Disclaimer: Gravitation is done by Murakami-sensei. 'Nagareboshi' lyrics are mine.
Aching Desire
(Nagareboshi 3)
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 6 - Kimi no mono. (Yours.)
While we were in the bathroom, I pushed him on the toilet seat as I continued to unwrap the already loose bandages. As I did so, I carefully lifted his arms because I didn't know what had happened.
I was even more apprehensive and afraid to ask. Yes, I was very scared to find out what that answer would be.
He blinked at me and watched me as I avoided his gaze.
Like a chant that one repeats over and over, I damned myself every time I unwound the gauze.
I didn't even want to look at what damage I had done.
When I was done, I looked at the arms that were supported by my hands.
I don't think I've ever seen so many bruises in my life. Well, that's to say except when my brother beat up people that would even THINK of making fun of his siblings and himself.
There was a large gash through each of the arms. I...
I could even see some raw flesh...
I began to cry again.
"I...Ryuichi..." I couldn't even form a single coherent thought.
Ryuichi took his arms away and cupped his hands on my face. But I wouldn't even look at him.
I just couldn't.
He slowly turned my head towards him and I looked at him straight in the face.
"Daijoubu..." his lips moved.
I turned my head abruptly and he let go. "No, it isn't okay," I replied.
I then took his arms and put them on the sink to wash them. "I'm sorry, but you know this will sting a bit."
He nodded his head.
Then, I took him to the bedroom and we sat on the bed with the first aid kit laid out in the middle of it. He sat on the foot of the bed as I knelt before him trying to rub the alcohol on his arms.
"I don't want them infected more than you do," I mumbled softly..
But all the while, I continued to avoid his lonely gaze at me.
I took out the new white bandages and wrapped them on his arms as I said, "Ryuichi. You are thirty-three years old. You can't just go do things like this."
"I know it's my fault..." I sighed.
But I honestly didn't think he would ever react this way to me.
He began to sniff and I looked at him to find him biting his lip like a little kid with tears in his eyes.
"Stop, stop!" I said worriedly. "Anything! Anything but that look, okay?"
He sniffed again, but stopped sobbing. With a small nod, he still looked into my eyes.
I grabbed a Kleenex. "Here. Blow your nose."
Then, I threw the Kleenex away as I started to wrap the bandages once more.
"I'm not scolding you, Ryuichi," I comforted. "I'm just saying you're thirty-three years old..."
I looked at Kumagorou on the cushions. "Okay, thirty-three with a pink bunny as your companion."
He pouted at me with a big lip and blinked at me with a 'You're saying it like it's such a problem now.?' I shook my head in response.
Hell no! That's what made me crazy about you when I met you in real life!
You drive me nuts whenever you act like a little kid!!
Ryuichi then pointed at me. "Kimi mo," his lips said.
I smiled at that moment.
After all I've done...
He began to flash me his fabulous smile and I...
I was really trying my hardest not to jump him.
No, you just don't understand, I WANTED him right then and there whenever he smiled like _that_.
"Stop that." I lightly scolded as I stopped in the middle of wrapping the other arm.
"Nani?" His mouth asked as he laughed while he poking me.
"_That_ ." I replied as I smiled back even more widely.
He then grabbed me and pushed onto the bed and I watched him shocked at what he was doing and in horror because of his wounds.
"Don't do that, you'll hurt yourself!" I said as he leaned lower and closer to my face and body.
I smirked as I looked up at him. He still kept his firm grip on my wrists as he pushed them onto the bed.
"You..." I laughed. "I'm sick. You'll get sick too. And your arms..."
He shook his head. "Are you going to stop me," his lips mumbled.
"Is that a trick question?" I playfully answered back.
There's no stopping him when he's like this.
I know.
And I'm not complaining. * wink *
Not like he hasn't done it before either. * big sweatdrop *
He then sat on my lap as I laid there on the bed not wanting to resist at all. He then let go of my wrists as he undid my shirt slowly.
