The Hardest thing
This is the sixth in my Sometimes series. The hardest thing belongs to 98 degrees. It's the one song of theirs that I like, and fer this it was appropriate. Not mine blah blah blah.
"We both know that I shouldn't be here. This is wrong and baby it's killin' me, It's killin' you. Both of us tryin' be strong. I got somewhere else to be, Promises to keep, Someone else who loves me And trust's me fast asleep."
Logan looked down at the girl lying on his bed beside him. Long, black hair cascaded over his arm, and sapphire blue eyes stared back at him. She was his soul, but someone else had stolen his heart. "I can't do this anymore, Jubes. Jeannie would find out sooner or later." Slowly, oh so slowly, those beautiful blue eyes filled with tears. Turning her head, Jubilee tried to calm herself down. / After he leaves I can break down. After./ She thought to herself. For the past three months, Jubilee and Wolverine had been meeting in secret places. Never in public; just in case he always said. "What do you want me to say, Wolvie? I'll miss this? Yes I will." She told him. Sitting up she pulled a sheet to her chest. It's never a good thing to be naked when someone is leaving you. At least that was how she felt. Letting her hair fall forward and cover her face she turned her back towards him. "What else do you want to hear? That I love you? Well I don't, Logan. It was sex. Good, primal, hard sex. Nothing more."
"It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be."
Staring at the wall, Wolverine tried not to flinch at her words. They were lies he could smell that. She was trying to keep an appearance up. Nothing could break the Jubilee. Well, he found something that could. Wishing that he hadn't couldn't get rid of the fact. He turned towards her, and glimpsed at her face. "Jubes, I'm sorry, Darlin'. I really am. Don't cry Okay. I never wanted to make you cry." "I'm not crying!" Screaming, she turned her face towards him. Eyes turned almost black with anger, and sparks danced around her fingertips. Breathing heavily her chest heaved up and down. " I am not crying. I will never cry over you again. Ever. You
hurt me so many times in the past that I don't even care anymore. I used to love you. Used to, but you left so many times. When you got the adamantium taken out, you left. After everything with Bastion, you left. Well, I am done Wolverine. Get out of my bed. Get out of my life."
"I can't let you see what you mean to me."
"Jubes.. Please. Don't act like this, Darlin. You don't mean this. I don't want to lose our friendship. And you know you're like my daughter." "I am? Does that mean your sleeping with Kitty too? Cuz she was always your daughter." "That hurt, Jubes. That really hurt" "Good. Now get out."
"We will meet again, fate is a place and time. You can get on with your life. We've got to be cool to be kind."
Sighing, Logan stood up, and walked out the door. Watching as he walked away Lee finally let the tears fall. By the time he walked out the door she was full out sobbing. Clutching the sheets to her chest, she bent forward; rocking slowly back and forth, she eventually passed out. Jubilee never even noticed the CD Logan had laid on the nightstand. After she awoke the next morning she put it in the CD player.
"Hey yeah
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Oh yeah
We both know that I shouldn't be here. This is wrong and baby it's killin' me, It's killin' you. Both of us tryin' be strong. I got somewhere else to be, Promises to keep, Someone else who loves me And trust's me fast asleep.
I've made up my mind - There is no turnin' back. She's been good to me And she deserves better than that!
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To turn around and walk away pretendin' I don't love you.
We will meet again; fate is a place and time. You can get on with your life. We've got to be cool to be kind.
I'm not Doctor Zhivago. All my love I'll be sending. That you will never know. `Cause there can be no happy ending.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
Maybe another time, another day. As much as I want to, I can't stay.
I've made up my mind - There is no turning back. She's been good to me and she deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me.
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
I wanna live a life.
Oh yeah
What can I do?
Ooo babe
What to do"
"Oh, Wolvie." She whispered. "I love you too"
This is the sixth in my Sometimes series. The hardest thing belongs to 98 degrees. It's the one song of theirs that I like, and fer this it was appropriate. Not mine blah blah blah.
"We both know that I shouldn't be here. This is wrong and baby it's killin' me, It's killin' you. Both of us tryin' be strong. I got somewhere else to be, Promises to keep, Someone else who loves me And trust's me fast asleep."
Logan looked down at the girl lying on his bed beside him. Long, black hair cascaded over his arm, and sapphire blue eyes stared back at him. She was his soul, but someone else had stolen his heart. "I can't do this anymore, Jubes. Jeannie would find out sooner or later." Slowly, oh so slowly, those beautiful blue eyes filled with tears. Turning her head, Jubilee tried to calm herself down. / After he leaves I can break down. After./ She thought to herself. For the past three months, Jubilee and Wolverine had been meeting in secret places. Never in public; just in case he always said. "What do you want me to say, Wolvie? I'll miss this? Yes I will." She told him. Sitting up she pulled a sheet to her chest. It's never a good thing to be naked when someone is leaving you. At least that was how she felt. Letting her hair fall forward and cover her face she turned her back towards him. "What else do you want to hear? That I love you? Well I don't, Logan. It was sex. Good, primal, hard sex. Nothing more."
"It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be."
Staring at the wall, Wolverine tried not to flinch at her words. They were lies he could smell that. She was trying to keep an appearance up. Nothing could break the Jubilee. Well, he found something that could. Wishing that he hadn't couldn't get rid of the fact. He turned towards her, and glimpsed at her face. "Jubes, I'm sorry, Darlin'. I really am. Don't cry Okay. I never wanted to make you cry." "I'm not crying!" Screaming, she turned her face towards him. Eyes turned almost black with anger, and sparks danced around her fingertips. Breathing heavily her chest heaved up and down. " I am not crying. I will never cry over you again. Ever. You
hurt me so many times in the past that I don't even care anymore. I used to love you. Used to, but you left so many times. When you got the adamantium taken out, you left. After everything with Bastion, you left. Well, I am done Wolverine. Get out of my bed. Get out of my life."
"I can't let you see what you mean to me."
"Jubes.. Please. Don't act like this, Darlin. You don't mean this. I don't want to lose our friendship. And you know you're like my daughter." "I am? Does that mean your sleeping with Kitty too? Cuz she was always your daughter." "That hurt, Jubes. That really hurt" "Good. Now get out."
"We will meet again, fate is a place and time. You can get on with your life. We've got to be cool to be kind."
Sighing, Logan stood up, and walked out the door. Watching as he walked away Lee finally let the tears fall. By the time he walked out the door she was full out sobbing. Clutching the sheets to her chest, she bent forward; rocking slowly back and forth, she eventually passed out. Jubilee never even noticed the CD Logan had laid on the nightstand. After she awoke the next morning she put it in the CD player.
"Hey yeah
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Oh yeah
We both know that I shouldn't be here. This is wrong and baby it's killin' me, It's killin' you. Both of us tryin' be strong. I got somewhere else to be, Promises to keep, Someone else who loves me And trust's me fast asleep.
I've made up my mind - There is no turnin' back. She's been good to me And she deserves better than that!
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To turn around and walk away pretendin' I don't love you.
We will meet again; fate is a place and time. You can get on with your life. We've got to be cool to be kind.
I'm not Doctor Zhivago. All my love I'll be sending. That you will never know. `Cause there can be no happy ending.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
Maybe another time, another day. As much as I want to, I can't stay.
I've made up my mind - There is no turning back. She's been good to me and she deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie. To show no emotion when you start to cry.
I can't let you see what you mean to me.
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free.
We're not meant to be.
I wanna live a life.
Oh yeah
What can I do?
Ooo babe
What to do"
"Oh, Wolvie." She whispered. "I love you too"