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Title: Fate
Summary: Lily and James have hated each other for what seems forever, for numerous reasons. For Instance they both have top grades, and to both of their disgust they are both head boy and girl. But what will happen when they get lost in the Forbidden Forest. Will it only increase their hate or will they learn to cope with each other?
By: The-Girl-Who-Lived
Rating: PG-13
A/n: It is towards the end of the school year.
Chapter 14: Regrets
^*^*^*^ Flashback^*^*^*^
Lily, James, Mia, Linda, Sirius, Remus and Peter all sat in the common room studying for the Newt tests. Well the rest of them. Today was Thursday. Tomorrow they had Defense against the dark arts and charms. James sat on one of the coaches with Lily's head on his lap while he quizzed her on facts about the dark arts. Mia and Linda sat in the corner of the room charming things. Books surrounded Remus with Peter and Sirius had announced he was done studying and instead was plotting a prank on the Slytherins.
Sirius in need of excitement looked for a prey. He spotted it immediately Lily and James. He had a glint in his eyes as he looked at them thoughtfully. James would kill him but ...oh well. He walked over to the coach where they were. He picked up Lily's legs and put them on his lap and sat extra close to James and threw his arm around him.
He fluttered his eyelashes and said," Hi, Jamesie."
Lily laughed and pulled the book James was carrying away from him to watch what Sirius was doing. James removed Sirius's arm from his shoulders. Sirius put it back.
He said with a hurt expression on his face and said in a girly voice," James how could you do this to me? I gave you the best pleasure a man could want and you throw it all away like it was nothing. You...you broke my heart."
Lily got off of James to join the fun and said," I thought you loved me James and then you go off and sleep with a man."
Sirius laughed and gave Lily a high five and said," let's start a James broke my heart because he is a bi."
Lily said," let's get started."
James groaned and said," what did I do God, what did I do."
Lily laughed at James. James frowned and stood up.
James decided to join the fun and said," But kind lady I saved you from the meanies you owe me your life," he got down on his knees and took her hand," Can you ever forgive me?"
Lily laughed and pulled him up to her height and said," I guess because I owe you my life what would I have down if Sirius had tickled me."
Sirius sighed and said," for a change I thought Lily was cool then she goes running back to the guy."
James ignored him and picked Lily up and sat back down with Lily on his lap.
Sirius said to Lily," you are going to get your heart broken."
^*^*^*^ End of Flashback^*^*^*^
She had no idea then that Sirius had been right. After all it was only a joke at the time. She sighed. The next day she found James kissing Kirsten on her way back to Gryffindor tower. She was cautious this time and wanted to see if it was another one of her tricks but it wasn't. Silent tears fell down her face as she remembered that day.
^*^*^*^Flashback^*^*^*^
Lily trembled as she walked back from the bathroom to the Gryffindor tower. She was pregnant. Her period was a week late and she had just finished throwing up in the bathroom. How would James react? Well she didn't need to have that answered.
When she turned the corner she heard giggling from a room. She didn't want to look but James's messing black hair caught her attention from the corner of her eye. She hid and continued to look.
She heard from Kirsten," What made you change your mind James? Oh I know Lily got to boring for you."
James nodded and they continued. She cried as she ran back to the Gryffindor common room. No she wouldn't cry she thought. She'd ignore James for the rest of the school year. After all there was only two days left.
^*^*^*^End of Flashback^*^*^*^
And that was what had happened. James had obviously wanted to mess around with her heart some more because he had followed her everywhere demanding that she speak with him. She ignored him with Mia and Linda by her side. They broke up with Sirius and Remus for her knowing there would be problems since they were James's best friends. She rubbed her stomach gently causing small ripples to be sent through her body. She was eight month's pregnant and boy did it show.
Linda and Mia still stood by her side. They came to visit everyday. Together they would raise the baby. They would both be the baby's godmothers. Instead of there being a godfather. They already knew that it was a boy. They planned to teach him to be a gentleman, dance and treat women like princesses.
She smiled, no more James Potter and his games just her, Linda, her son and Mia. No James Potter. Good.
^*^*^*^ At James's place^*^*^*^
Sirius looked at his best friend Prongs. He was heartbroken. Instead of slowly healing day-by-day he got worse mumbling about how much he wanted Lily back. About how Lily would do something better than the way Remus or Sirius did it. He cried every day. When Sirius had gotten him to calm down he would start back up again when he'd see a flower or be reminded of anything having to do with Lily.
Sirius wasn't to heart broken about Mia and same with Remus. He rubbed James's back as he mumbled," what did I do? Did I hurt her? Does she still love me?"
He sighed and said," you didn't do anything. She was the one at fault. You're a great person and she didn't appreciate it."
