Chapter 8: Mommy please

AN: I have made a decision!!!!!! Yeah I know I lost my writers block!!! Party at my house!! *throws confetti in air* anyways as I was saying *clears throat* I have made a decision!!! *in teasing voice* but to find out you must read the chapter to find out!!!! *sticks out tongue*

Mistakes.





Everyone makes them, but I biggest one in my life.

That was neglecting my daughter, Helga. *breaks down in tears*

If I could I would redo it all over again, but I can't, and now she's gone.*sniffles*

I remember the day first brought her home form the hospital.

*Flashback*

"Ok Helga this is your new home!!" Miriam said excitedly, Bob followed grumbling.

The baby cooed happily.

Miriam placed the baby in the crib.

Olga comes running in happily, "Mum dad!" she exclaimed.

"I have great news!"

"What is it girl?!" Bob said eagerly.

"I made the highest score in the SAT's!!" she shrieked.

"Great job I'm proud of you" Miriam said.

"Let's go out on a celebration" Bob offered.

"Great!" Olga agreed and ran to the door.

They climbed into the car, and drove down the street leaving a crying bundle of blankets at home. *End of Flashback*

That's where my mistake's started; I started drinking, and ignoring my daughter more and more.

I now started MAD, (mothers against drinking), and MAN, (mothers against neglecting).

I'm the president for both.

But I can never get my little girl back.

I sit here holding the only picture of my darling Helga, and that's the picture they used for her graduation.

She has the sweetest smile on her face, but you can tell that her eyes are sad, empty and begging for love, for a chance.

A pale white hand covers mine; I look up to meet two pairs of soft blue eyes. They lost their edge but I know them anyway.

"H-Helga!?!?" I exclaimed and scoot away to get a better look.

She nods, I run up to giving her the biggest hug I could give, and sob.

Helga smiles and gently pats my back, tears running down her own cheek.

"I forgive you" she whispers.

"Forgive me for what?" I ask.

"I forgive you for neglecting me" she replies.

"I love you" she whispers.

"I love you too" I reply.

She turns and walks away.

"Helga! Wait!! Will I ever see you again?" I ask.

She smiles, "You're gonna see me real soon." She answers.

She opens the door and the blinding light of the sun, consumes her, and she's gone.

AN: that's the end of that sorry if it's not that good, you're lucky you got that!! That took awhile to write!!! (Not really only a day) but still!!! If you didn't figure it out, she's alive! Yeah! Yep, two or three more chaps to go and this will be over!! Yeah! Well review please!! I have a goal of getting 100 reviews before this ends but I doubt it, but hey and girl can dream!! Well see ya!!!!