning their plates untill the phone rang.
"hello?"buffy answered.
talking...talking..."okay" talking.....talking.."ya sure we'll be there ,we just have to get ready. okay bye"
"who was that?"asked spike.
"oh that was willow.she just asked if we wanted to go shopping with her."said buffy
"oh and of course you said no,pet..........right?"said spike
"actually i said yes,sweetie."said buffy as she put their plates on the counter of their mini kitchen.
"what!!!? Bloody hell.im not going shopping with you girly girls!"said spike as he stood up.
"please spike for me?"said buffy.she walked towards him untill their bodies were touching and she nibbled on his ear.
spike groaned at the sensation that was driving him crazy.all he wanted to do was stay in and make sweet love to buffy all day.
"fine ill go to the bloody mall with you guys"said spike
"thank you ,baby. since we have to be there quick and we both have to shower why dont we go together?"asked buffy with a develish glint.
"why,luv,you can be such a naughty girl sometimes.i love it!"said spike and with that he picked her up and raced to the shower.
***********************20 min of shower time is done*****************
"spike,sweetheart,have you seen my red sandals?"asked buffy.(a/n:she was wearing the same dress she wore for the first day of colledge,its also the same one she wore in that dream with her in the desert and the first slayer)
"i think it was by the dresser over there,pet"said spike.spike was sitting down watching the passions marathon that had started in the morning.
"thanx"said buffy as she found them.buffy had french braided her hair in 2 which made her look like a young school girl that was currently attending her first couple of years of highschool.
buffy grabbed her pusre and asked"spike are you ready to go?"she turned around to face him.
"spike!!!!!!i cant believe you!!!youre still in your towel!"yelled buffy as she ran over and grabbed his towel from him.
"hey!im little cold now!"said spike.
"spike, i told you to get dressed 15 minutes ago and youre not even near ready!!"exclaimed buffy
"calm down luv,ill get dressed."
"when?!when its 2 am and the passions marathon is over?"yelled buffy
"no!bloody hell!ill get dressed now!"
"you better"
spike got his pants on and sat on the chair facing the mirror dresser while he buttoned up his black silk shirt.
"you know,now that youre human you should start dressing like humans."said buffy as she started to dry his hair off with a clean towel.
spike swapped her hand away and threw the towel across the room.
"hey!"said buffy"dont be such a baby"
"im not i dont want my hair dried ."
"fine."said buffy
spike started to comb his hair getting ready to gel it back but then buffy grabbed the comb and threw it on the bed.
"i was combing my hair you know"said spike frusterated.
"well,i like it when its tosseled."said buffy
"fine do what ever you bloody want"
buffy grabbed his cologn and started to spray all over him.
spike coughed"jesus christ woman!are you tring to suffocate me or kill me?"
buffy just rolled her eyes"lets go!"
"lets go"said spike mocking her quitely making a face.but he said it loud enough for buffy to hear.
"what did you just say?"said buffy with her angry temper rising.
"nothing."said spike
"no,you imitated me!"yelled buffy.
"maybe i did!what are you going to do about it"retorted spike.
"what am i gonna do about.ill tell you what im going to do about im going to not talk to you ,send xander to sleep in here with you tonight instead of me , and leave you alone!!"yelled buffy close to tears.she left and slammed the door.
'he hates me'said buffy as one tear rolled down her rosy cheeks.
"oh great i ruined it again.me and my bloody big mouth."said spike as he left out closing the door and running down the hallway after buffy.
"buffy!"said spike as he grabbed her arm and stopped her from her power walking.
"buffy,im stupid.im a stupid git!i make things so complicated!"
"actually you dont!you make things very clear.you dont love me!!!!!"said buffy with another tear rolling down her cheek.buffy shook his arm off her and began walking fast again.
"luv,you know thats not true!you know i love you!dont cry please!"begged spike as he caught up with her.he hated seeing her cry.it broke his newly beating heart.
