Someday.

I do not own RRK and all its characters. I am merely borrowing them for a few pages. This is my third fanfic. It's based upon my love life and on how I feel . hope you like it as much as worked hard to write this.



It was a rainy night. It seemed that the clouds were mourning with me. I'm sitting here, alone at my room, silence overwhelms me. reminiscing on how my life is going.

Cold air rushed to my face as I opened the shoji. I sat at the porch's edge and started gazing up to the sky. the mist of the rain made the sky clear. Stars were nowhere to be seen, only the sole moon is visible, alone just like me.

I look over to my right. There I saw two purple eyes staring at me. "Megumi-dono, aren't you sleepy yet?"

"Kenshin! Oh. you startled me. I'm not yet sleepy. You go to sleep.. Oyasumi" I tried to smile so he won't notice that I cried.

I had been in love with him ever since we first met. But it seems he can never return my feelings for him because he has Kaoru. I admit, they do look nice together, compared to me. I'm just a try hard fool! I told him what I felt but he never seemed to care. He didn't understand a word a told him. Friends are all we can be. or maybe less. Although I'm still holding on. Wishing someday he'll fall for me too. At least I see him happy. even if his happiness does not include me in it.

Tears fell from my eyes. The chilly air made me cuddle myself. "why.?"

There was still another guy. Sanosuke. We had a senseless fight months ago and ever since then we never spoke to each other. Besides all these, I was surprised when he came to my birthday party prepared by Tae-san last December. I thought everything was again all right! I thought it was back to normal! I was wrong. very wrong! I spoke too soon. I saw him with someone new. Sayaka, an old patient and a friend. I was angry and depressed. It was then when I realized I had feelings for him too. I'm so confused! Just when I thought my dreams are coming true I see him with someone new. What hurts more is I heard from another friend of mine that he's planning to court Sayaka! It hurt so bad. Almost everyday Sayaka tells me something about Sano. I tried to tell her to stop but I just can't.. What can I do? I'm JUST his friend. I'm nobody.

I wanted to let go of them both but. I just can't. my feelings for both of them were getting stronger everyday.

I'm living in a world of lies, sorrow, and pain. I feel so cold and alone. Nobody would or could understand me. Some won't even bother to care. They would just hear me out but not listen.

More tears came flowing down from my eyes. I just couldn't bear the realities.

I'll keep on wearing a mask to hide what's true. I'll remain in this world of lies. I'll be drowning myself in tears. I'll continue to dream a lover's dream and never awaken until a day when a man who'll. make me smile for no reason whatsoever. wipe my tears away. make me laugh. love me for who and what I am. the man who'll take hold of my hands and never let them go comes... I'll be waiting.. I'll try to stay strong. someday somehow. but. will it ever come?

~owari~

So what do you think? As I have told you earlier.. its based from my own experiences. r/r please!!!! Or maybe you could just email me! (",x)