Disclaimer: Maki Murakami sensei is the one who made Gravitation. But I'm a Ryuichi Sakuma fan so I write fics.
Aching Desire
(nagareboshi 3)
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 2 – Kikanai yo! (I don't want to hear it!)
My blurry eyes slowly opened to the white ceiling above me. The bright light from the sun shone over me as I turned my head to face the window.
"Baka," Yuki aniki commented as he sat in the chair next to me.
"Brotherly as always." I groaned. I looked from side to side slowly. "Where am I?"
"In the hospital," he answered matter-of-factly. If he had a cigarette, this would have been perfect.
"What's wrong, Tatsuha?" Yuki aniki was always straight to the point like that. "Love troubles?"
"Geh." I twitched.
I couldn't exactly facefault.
He threw the tabloids carelessly into my lap. "It's not too hard to pinpoint your problem when it's circulating all over the damn nation. Again."
"It would have never worked out." I laughed as I avoided looking at my older brother. Looking at the bright sky outside and contrasting with the dark clouds over my visage, I said, "Let's face it, Aniki. I've been living in my childhood dream."
Then, I blinked as I positioned my head to look at him with a painful smile. "I've got to come back to reality some time."
"If you weren't sick right now, I'd punch you, Tatsuha." Yuki got up angrily. His eye twitched in frustration as he looked down at me. "I'm not going to listen to these lies."
"Yuki…" my older sister's voice mumbled. She patted Yuki as he left through the door.
He held onto the side of the threshold as he said, "I came here for my little brother. Where is he?"
Then, he left.
Mika sighed as she patted my head while sitting now in the chair still warm from Yuki aniki's presence. "He's just worried, Tatsuha."
"We're all worried." She looked from side to side unable to say the words. "This is not like you to just faint and have a high fever on top of it."
She then glanced at me. "What is wrong? Please tell me."
"I…I don't know what I want." I whispered weakly.
"Because father is dying, your decision is set, isn't it?" Mika onee-san got up with a sigh. "This is the first time I've seen you so unhappy, Tatsuha."
My eyes wandered to the side.
My heart felt limp inside of me and I felt so weak that I couldn't even give any kind of resistance to anything at that moment.
I want to be a little kid and hide in a little corner.
I…
I want a kumagorou to hug.
"I threw him out, Onee-san," I finally mumbled. "I pushed Ryuichi away from me."
Then, she asked, "Are you doing this for him…or for yourself, Tatsuha?"
Straight to the mark as always.
My eyes opened wide as I took a deep breath.
I don't want him to ever leave me.
So I had to leave him first.
"I have a responsibility to do as the heir to the shrine," I answered calmly.
But inside, I was breaking. I couldn't even breathe correctly.
"Do you know what Ryuichi did after you threw him out," she asked as she walked towards the window and touched it.
Doki. Doki. Doki…
"What happened?" I asked uncertainly.
My heart beat even harder as I felt even number than I could possibly feel at that moment.
But nothing could have prepared me for this one…
"Ryuichi…" she turned towards me with her hand over her mouth. "I…I can't be the one to tell you this."
She began to cry and my body began to quiver with nervousness.
If my composed, blunt, strong sister is crying…it must be bad…
Touma Seguchi came into my room and gave me a pitiful smile.
I don't like this one bit.
"How are you doing, Tatsuha-kun?"
"I think I'm becoming more sick."
He patted my head and smiled softly.
I didn't….
I never liked it when he smiled like that.
It was like the time he told me my brother had 'changed'.
"Well, I have something to tell you." Touma-san said as he sighed. "I'm sorry to tell you this while you are ill…"
He sighed as I saw him, for the first time, lose his cool as he looked liked he couldn't breathe.
Grabbing my hand, he squeezed it, "But Ryuichi…"
Even though he was saying this in one sentence, it felt like forever to me.
Dokidokidokidokidokidoki…
Why do I feel like I'd rather jump out that damn window than listen to this?
Idon'twanttohearthis.Idon'twantohearthis.Idon'twantohearthis..
A tear slipped from the side of my face as soon as my heart stopped when he finished,
"Ryuichi Sakuma has lost his voice, Tatsuha."
To be continued…
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Author's note: * smiles * Well, you didn't have to wait too long for the next update. How was that for you? ^_^
But… WAHHHH!!!!!!!! RYUICHI LOST HIS VOICE?! I felt like my heart was going to fall out or cringe even more as I made this chapter.
I honestly didn't know that there were only a few Ryuichi x Tatsuha fics out there! Have I been out of it or what? I asked this to one of my gravi ml's and then immediately, there were already two responses to my question. It really was shocking to me. So, I hope to update more often due to the shortage. * sticks out tongue * ^_~
Aching Desire
(nagareboshi 3)
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 2 – Kikanai yo! (I don't want to hear it!)