"dont talk to me spike!"said buffy as her tears were flowing freely now.
"please buffy! dont leave me pet!"pleaded spike,now his eyes were starting to get watery.
buffy and him were now in the parking lot.
buffy stopped."why should i stay spike?!"asked buffy crying"all i ever-sob-cause-sob is pain and torture for you!i dont deserve you!"buffy's face was soaked now.
spike could see that these tears weren't just from him imitating her.they were from something else too.
"i understand if you dont want me anymore"muttered buffy as she cried .
spike was speechless.he was so shocked that buffy thought she didnt deserve him.
when buffy started walking towards the taxi cab he didnt even stop her untill she was about to reach for the door.
"who told you,you dont deserve me?!"asked spike.
buffy winced as spike's grip became tighter on her arm.
"no one,i swear,"said buffy.
spike saw the pain buffy was in from his grip and let go quickly and walked back a few steps."oh my god.what have i done?"muttered spike.
buffy was rubbing the big red spot on her arm that would eventually become a bruise.
"you always hurt the ones you love"said buffy and with that she turned towards the cab,got in it,and was driven off with spike staring at her with disbelief.
A/N:so what do you guys think?good ,bad?more descriptive. 2 reviewers said that the story wasnt descriptive enough.so tell me waht you think please!
anyways heres the chapter:
after a long night of limbo,dancing,eating and drinking,the gang had headed back to their condos.
xander and anya had headed back early because anya had wanted to get rated R with Xander.
dawn had gotten tired and willow had too so they decided to go back to their place for a long deep sleep.
this had left spike and buffy alone.buffy and spike had decided that they would tell the gang about spike's humanity tommorow.
"spike,im not sleepy yet."said buffy.
"luv,how can you not be sleepy?we were just having fun the whole night and I don't know about you,but im all whipped out."said spike.
"c'mon spike!!!im boooooooooored!!!"whined buffy as if she was back in her young child years.
"bloody hell slayer!what does a man have to do to get some sleep here?!"
buffy glared at him"fine!be that way.you say you love me but then you just leave me here all alone with nothing to do while you sleep!!!"and with that buffy headed outside.
"bloody chit!that bint can be almost as bad as the whelp!....almost."muttered spike as he got his jacket on and headed outside.
******after about 15 minutes worth of looking for buffy outside******
"slayer. oh slayer!come out, come out where ever you are!"said spike,as he searched the empty beach.there was no sound to be heard. he could feel the breeze blow his loose clothes and he could hear the water wash up the shore.he heard the wind rustle through the palm trees.
"c'mon slayer!its 2:30am in the bloody morning!!and its cold!!"yelled a frusterated spike.at times like this he wondered why he even bothered loving her sooo much.then he saw buffy sitting on a rock with her hair in curls flowing behind her with the wind.she was glowing with the soft light from the moon casting on her making her silk,white long dress shine even brighter making her resemble a godess. ' oh yeah,'he thought'thats why i love her so much.shes bloody amazing and shes worth everything in the world'
spike cursed himself for even yelling at her in the first place.he could be so stupid sometimes.
spike headed towards the large rock and sat down next to buffy. he buried his bare feet in the soft sand.
"buffy luv, dont be mad please?i didnt mean to yell at you.c'mon pet,you know i love you "said spike with his eyes sincere and hope.
buffy looked at him and could resist those blue eyes that she had fell in love with for so long.
"im just so stressed out"said buffy with a pleading voice begging him to make her feel better.
"we all are,pet.but,we shouldnt worry untill something bad actually happens or untill we get news of these guys who are after us"said spike
"so we should just hide here for the rest of ourlives?i mean,i love hawaii and all but im not really a hiding kind of gal"said buffy.
"we're not gonna hide for the rest of our lives pet.just till we get some more information."
