Wednesday
I went to Dr. Kadowaki's today for my injection. The boy, Trune, was gone today. I asked her where he had gone. "Do you have a little crush Ayumi?" was her response. I was confused. "Crush?" "A little bit of love for him!" "I do not feel love. I do not exist with emotions. I am simply wondering." "Well, he left on a negotiating mission." "Ah." She gave me my injection, and I got up off the table to leave. "Ayumi! You should give feelings a try. It'll help you to become more human." "I shall keep that in mind." I walked out and headed straight for the library to research Esther's technology and its connection with the Sorceress War. It is an essay due next week, but as I have nothing better to do, I will start it now.

I suddenly felt... like not wanting to do it anymore a couple of minutes ago. As if it was not exciting. It wasn't an empty feeling, like I feel nearly all the time. My guess is that I was experiancing boredom. I do not like it at all. If all emotions are like it, I don't ever want to feel.
Now I am thinking of Seryl. He is another Weapon, like myself. A creature made for killing and destruction. He goes to a military academy in Trabia. There is no Trabia town, but for some reason there is a Trabia Garden up on the far northern part of the Estherian continent. Unlike this building, it is not mobile. This school visits it once in a long while, but the last time we saw each other was months ago. We decided that it would be safer to split up, so, in case the Doctor found one of us, the other would be able to escape to another world. .Seryl and I both have a small machine implanted in our minds that allows us to transfer to other worlds at will. I miss him. I wonder if he misses me. Is longing for someone a feeling? I am already learning so much about myself in so short a while. Quite strange.

Well, this is my long-awaited sequel! Thank god this site's back up. Anyway, I was too lazy to finish the DBZ/Outlaw Star or whatever part so I jumped straight to this. Have fun.
-Aer