I watched him as he did so and didn't look away.
Ryuichi then placed his hands inside my shirt and swept it off smoothly as he began to lean down to kiss my chest...
As the night passed on, the radio still played softly in the background.
I breathlessly pulled his head and whispered to his ear, "The neighbors might hear us."
That's when I blushed as I blinked at him. I was...vocal. * ahem *
Too vocal.
His shook his head and said what he always lived by: "I don't care," I read from his lips.
"I always did like the way you thought." I then turned our bodies over and I began to kiss him all over his body.
He grabbed the sheets with his hands as I tainted him lower and lower...
When the night was over, I just laid there next to him. And he once again became the possessive little boy I had known him to be.
I then got up to turn off the radio. His sleeping eyes were closed shut and I stared at him.
Closely, I sang softly,
"The falling stars keep on falling (even to the edge
of the earth)
You can't touch something so hot (though you're a moth
to a flame)
You'll burn yourself, (It doesn't matter)
And yet we try (to keep this feeling inside)
To keep it alive (a forbidden desire)
Even if we die. (Catch me.)"
"Kimi no mono," I whispered as I snuggled next to his warm body.
To be continued...
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Author's note: Okay guys, I cannot write lemon, so this is as yaoi as it gets. Gomen ne! I can't write that type of stuff well...and I don't want to... * blinks *
Hope you enjoyed it though. It took quite awhile due to distractions. ^^;;;
But I just wanted to say thanks again for the support! And you guys actually read my random notes. I love talking to you guys! (My Aim is, btw: KanglinShimriya)
Also, just to let you know because some have been asking me and I cannot write back to e-mails right now since I've been bogged down with stuff, but thanks!!!!
(So, just know that I do have a personal mailing list if you want to subscribe and/or other fics if you want to read. Sorry if this is a repeat to other mls, I just need to inform the rest. ^^;; Just please look it up on my ff.net profile: http://fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=188649)
Kimi mo - you too / you also
Aching Desire
(Nagareboshi 3)
by Miyamoto Yui
Chapter 6 - Kimi no mono. (Yours.)
While we were in the bathroom, I pushed him on the toilet seat as I continued to unwrap the already loose bandages. As I did so, I carefully lifted his arms because I didn't know what had happened.
I was even more apprehensive and afraid to ask. Yes, I was very scared to find out what that answer would be.
He blinked at me and watched me as I avoided his gaze.
Like a chant that one repeats over and over, I damned myself every time I unwound the gauze.
I didn't even want to look at what damage I had done.
When I was done, I looked at the arms that were supported by my hands.
I don't think I've ever seen so many bruises in my life. Well, that's to say except when my brother beat up people that would even THINK of making fun of his siblings and himself.
There was a large gash through each of the arms. I...
I could even see some raw flesh...
I began to cry again.
"I...Ryuichi..." I couldn't even form a single coherent thought.
Ryuichi took his arms away and cupped his hands on my face. But I wouldn't even look at him.
I just couldn't.
He slowly turned my head towards him and I looked at him straight in the face.
"Daijoubu..." his lips moved.
I turned my head abruptly and he let go. "No, it isn't okay," I replied.
I then took his arms and put them on the sink to wash them. "I'm sorry, but you know this will sting a bit."
He nodded his head.
Then, I took him to the bedroom and we sat on the bed with the first aid kit laid out in the middle of it. He sat on the foot of the bed as I knelt before him trying to rub the alcohol on his arms.
"I don't want them infected more than you do," I mumbled softly..
But all the while, I continued to avoid his lonely gaze at me.
I took out the new white bandages and wrapped them on his arms as I said, "Ryuichi. You are thirty-three years old. You can't just go do things like this."
"I know it's my fault..." I sighed.
But I honestly didn't think he would ever react this way to me.
He began to sniff and I looked at him to find him biting his lip like a little kid with tears in his eyes.