"im so scared spike.everything is finally starting to get good.and i get scared that all of this will be ripped away from me.think about this.have you ever heard of a slayer having a boyfriend that used to be an ex-vampire and a slayer ever having a real life that one day had a family and husband?"
"no, i havent but i havent heard of a slayer living as long as you have."
"well technically i died 2 times."
"thats beside the point.youre here right now and youre not dead. i dont want you to be scared.you understand me?"said spike as he lifted her chin for her to look at him.
"yes father,"buffy said with a sarcastic tone.
"if you always wonder about the what ifs then youre going to be miserable.you have to just live your life and think about the things that are actually happening not the ones that might happen."said spike.
"when did you get so smart?"asked buffy.
"well it was when i met the woman of my dreams,luv,"said spike."now i know that im tired,but youre right.this is no sunnyhell.this is sunny paradise and im not gonna waste any of my time."spike picked buffy up from the rock and swung her a couple times till he ran as fast as he could towards the shore , carrying buffy the whole time
************************************next day***************************************
"buffy,luv. wake up.." whispered spike in buffy's ear.
"i dont-yawn-want to"said buffy sleepily.
"c'mon pet we have to go meet the gang for breakfast."
"do we have to?i mean why cant we just call them and tell 'em that we are gonna stay in and then you can come in bed with me again and we can cuddle?"
spike was so tempted already by her beauty radiating off her like shock waves especially the sun shining
on her making her hair more golden than ever.
Buffy pouted.
"not the pout.please no luv.you know i cant resist the pout"
buffy pouted even more and added the puppy dog eyes.
"aghhh."spike growled and jumped on top of her and kissed her passionately.
********************after about an hour of love making*******************
"spiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike,baby"whined buffy.
"what!!??said spike with his head buried in the pillow and with a sigh.
"im huuuuuuuuungggggrrryyyyy!!!!"whined buffy more.
"well then go get some food from the place by the lobby."said spike.
"c'mon spike. i mean what if i was your wife?would you treat me like this?"said buffy with a little bit of hurt and anger in her voice.which was not a good sign.that usually led to crankiness.
spike got up and got his pants on and headed out the door.
Buffy smiled to herself.spike could be turned in any direction she wanted so easily.
*******************spike comes back with a tray of food**********************
"mmmmm!!what do we have?"asked buffy as she bounced on the bed clapping her hands like a little child on christmas.
"um...bluberry pancakes,sausage,cereal,eggs,and toast and orange juice."said spike hoping she wouldnt make him go get something else for her.
"awwww,honey,youre the best!! I love you so much!come here!"said buffy with a smile.buffy pulled spike's head forward and gave him a long passionate kiss 'well'thought spike' it was worth it'
buffy and spike finished cleaning their plates untill the phone rang.
"hello?"buffy answered.
talking...talking..."okay" talking.....talking.."ya sure we'll be there ,we just have to get ready. okay bye"
"who was that?"asked spike.
"oh that was willow.she just asked if we wanted to go shopping with her."said buffy
"oh and of course you said no,pet..........right?"said spike
"actually i said yes,sweetie."said buffy as she put their plates on the counter of their mini kitchen.
"what!!!? Bloody hell.im not going shopping with you girly girls!"said spike as he stood up.
"please spike for me?"said buffy.she walked towards him untill their bodies were touching and she nibbled on his ear.
spike groaned at the sensation that was driving him crazy.all he wanted to do was stay in and make sweet love to buffy all day.
"fine ill go to the bloody mall with you guys"said spike
"thank you ,baby. since we have to be there quick and we both have to shower why dont we go together?"asked buffy with a develish glint.
"why,luv,you can be such a naughty girl sometimes.i love it!"said spike and with that he picked her up and raced to the shower.
***********************20 min of shower time is done*****************
"spike,sweetheart,have you seen my red sandals?"asked buffy.(a/n:she was wearing the same dress she wore for the first day of colledge,its also the same one she wore in that dream with her in the desert and the first slayer)
"i think it was by the dresser over there,pet"said spike.spike was sitting down watching the passions marathon that had started in the morning.
