A/N:thanx for the reviews guys and im really sorry i know im confusing you guys alot.ill try to make it more clear,but some of you guys just ask questions that will be answered in later chapters and are trying to get me to tell you whats going to happen.
Spike thought about how he had just probably ruined everything he had with Buffy.'god' he thought'i always ruin things'
but spike was determined to get buffy back.he had to prove that she was the only one he loved and he would never cheat on her.he was the one that didnt deserve anything except for torment.he was the one that always caused her pain.
'which bloody pain in my arse told her she didnt deserve me?'
spike picked up the phone and dialed dawn's number of the condo she was staying in with willow.
ring .....ring......ring......'pick up the bloody phone niblit'.....ring.....just as spike was about to hang up he heard dawn's sweet voice chime in his ears.
"hello?"
"uh..niblit..this is spike."
"oh , hey spike! where are you guys?! we've been waiting forever!!"
"uh,well, you see me and buffy had an argument.actually,more like a fight"
"what!?"
"well you see buffy thought i didnt love her and said that she didnt deserve me after i imitated her and then it went downhill from there."
"what do you mean downhill?how?"
"we were in the parking lot and she got in the cab after i kinda hurt her and she left off sobbing."
"you hurt her!"yelled dawn getting angrier moment by moment. "i told you i would kill you if you hurt her."
"i didnt like hurt her badly i just had a tight grip on her arm which will probably turn into a bruise later"
"well i dont know what to say.you just let her go?"
"what the bloody hell was i supposed to do?run and jump on the cab!?"
"good point. okay so where do you think shes heading?"
"bit, if i knew where she was heading than i wouldnt have called you"
"right,um, ooh,oh!!ooo!!i know, iknow! buffy had said that she had gone to hawaii once when she was a kid and had gone to this little smoothie shop and right by there was this bench that was decorated by the most beautiful flowers and it had the most perfect view of the ocean. i think she said it was jasmine street. i think. its like on the big cliff. anyways,she said when our parents were fighting in the hotel room she went there"
"okay so jasmine street,cliff, smoothie shop?"
"well i dont know if the shop is there anymore but yeah thats about it."
"thanx alot nib."
"no prob. and i hope you guys get together. oh, and spike?"
"yeah?"
"do lots of listening and reassurment."
"thanx nib.bye"
"good luck,bye."
with that spike hung up.he had to think of just the right things to say.to make sure he didnt blow her over the edge.
**************************************************************after 30 min of looking, he spots his blond beauty crying softly on the bench**********************************************
"buffy?"
buffy turned around startled."spike?what are you doing?"she turned her gaze back to the ocean.
"i just came to see the beauty that lies here,pet"
"its beautiful , isnt it?"asked buffy as she searched the vast ocean.
"it is "said spike his eyes lost at the site of her sitting there.his words were meant for her.
buffy turned and tensed up when she saw his eyes holding a strong gaze on her.
"buffy, ilove you more than anything in the world. i would give up my life willingly for you. i dont know how you got the crazy idea of you not deserving me,but your crazy ideas are one of the parts i love so much about you. your smile, kindness,careness,love,passion,heart,mind, and soul are all unique. i dont know if i could find anything better than you . your love is sweeter than chocolate.will you please forgive me?i know its alot to ask but i want to spend all eternity, even if thats a day ,with you.i will protect you,love,and take care of you.i never want to lose you.will you marry me buffy summers and make me the happiest man that universe has ever had?"
buffy was in full crying mode.though her crys were silent they were wetter than the drenched seaweed on the shore.these tears were tears of happiness.
"spike i love you too and i will protect you and love you and take care of you because i will marry you."
spike had a ring for her. he had thought about asking her so many times but the words had just never come out . he hadnt found the right moment untill now to ask her. he carefully took the velvet black box and opened it to reveal the most treasured,most gorgous ring buffy had ever seen.
he lifted the ring and slipped it on and buffy's finger and he felt a wet little drop and realised buffy was still crying.
she looked at it shine in the sunset.there was a huge diamond in the middle with beautiful smaller ones going around the silver band.it sparkled with all its glory.
spike took a quick glance at buffy and saw her glowing radiantly.
"i....its.....i love it.i love you and this means so much to me......."buffy had seemed lost of words."its gorgeous nad magnificent."
"im glad you like it , luv"and with that spike pulled buffy's head forward and kissed her passionately.
finally buffy pulled away."promise to never leave me?"
"promise"spike said as he pulled her closer and put an arm around her shoulder and held on to her tightly.they ended their moment with watching the sun set.