He went through the same thing everyday. Eventually he would calm down then he'd get started back up again. Then it was Remus's turn to comfort him and eventually they would give him a sleeping potion. There was no difference from him and a lost puppy.
His jumped up when he heard a knock from the door. He hoped it wasn't an angry neighbor again complaining about the shrieks coming from James. Happy for someone to talk to other than a depressed James he opened the door.
He took a step back when he saw Linda standing there. He just stared. What was she doing here? She would give James false hope and send him into a greater depression.
Seeing he wasn't going to say anything she started," Don't tell Lily I was the one to tell you but... what's that horrible noise."
"James," Sirius replied simply," he's been crying ever since well if you can say it Lily broke up with him."
Linda tutted and said sarcastically," I wonder why?"
Catching the sarcasm Sirius asked," What is that supposed to mean James never did anything. Lily is an ungrateful bitch. I've never seen James so hung up about a girl before."
Linda got angry and shouted," Don't you dare call her a bitch. James was the one who cheated on her," his mouth dropped and Linda continued thinking it was shock that she had known," yes she knows she saw him making out with the Kirsten whore after she found out she was pregnant with his fucking child."
Sirius was shocked, James had never ever made out with Kirsten anytime during the end of the year. And did he here her right? Lily was what pregnant. She'd have to be around eight months pregnant now. Yeah that's right it was February.
Sirius got knocked out of his thoughts as James came into the room. It was James's turn to do the yelling.
James said," I never touched Kirsten after we got back together. I don't know what you are talking about. Lily's... pregnant," he started crying again and slumped to the floor. "Lily needs me and I failed her." He started crying again.
Linda shouted," What the fuck are you talking about. She saw you James no use lying about it."
Sirius managed to calm down and said," There obviously is some sort of a misunderstanding. Because you seem to pissed to be lying about this and James has been crying for months about Lily. So Linda what exactly happened? What did Lily tell you?"
Seeing no point to yell Linda said recounting the events two days before the end of the school year," Well Lily told me that was realized she was pregnant in the bathroom two days before the end of the school year. She was throwing up and she then realized she hadn't had her period in awhile. While walking back to the common room she heard sounds coming from an empty classroom. She was just going to walk past when she saw James's messy black hair and Kirsten. She wanted to see if it was another one of Kirsten's tricks so she watched. But then she heard Kirsten say something like 'what made you change your mind? Oh I know it must have been Lily she got too boring for you.' Then she saw James nod and ran off crying convinced. She decided not to cry about it that James wasn't worth it and vowed to go through the rest of the year ignoring him. Mia and I stood by her after what we found out. Ever since Mia and me have been taking care of Lily. I decided James had a right to know so I came here to tell you."
James said shocked," I never did that. I never made out with Kirsten. I swear. I love Lily to much to do that. I'd never."
Sirius said," James isn't lying I remember that day. I was in the common room when Lily came in. She looked all pissed off and her cheeks were red. She went upstairs to her room. I figured it was P.M.S. James was playing a prank on the Slytherins and he did do it because well the Slytherins were really pissed off with him and he got death threats in the mail the next day about it."
Linda said shocked," You're telling the truth aren't you?" they nodded so she said," we have to go talk to Lily. I want to know what happened. She wouldn't lie about something like this she was heartbroken after she saw you. She still cries whenever she hears your name James."
James said slightly happy," she does? So she still loves me."
Linda nodded and said," come on hopefully we'll catch Lily in a good mood."
They nodded and followed her to the fireplace.
She said," she lives at Godric Hollow. She got it for a very good deal."
They nodded as Linda grabbed some floo powder and stepped into the fireplace and shouted," Godric Hollow."
James followed than he went.
^*^*^*^Lily P.O.V^*^*^*^
Lily smiled when she saw Linda come out of the fireplace. She was lying on the couch with a book in her hand about raising a baby as a single mother.
Lily greeted her," hello."
Linda said," Lily promise me you won't freak out because..."
Linda was cut off as James came out of the fireplace.
Lily said," don't tell me you brought him here. You promised you wouldn't tell him."
^*^*^*^James's P.O.V^*^*^*^
He cringed as she referred to him as something awful and horrible like she'd rather see Voldemort in her fireplace rather than him. Remembering Sirius was coming he moved forward.
Lily shouted," Get out of my house you have no right to be here."
James felt horrible her not speaking to him was better than this. Talking to him like he was nothing and he hadn't done anything.
Sirius then fell out of the fireplace right behind him.
Lily groaned and rubbed her forehead," I feel like I've died and gone to hell."
Linda said," Lily we need to talk about something. James said he never made out with Kirsten that day."
Lily said," and how did you run into him?"
Linda sighed and said," Lily calm down it's not good for the baby."