My blurry eyes slowly opened to the white ceiling above me. The bright light from the sun shone over me as I turned my head to face the window.
"Baka," Yuki aniki commented as he sat in the chair next to me.
"Brotherly as always." I groaned. I looked from side to side slowly. "Where am I?"
"In the hospital," he answered matter-of-factly. If he had a cigarette, this would have been perfect.
"What's wrong, Tatsuha?" Yuki aniki was always straight to the point like that. "Love troubles?"
"Geh." I twitched.
I couldn't exactly facefault.
He threw the tabloids carelessly into my lap. "It's not too hard to pinpoint your problem when it's circulating all over the damn nation. Again."
"It would have never worked out." I laughed as I avoided looking at my older brother. Looking at the bright sky outside and contrasting with the dark clouds over my visage, I said, "Let's face it, Aniki. I've been living in my childhood dream."
Then, I blinked as I positioned my head to look at him with a painful smile. "I've got to come back to reality some time."
"If you weren't sick right now, I'd punch you, Tatsuha." Yuki got up angrily. His eye twitched in frustration as he looked down at me. "I'm not going to listen to these lies."
"Yuki…" my older sister's voice mumbled. She patted Yuki as he left through the door.
He held onto the side of the threshold as he said, "I came here for my little brother. Where is he?"
Then, he left.
Mika sighed as she patted my head while sitting now in the chair still warm from Yuki aniki's presence. "He's just worried, Tatsuha."
"We're all worried." She looked from side to side unable to say the words. "This is not like you to just faint and have a high fever on top of it."
She then glanced at me. "What is wrong? Please tell me."
"I…I don't know what I want." I whispered weakly.
"Because father is dying, your decision is set, isn't it?" Mika onee-san got up with a sigh. "This is the first time I've seen you so unhappy, Tatsuha."
My eyes wandered to the side.
My heart felt limp inside of me and I felt so weak that I couldn't even give any kind of resistance to anything at that moment.
I want to be a little kid and hide in a little corner.
I…
I want a kumagorou to hug.
"I threw him out, Onee-san," I finally mumbled. "I pushed Ryuichi away from me."
Then, she asked, "Are you doing this for him…or for yourself, Tatsuha?"
Straight to the mark as always.
My eyes opened wide as I took a deep breath.
I don't want him to ever leave me.
So I had to leave him first.
"I have a responsibility to do as the heir to the shrine," I answered calmly.
But inside, I was breaking. I couldn't even breathe correctly.
"Do you know what Ryuichi did after you threw him out," she asked as she walked towards the window and touched it.
Doki. Doki. Doki…
"What happened?" I asked uncertainly.
My heart beat even harder as I felt even number than I could possibly feel at that moment.
But nothing could have prepared me for this one…
"Ryuichi…" she turned towards me with her hand over her mouth. "I…I can't be the one to tell you this."
She began to cry and my body began to quiver with nervousness.
If my composed, blunt, strong sister is crying…it must be bad…
Touma Seguchi came into my room and gave me a pitiful smile.
I don't like this one bit.
"How are you doing, Tatsuha-kun?"
"I think I'm becoming more sick."
He patted my head and smiled softly.
I didn't….
I never liked it when he smiled like that.
It was like the time he told me my brother had 'changed'.
"Well, I have something to tell you." Touma-san said as he sighed. "I'm sorry to tell you this while you are ill…"
He sighed as I saw him, for the first time, lose his cool as he looked liked he couldn't breathe.
Grabbing my hand, he squeezed it, "But Ryuichi…"
Even though he was saying this in one sentence, it felt like forever to me.
Dokidokidokidokidokidoki…
Why do I feel like I'd rather jump out that damn window than listen to this?
Idon'twanttohearthis.Idon'twantohearthis.Idon'twantohearthis..
A tear slipped from the side of my face as soon as my heart stopped when he finished,
"Ryuichi Sakuma has lost his voice, Tatsuha."
To be continued…
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Author's note: * smiles * Well, you didn't have to wait too long for the next update. How was that for you? ^_^
But… WAHHHH!!!!!!!! RYUICHI LOST HIS VOICE?! I felt like my heart was going to fall out or cringe even more as I made this chapter.
I honestly didn't know that there were only a few Ryuichi x Tatsuha fics out there! Have I been out of it or what? I asked this to one of my gravi ml's and then immediately, there were already two responses to my question. It really was shocking to me. So, I hope to update more often due to the shortage. * sticks out tongue * ^_~