A/N:what do you think,guys?good,bad?please review and i promise more spuffiness on the way!
Spike thought about how he had just probably ruined everything he had with Buffy.'god' he thought'i always ruin things'
but spike was determined to get buffy back.he had to prove that she was the only one he loved and he would never cheat on her.he was the one that didnt deserve anything except for torment.he was the one that always caused her pain.
'which bloody pain in my arse told her she didnt deserve me?'
spike picked up the phone and dialed dawn's number of the condo she was staying in with willow.
ring .....ring......ring......'pick up the bloody phone niblit'.....ring.....just as spike was about to hang up he heard dawn's sweet voice chime in his ears.
"hello?"
"uh..niblit..this is spike."
"oh , hey spike! where are you guys?! we've been waiting forever!!"
"uh,well, you see me and buffy had an argument.actually,more like a fight"
"what!?"
"well you see buffy thought i didnt love her and said that she didnt deserve me after i imitated her and then it went downhill from there."
"what do you mean downhill?how?"
"we were in the parking lot and she got in the cab after i kinda hurt her and she left off sobbing."
"you hurt her!"yelled dawn getting angrier moment by moment. "i told you i would kill you if you hurt her."
"i didnt like hurt her badly i just had a tight grip on her arm which will probably turn into a bruise later"
"well i dont know what to say.you just let her go?"
"what the bloody hell was i supposed to do?run and jump on the cab!?"
"good point. okay so where do you think shes heading?"
"bit, if i knew where she was heading than i wouldnt have called you"
"right,um, ooh,oh!!ooo!!i know, iknow! buffy had said that she had gone to hawaii once when she was a kid and had gone to this little smoothie shop and right by there was this bench that was decorated by the most beautiful flowers and it had the most perfect view of the ocean. i think she said it was jasmine street. i think. its like on the big cliff. anyways,she said when our parents were fighting in the hotel room she went there"
"okay so jasmine street,cliff, smoothie shop?"
"well i dont know if the shop is there anymore but yeah thats about it."
"thanx alot nib."
"no prob. and i hope you guys get together. oh, and spike?"
"yeah?"
"do lots of listening and reassurment."
"thanx nib.bye"
"good luck,bye."
with that spike hung up.he had to think of just the right things to say.to make sure he didnt blow her over the edge.
**************************************************************after 30 min of looking, he spots his blond beauty crying softly on the bench**********************************************
"buffy?"
buffy turned around startled."spike?what are you doing?"she turned her gaze back to the ocean.
"i just came to see the beauty that lies here,pet"
"its beautiful , isnt it?"asked buffy as she searched the vast ocean.
"it is "said spike his eyes lost at the site of her sitting there.his words were meant for her.
buffy turned and tensed up when she saw his eyes holding a strong gaze on her.
"buffy, ilove you more than anything in the world. i would give up my life willingly for you. i dont know how you got the crazy idea of you not deserving me,but your crazy ideas are one of the parts i love so much about you. your smile, kindness,careness,love,passion,heart,mind, and soul are all unique. i dont know if i could find anything better than you . your love is sweeter than chocolate.will you please forgive me?i know its alot to ask but i want to spend all eternity, even if thats a day ,with you.i will protect you,love,and take care of you.i never want to lose you.will you marry me buffy summers and make me the happiest man that universe has ever had?"
buffy was in full crying mode.though her crys were silent they were wetter than the drenched seaweed on the shore.these tears were tears of happiness.
"spike i love you too and i will protect you and love you and take care of you because i will marry you."
spike had a ring for her. he had thought about asking her so many times but the words had just never come out . he hadnt found the right moment untill now to ask her. he carefully took the velvet black box and opened it to reveal the most treasured,most gorgous ring buffy had ever seen.
he lifted the ring and slipped it on and buffy's finger and he felt a wet little drop and realised buffy was still crying.
she looked at it shine in the sunset.there was a huge diamond in the middle with beautiful smaller ones going around the silver band.it sparkled with all its glory.
spike took a quick glance at buffy and saw her glowing radiantly.
"i....its.....i love it.i love you and this means so much to me......."buffy had seemed lost of words."its gorgeous nad magnificent."
"im glad you like it , luv"and with that spike pulled buffy's head forward and kissed her passionately.
finally buffy pulled away."promise to never leave me?"
"promise"spike said as he pulled her closer and put an arm around her shoulder and held on to her tightly.they ended their moment with watching the sun set.
A/N:what do you think,guys?good,bad?please review and i promise more spuffiness on the way!