"Forgive or Forget"
Authors Note: Well I wont post a Disclaimer... simply cause I already posted two of them... anyway here's part three. I don't know how far up Amy's Apartment is so, let's say its 2 stories up...
Further Note: GUESS WHAT! I made the story a little bit longer than before, I read it for myself and I swear I almost gave MYSELF a bad review... that is until I remembered this fucking story belonged to me... heh... ANYWAY um here is the longer version of Chapter three... enjoy...!
"*Where. where am I... why am I here?... *" Tails thought as he slowly sat up from Amy's couch, He saw that Amy had fallen asleep on her knees by his side, and that he had a blanket on him and was now fully dried from the rain, Tails noticed that Amy had tears in her eyes, his eyes weren't far from tears as well... he stared at the clock and saw it was around 12:00Am. He then saw Amy again and started remembering what happened the other night... that pained him and he held the side of his head with both hands trying to create pressure... he started breathing hard and started to sweat... finally he had somehow managed to suppress his thoughts to nothing.
"*Why wont these thoughts go away!! *" Tails thought to himself as he started to slow his breathing.
The hard breathing caused Amy to wake up... She half opened her eyes to see Tails sitting up... she noticed Tails was still looking at her longingly.
"H-how are you feeling today Tails?" Amy asked, nervously.
"You know why I came here Amy, you knew it the moment I entered the door..." Tails said rather sad. "Now tell me why did you do it?"
"Tails... Im sorry... Look I had a... dream one of my... dreams." Amy said. "And Sonic was in it... and when I woke from that dream... it turned out it wasn't Sonic, it was you... and... Look... there is no excuse for what I did... all I can do now is to ask you to please forgive me..."
"What you did... really hurt me Amy... in many more ways than one... the shame and embarrassment I suffered in that small amount of time amplified." Tails said holding back tears, but doing a horrible job at it. "You know? I was going to kill myself tonight Amy... and the only thing that stopped me was me wanting to know why you did what you did."
"Im really sorry... the alcohol was in my system I wasn't thinking straight... I don't know what else to say." Amy said before sitting down on the floor and laying her back to the couch Tails was on. Tails got up and walked over to the kitchen window, he saw the city below. By now Amy had gotten up and walked towards Tails.
"I don't know what else to say... I didn't mean to do it..." Amy said.
"Jesus, im only 9 and im already thinking suicidal thoughts." Tails said with a chuckle. This made Amy a little uneasy.
"Don't think like that Tails... I said I was sorry... God what else do you want me to tell you!" Amy yelled. "I wanted you to tell me why you did it... but neither you or me knew the answer... which leaves me with only one option." Tails said, as he slowly approached the window. He saw the city below cars passing on the road and people walking their way through the sidewalk, living their normal lives.
"I don't know... I barely remember..." Amy said lowering her head.
"You know Amy... I've all ways wondered what it would feel like if I didn't twist my Tails in the air while falling." Tails said. Amy's eyes grew wide.
"Tails please Don't" Amy pleaded as Tails opened the window. Amy approached Tails. "Please don't do this... you don't know what you'r thinking!"
"Nope... For the first time in my life I know what im thinking of more clearly than ever" Tails said as he placed one foot on the Window and stepped out, he hovered next to the window until Amy approached it.
"If you jump!... Ill go down with you!" Amy said... This made Tails a little uneasy.
"I forgive you Amy... Don't be sorry" Tails said as his tails stopped spinning. Amy caught his wrist before he could fall. Pulling Amy down with him!
"I won't let you die Tails!" Amy yelled as Tails tried to break loose from her Surprisingly strong grip,
"Amy... Please save your self" Tails stammered, as he tried to break loose from Amy's grip. Amy only held on tighter.
"I'm so sorry Tails... Please forgive me... Im sorry..." Amy cried.
"I forgive you Amy... I thought I already told you that." Tails said also in tears. When Suddenly Sonic burst through the door.
"Tails!" Sonic yelled as he stepped inside soaking wet and ruffled fur & quills... only to see Both Amy and Tails hanging from the window.
"I can't... hold on... much longer..." Amy grunted
"Just let me go Amy and save yourself Please!" Tails pleaded
"No... All this was my fault I wont let you die because of a mistake I made!" Amy yelled back. "If you die... I die too!"
By now Amy was holding on by 3 fingers and was about to lose her 3rd. Sonic jumped to grab Amy's hand, He was half way as only one finger was left! Sonic was about two centimeters away from grabbing Amy's hand when everything went dark...
------------------------------------------- TV News Caster: ------------------------------------------- "On today's top news, a Hedgehog and what appears to be identified as a fox, one male and the other female, have fallen off of the 12 story building near Irvington and Maine." Newscaster said. "The bodies are so far not identifiable, by gender or anything, police says they died instantly on impact, and had no chance of survival more updates later tonight. In other news, do you think Gasoline prices are too high, well the... "
------------------------------------------- End: TV Newscaster -------------------------------------------
The TV was then flickered off. A lonely blue hedgehog sat in a lonely and silent garage in the Mystic Ruins, with the lights turned off.
"I was there... I was right there... a few centimeters is all I needed... and I failed them both..." Sonic said as he pulled a small 9mm hand gun from a drawer. "For the first time in my life... I wasn't fast enough to save them... I failed them... everyone's mad at me, and I don't deserve to live... I doubt anyone will miss me..."
Far off into the distance near a building could be seen from a far, A red Airplane parked outside. A flash of light covered the inside of the house... followed by an echo of a gunshot that rang through the ruins... waking a flock of birds in a tree, and making them fly away into the cold, night time breeze...
