Disclaimer: J.K owns Lily and James, Sirius etc. Hogwarts you will know what is mine and what is hers.

Title: Fate

Summary: Lily and James have hated each other for what seems forever, for numerous reasons. For Instance they both have top grades, and to both of their disgust they are both head boy and girl. But what will happen when they get lost in the Forbidden Forest. Will it only increase their hate or will they learn to cope with each other?

By: The-Girl-Who-Lived

Rating: PG-13

Chapter 6: Back to the school and a sad memory

A/n: Sorry I haven't updated in awhile I just went through a lot and didn't really want to write anymore. If I do stop again you have my permission to said me hate mail. Well I hope I don't stop I forgot how much I loved to write. It took me awhile but I finally figured out what I'll do to my characters.

Lily said, " as much as I would want to stay here with you, we need to get back they are probably freaking out about us."

James said, "Yeah, you have any ideas?"

Lily said, "Yeah I think I got one. Hold on."

James nodded.

Lily said, "There was this spell in a book I checked out in the library I just can't remember the spell. I think it was HiperiDerg no HeririDerg."

She pulled out her wand and said, "Heririderg."

Suddenly a compass appeared in her hand.

James asked, "what's that?"

Lily said," it's a compass muggles use it when they get lost. Now Hogwarts is at (because I am such a freak I am going to get a map and find an empty place in England where the school can be) 10 longitude and 45 latitude. So I need a map as well." She then said a spell to get a map of Hogwarts (wizard one). She sat down at the table and figured out which road they took and that they need south to get to Hogwarts.

Lily said," after a few minutes we need to go south. So let's go outside." She grabbed James arm and the walked out side. Lily used her free arm to use the compass. "We have to walk this way ,"she said.

James smiled at her she turned to look at him and said, "what." With a slight smile on her face.

James said," I just realized you wrote in your dairy that you thought I was charming."

Lily laughed and said, "so."

James said," is it true,, am I charming?" Lily laughed and said sarcastically, "You have your moments."

James laughed and said, "Well we better hurry up."

Lily nodded and they started to walk quicker.

After while James asked," Are you a virgin?"

Lily stopped for a second; James looked at her and asked, "Lily are you okay?"

Lily shook her head and said, "yes."

They kept walking and James didn't mention the question noticing her weakness to the subject.

Lily stopped and turned James to look at her. I never told this to anyone before but."

James asked," what Lily?"

Lily said," I told my mom but she didn't believe me, she said I was a liar." She paused for a second and then looked at James and said," my father raped me when I was 12."

She immediately started to cry and hide her face on James's shoulder. James shocked at her answer wrapped his arms around her and said," Lily why didn't you tell anyone else?"

Lily stopped crying for a second "my mom said that if I told such a lie God would never forgive me."

James squeezed her tightly and said," it's alright you didn't do anything wrong and I won't let anything happen to you."

They just stood there wrapped in each other's arms for a few minutes then Lily stood up and wiped her tears away from her face.

Lily said," we should start heading back."

James looked at her and asked," I don't want to make you cry again but did he do it again?"

Lily answered," no, I met this wizard down at a pub and asked me if I wanted anyone dead in my family and in return he said all I had to do was be his friend. I told him yes and that I wanted him to kill my dad. I gave him the address and the address for where he worked. I didn't think he would actually do it, the next day when I was home alone since my brother was out with some friends at the mall and my sister was spending the night at her friend's house he came over and told me he had done it. I was shocked. He thought it was a look of happiness. He said now all I had to do was be one of his followers, a. deatheater. I said no and that I didn't think he would actually do it. He said if he didn't he would kill my brother. I screamed at him not to, but he did it anyway he said some evil dark spell and made my brother appear right in front of him. And he killed him just like that. Right before he left. Voldemort. He said that he made my dad rape me with a curse, so I would want to retaliate and put in my mind to go to that pub we met at. He wanted me to be his follower since he learned from a contact that I was really smart. I never forgave myself."

James looked at her, and then he remembered Lily had looked strange in the woods after Hagrid had mentioned the name Voldemort. He finally said," Lily it's not your fault. He tried to get you do that."

Lily said," I know but if I hadn't had such a temper it would have never happened."

James said," Lily everyone has weaknesses and he just used yours against now come on we better hurry up."

Lily nodded and they jogged back to the castle, which was in their view.

A/n: I'm sorry I had to leave it at that but I have to get off.