Captain's Log: hah. Just kidding. Had to throw something in there to get your attention right?
Well, I'm not particularly sure why I decided to start keeping a journal, maybe just to keep track of my thoughts, or maybe I'm secretly worried that if I don't talk to somebody I really will go insane. And do you know what keeps playing over and over in my mind? The fact that I never think about the consequences of my actions. I'll fill you in. Well first of all I'm not really sure why I joined the Preventers, I guess Wufei roped me in on that one. So earlier this afternoon, I'm taken aside, and Une asks me go track down Mr. Heero Yui himself. Sure, I could have said no, but here are two impending questions. First, why would she ask me, of all people? And second, why did I not want to say no? Needlessly to say, I keep asking myself that.
So once again I find myself in a fine mess of things. Really, what business do I have tailing Heero around? Why do these things have to be so confusing? And I demand to know why I'm now enrolled in the same High school as him as well! What is it teenagers do at high school? You're laughing at me now. I know you are. And what if Heero is perfectly content without me barging back into his life again? But to tell you the truth, I sincerely hope that's not the case. So I'm left with one posing question: Why is it I care so much about what Heero thinks of me?
9:13 p.m.
Well, I'm not particularly sure why I decided to start keeping a journal, maybe just to keep track of my thoughts, or maybe I'm secretly worried that if I don't talk to somebody I really will go insane. And do you know what keeps playing over and over in my mind? The fact that I never think about the consequences of my actions. I'll fill you in. Well first of all I'm not really sure why I joined the Preventers, I guess Wufei roped me in on that one. So earlier this afternoon, I'm taken aside, and Une asks me go track down Mr. Heero Yui himself. Sure, I could have said no, but here are two impending questions. First, why would she ask me, of all people? And second, why did I not want to say no? Needlessly to say, I keep asking myself that.
So once again I find myself in a fine mess of things. Really, what business do I have tailing Heero around? Why do these things have to be so confusing? And I demand to know why I'm now enrolled in the same High school as him as well! What is it teenagers do at high school? You're laughing at me now. I know you are. And what if Heero is perfectly content without me barging back into his life again? But to tell you the truth, I sincerely hope that's not the case. So I'm left with one posing question: Why is it I care so much about what Heero thinks of me?
9:13 p.m.