"thanx"said buffy as she found them.buffy had french braided her hair in 2 which made her look like a young school girl that was currently attending her first couple of years of highschool.
buffy grabbed her pusre and asked"spike are you ready to go?"she turned around to face him.
"spike!!!!!!i cant believe you!!!youre still in your towel!"yelled buffy as she ran over and grabbed his towel from him.
"hey!im little cold now!"said spike.
"spike, i told you to get dressed 15 minutes ago and youre not even near ready!!"exclaimed buffy
"calm down luv,ill get dressed."
"when?!when its 2 am and the passions marathon is over?"yelled buffy
"no!bloody hell!ill get dressed now!"
"you better"
spike got his pants on and sat on the chair facing the mirror dresser while he buttoned up his black silk shirt.
"you know,now that youre human you should start dressing like humans."said buffy as she started to dry his hair off with a clean towel.
spike swapped her hand away and threw the towel across the room.
"hey!"said buffy"dont be such a baby"
"im not i dont want my hair dried ."
"fine."said buffy
spike started to comb his hair getting ready to gel it back but then buffy grabbed the comb and threw it on the bed.
"i was combing my hair you know"said spike frusterated.
"well,i like it when its tosseled."said buffy
"fine do what ever you bloody want"
buffy grabbed his cologn and started to spray all over him.
spike coughed"jesus christ woman!are you tring to suffocate me or kill me?"
buffy just rolled her eyes"lets go!"
"lets go"said spike mocking her quitely making a face.but he said it loud enough for buffy to hear.
"what did you just say?"said buffy with her angry temper rising.
"nothing."said spike
"no,you imitated me!"yelled buffy.
"maybe i did!what are you going to do about it"retorted spike.
"what am i gonna do about.ill tell you what im going to do about im going to not talk to you ,send xander to sleep in here with you tonight instead of me , and leave you alone!!"yelled buffy close to tears.she left and slammed the door.
'he hates me'said buffy as one tear rolled down her rosy cheeks.
"oh great i ruined it again.me and my bloody big mouth."said spike as he left out closing the door and running down the hallway after buffy.
"buffy!"said spike as he grabbed her arm and stopped her from her power walking.
"buffy,im stupid.im a stupid git!i make things so complicated!"
"actually you dont!you make things very clear.you dont love me!!!!!"said buffy with another tear rolling down her cheek.buffy shook his arm off her and began walking fast again.
"luv,you know thats not true!you know i love you!dont cry please!"begged spike as he caught up with her.he hated seeing her cry.it broke his newly beating heart.
"dont talk to me spike!"said buffy as her tears were flowing freely now.
"please buffy! dont leave me pet!"pleaded spike,now his eyes were starting to get watery.
buffy and him were now in the parking lot.
buffy stopped."why should i stay spike?!"asked buffy crying"all i ever-sob-cause-sob is pain and torture for you!i dont deserve you!"buffy's face was soaked now.
spike could see that these tears weren't just from him imitating her.they were from something else too.
"i understand if you dont want me anymore"muttered buffy as she cried .
spike was speechless.he was so shocked that buffy thought she didnt deserve him.
when buffy started walking towards the taxi cab he didnt even stop her untill she was about to reach for the door.
"who told you,you dont deserve me?!"asked spike.
buffy winced as spike's grip became tighter on her arm.
"no one,i swear,"said buffy.
spike saw the pain buffy was in from his grip and let go quickly and walked back a few steps."oh my god.what have i done?"muttered spike.
buffy was rubbing the big red spot on her arm that would eventually become a bruise.
"you always hurt the ones you love"said buffy and with that she turned towards the cab,got in it,and was driven off with spike staring at her with disbelief.
A/N:so what do you guys think?good ,bad?more descriptive. 2 reviewers said that the story wasnt descriptive enough.so tell me waht you think please!