"Stop, stop!" I said worriedly. "Anything! Anything but that look, okay?"
He sniffed again, but stopped sobbing. With a small nod, he still looked into my eyes.
I grabbed a Kleenex. "Here. Blow your nose."
Then, I threw the Kleenex away as I started to wrap the bandages once more.
"I'm not scolding you, Ryuichi," I comforted. "I'm just saying you're thirty-three years old..."
I looked at Kumagorou on the cushions. "Okay, thirty-three with a pink bunny as your companion."
He pouted at me with a big lip and blinked at me with a 'You're saying it like it's such a problem now.?' I shook my head in response.
Hell no! That's what made me crazy about you when I met you in real life!
You drive me nuts whenever you act like a little kid!!
Ryuichi then pointed at me. "Kimi mo," his lips said.
I smiled at that moment.
After all I've done...
He began to flash me his fabulous smile and I...
I was really trying my hardest not to jump him.
No, you just don't understand, I WANTED him right then and there whenever he smiled like _that_.
"Stop that." I lightly scolded as I stopped in the middle of wrapping the other arm.
"Nani?" His mouth asked as he laughed while he poking me.
"_That_ ." I replied as I smiled back even more widely.
He then grabbed me and pushed onto the bed and I watched him shocked at what he was doing and in horror because of his wounds.
"Don't do that, you'll hurt yourself!" I said as he leaned lower and closer to my face and body.
I smirked as I looked up at him. He still kept his firm grip on my wrists as he pushed them onto the bed.
"You..." I laughed. "I'm sick. You'll get sick too. And your arms..."
He shook his head. "Are you going to stop me," his lips mumbled.
"Is that a trick question?" I playfully answered back.
There's no stopping him when he's like this.
I know.
And I'm not complaining. * wink *
Not like he hasn't done it before either. * big sweatdrop *
He then sat on my lap as I laid there on the bed not wanting to resist at all. He then let go of my wrists as he undid my shirt slowly.
I watched him as he did so and didn't look away.
Ryuichi then placed his hands inside my shirt and swept it off smoothly as he began to lean down to kiss my chest...
As the night passed on, the radio still played softly in the background.
I breathlessly pulled his head and whispered to his ear, "The neighbors might hear us."
That's when I blushed as I blinked at him. I was...vocal. * ahem *
Too vocal.
His shook his head and said what he always lived by: "I don't care," I read from his lips.
"I always did like the way you thought." I then turned our bodies over and I began to kiss him all over his body.
He grabbed the sheets with his hands as I tainted him lower and lower...
When the night was over, I just laid there next to him. And he once again became the possessive little boy I had known him to be.
I then got up to turn off the radio. His sleeping eyes were closed shut and I stared at him.
Closely, I sang softly,
"The falling stars keep on falling (even to the edge
of the earth)
You can't touch something so hot (though you're a moth
to a flame)
You'll burn yourself, (It doesn't matter)
And yet we try (to keep this feeling inside)
To keep it alive (a forbidden desire)
Even if we die. (Catch me.)"
"Kimi no mono," I whispered as I snuggled next to his warm body.
To be continued...
--
Author's note: Okay guys, I cannot write lemon, so this is as yaoi as it gets. Gomen ne! I can't write that type of stuff well...and I don't want to... * blinks *
Hope you enjoyed it though. It took quite awhile due to distractions. ^^;;;
But I just wanted to say thanks again for the support! And you guys actually read my random notes. I love talking to you guys! (My Aim is, btw: KanglinShimriya)
Also, just to let you know because some have been asking me and I cannot write back to e-mails right now since I've been bogged down with stuff, but thanks!!!!
(So, just know that I do have a personal mailing list if you want to subscribe and/or other fics if you want to read. Sorry if this is a repeat to other mls, I just need to inform the rest. ^^;; Just please look it up on my ff.net profile: http://fanfiction.net/profile.php?userid=188649)
Kimi mo - you too / you also