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Summary: Set before Tristan leaves. Rory likes him, but she's holding back.
Song Fic using Monica's "Just Another Girl"
Just Another Girl
She was actually contemplating going to PJ Harvey. She would say that it would be unreasonable to not go see her favorite singer just because he was the one taking her. She would say that PJ Harvey was just so damn awesome. But in the end she would be going because it was him who was taking her. She liked him, but she really meant it when she said she couldn't date him. Not just because of her jealous boyfriend, but because of her fear that she would get her heart broken.
Just another name in your little black book
Just another face in the crowd whose got me shook
I gotta mean a little more to you
Than a space on your list and a thing to do
Another chick shot-gun in yo benz
Another dime piece that you could show all your friends
You can call me crazy, say im insecure
But I dont wanna be, just another girl
She wanted to believe he really liked her, but she reminded herself that ever girl in Chilton had thought that at one point of another, just to find themselves played, and their names crossed off a list. She wanted to believe that she was so special to him that he really truly liked her, but she knew men. They wanted what they couldn't have. Even if they could never date, she'd rather him always want her, then her give in, and she get left alone, and embarrassed.
I gotta know the truth if I am just another
Girl your treating wrong
Another one string along
Is it you and me
It is two or three
She threw her head into the pillow, and decided for the millionth time that she couldn't date Tristan. She couldn't get her heart broken. It would hurt her too much. She closed her eyes, and fell asleep. She would never accept the love she could have had.
Just another name in your little black book
Just another face in the crowd whose got me shook
I gotta mean a little more to you
Than a space in your list and a thing to do
Another chick shot-gun in yo benz
Another dime piece that you could show all your friends
You can call me crazy, say im insecure
But I dont wanna be, just another girl