Authors Note: Well I wont post a Disclaimer... simply cause I already posted two of them... anyway here's part three. I don't know how far up Amy's Apartment is so, let's say its 2 stories up...
Further Note: GUESS WHAT! I made the story a little bit longer than before, I read it for myself and I swear I almost gave MYSELF a bad review... that is until I remembered this fucking story belonged to me... heh... ANYWAY um here is the longer version of Chapter three... enjoy...!
"*Where. where am I... why am I here?... *" Tails thought as he slowly sat up from Amy's couch, He saw that Amy had fallen asleep on her knees by his side, and that he had a blanket on him and was now fully dried from the rain, Tails noticed that Amy had tears in her eyes, his eyes weren't far from tears as well... he stared at the clock and saw it was around 12:00Am. He then saw Amy again and started remembering what happened the other night... that pained him and he held the side of his head with both hands trying to create pressure... he started breathing hard and started to sweat... finally he had somehow managed to suppress his thoughts to nothing.
"*Why wont these thoughts go away!! *" Tails thought to himself as he started to slow his breathing.
The hard breathing caused Amy to wake up... She half opened her eyes to see Tails sitting up... she noticed Tails was still looking at her longingly.
"H-how are you feeling today Tails?" Amy asked, nervously.
"You know why I came here Amy, you knew it the moment I entered the door..." Tails said rather sad. "Now tell me why did you do it?"
"Tails... Im sorry... Look I had a... dream one of my... dreams." Amy said. "And Sonic was in it... and when I woke from that dream... it turned out it wasn't Sonic, it was you... and... Look... there is no excuse for what I did... all I can do now is to ask you to please forgive me..."
"What you did... really hurt me Amy... in many more ways than one... the shame and embarrassment I suffered in that small amount of time amplified." Tails said holding back tears, but doing a horrible job at it. "You know? I was going to kill myself tonight Amy... and the only thing that stopped me was me wanting to know why you did what you did."
"Im really sorry... the alcohol was in my system I wasn't thinking straight... I don't know what else to say." Amy said before sitting down on the floor and laying her back to the couch Tails was on. Tails got up and walked over to the kitchen window, he saw the city below. By now Amy had gotten up and walked towards Tails.
"I don't know what else to say... I didn't mean to do it..." Amy said.
"Jesus, im only 9 and im already thinking suicidal thoughts." Tails said with a chuckle. This made Amy a little uneasy.
"Don't think like that Tails... I said I was sorry... God what else do you want me to tell you!" Amy yelled. "I wanted you to tell me why you did it... but neither you or me knew the answer... which leaves me with only one option." Tails said, as he slowly approached the window. He saw the city below cars passing on the road and people walking their way through the sidewalk, living their normal lives.
"I don't know... I barely remember..." Amy said lowering her head.
"You know Amy... I've all ways wondered what it would feel like if I didn't twist my Tails in the air while falling." Tails said. Amy's eyes grew wide.
"Tails please Don't" Amy pleaded as Tails opened the window. Amy approached Tails. "Please don't do this... you don't know what you'r thinking!"
"Nope... For the first time in my life I know what im thinking of more clearly than ever" Tails said as he placed one foot on the Window and stepped out, he hovered next to the window until Amy approached it.
"If you jump!... Ill go down with you!" Amy said... This made Tails a little uneasy.
"I forgive you Amy... Don't be sorry" Tails said as his tails stopped spinning. Amy caught his wrist before he could fall. Pulling Amy down with him!
"I won't let you die Tails!" Amy yelled as Tails tried to break loose from her Surprisingly strong grip,
"Amy... Please save your self" Tails stammered, as he tried to break loose from Amy's grip. Amy only held on tighter.
"I'm so sorry Tails... Please forgive me... Im sorry..." Amy cried.
"I forgive you Amy... I thought I already told you that." Tails said also in tears. When Suddenly Sonic burst through the door.
"Tails!" Sonic yelled as he stepped inside soaking wet and ruffled fur & quills... only to see Both Amy and Tails hanging from the window.
"I can't... hold on... much longer..." Amy grunted
"Just let me go Amy and save yourself Please!" Tails pleaded
"No... All this was my fault I wont let you die because of a mistake I made!" Amy yelled back. "If you die... I die too!"
By now Amy was holding on by 3 fingers and was about to lose her 3rd. Sonic jumped to grab Amy's hand, He was half way as only one finger was left! Sonic was about two centimeters away from grabbing Amy's hand when everything went dark...
------------------------------------------- TV News Caster: ------------------------------------------- "On today's top news, a Hedgehog and what appears to be identified as a fox, one male and the other female, have fallen off of the 12 story building near Irvington and Maine." Newscaster said. "The bodies are so far not identifiable, by gender or anything, police says they died instantly on impact, and had no chance of survival more updates later tonight. In other news, do you think Gasoline prices are too high, well the... "
------------------------------------------- End: TV Newscaster -------------------------------------------
The TV was then flickered off. A lonely blue hedgehog sat in a lonely and silent garage in the Mystic Ruins, with the lights turned off.
"I was there... I was right there... a few centimeters is all I needed... and I failed them both..." Sonic said as he pulled a small 9mm hand gun from a drawer. "For the first time in my life... I wasn't fast enough to save them... I failed them... everyone's mad at me, and I don't deserve to live... I doubt anyone will miss me..."
Far off into the distance near a building could be seen from a far, A red Airplane parked outside. A flash of light covered the inside of the house... followed by an echo of a gunshot that rang through the ruins... waking a flock of birds in a tree, and making them fly away into the cold, night time breeze...