Linda went over to her and sat on the coffee table in front of Lily.
Lily said," he's fine."
James felt like he was going to jump. He was going to have a son he always wanted to be a father. But he still wanted Lily.
James said," Lily I never kissed Kirsten after we got back together. I swear it. I've been heart broken ever since you started ignoring me. You can even ask Sirius."
Sirius agreed," Lily he loves you he's been crying every single day about you. I wouldn't lie about this Lily after how long you knew me do you think I'd lie about this?"
Lily just stared at Sirius as if searching him to see if he was lying.
Lily finally said," no you wouldn't."
James felt like he could fly. But instead he went over to Lily and sat in front of her. He took her hand in is feeling a warm sensation swarm into him as he did so.
Lily asked," what happened that day?"
James looked at her and answered," I don't know but it wasn't me you saw. Do you think it could have been someone else you saw?"
Lily said," well maybe. It could've been someone using a polyjuice potion or something like that. But I don't know who'd want to. I mean it definitely wasn't Kirsten pretending to be you she could've paid someone. Did she come onto you sometime later."
James thought for a moment then spoke," yeah she did but it wasn't the same. She seemed hurt when I told her to go away she said something like but what about earlier? Was it all a lie? I think it was someone else trying to break us apart."
Mia came forward with a smile on her face and said," pretty bright aren't you James. Figured out my plan."
Lily asked," Where'd you come from? What do you mean you're plan?"
Mia smiled and explained," I knew you were pregnant Lily the dark lord always has his ways he told me to make sure James was finished off. I figured murder would be to hard under Dumbledore's nose and then afterwards he would be under more protection. My lord was very pleased when I came up with the plan of James committing suicide all I had to do was come up with something to make you break up with him. Quite simple really all I needed was some Polyjuice Potion and Kirsten. She actually thought it was him."
Lily asked shocked," why? You were the one kissing her?"
Mia shrugged," yeah. I obey my lord."
Sirius took out his wand and muttered a spell that threw her against the wall. He walked towards her and said," you bitch."
Lily said," Sirius don't kill her she's not worth it. We can take her to Dumbledore."
Sirius nodded and stunned Mia. Then walked over to Lily, James and Linda.
James said to Lily," I hear we're having a son," as he rubbed her stomach gently.
Lily said smiling," I've felt like we're having a son," as she looked at her stomach with James's hand on it.
Sirius started to cry and engulfed both of them in a hug.
Sirius said," I'm so happy you guys made up."
A/n: next chapter to come!!
Title: Fate
Summary: Lily and James have hated each other for what seems forever, for numerous reasons. For Instance they both have top grades, and to both of their disgust they are both head boy and girl. But what will happen when they get lost in the Forbidden Forest. Will it only increase their hate or will they learn to cope with each other?
By: The-Girl-Who-Lived
Rating: PG-13
A/n: It is towards the end of the school year.
Chapter 14: Regrets
^*^*^*^ Flashback^*^*^*^
Lily, James, Mia, Linda, Sirius, Remus and Peter all sat in the common room studying for the Newt tests. Well the rest of them. Today was Thursday. Tomorrow they had Defense against the dark arts and charms. James sat on one of the coaches with Lily's head on his lap while he quizzed her on facts about the dark arts. Mia and Linda sat in the corner of the room charming things. Books surrounded Remus with Peter and Sirius had announced he was done studying and instead was plotting a prank on the Slytherins.
Sirius in need of excitement looked for a prey. He spotted it immediately Lily and James. He had a glint in his eyes as he looked at them thoughtfully. James would kill him but ...oh well. He walked over to the coach where they were. He picked up Lily's legs and put them on his lap and sat extra close to James and threw his arm around him.
He fluttered his eyelashes and said," Hi, Jamesie."
Lily laughed and pulled the book James was carrying away from him to watch what Sirius was doing. James removed Sirius's arm from his shoulders. Sirius put it back.
He said with a hurt expression on his face and said in a girly voice," James how could you do this to me? I gave you the best pleasure a man could want and you throw it all away like it was nothing. You...you broke my heart."
Lily got off of James to join the fun and said," I thought you loved me James and then you go off and sleep with a man."
Sirius laughed and gave Lily a high five and said," let's start a James broke my heart because he is a bi."
Lily said," let's get started."
James groaned and said," what did I do God, what did I do."
Lily laughed at James. James frowned and stood up.
James decided to join the fun and said," But kind lady I saved you from the meanies you owe me your life," he got down on his knees and took her hand," Can you ever forgive me?"
Lily laughed and pulled him up to her height and said," I guess because I owe you my life what would I have down if Sirius had tickled me."
Sirius sighed and said," for a change I thought Lily was cool then she goes running back to the guy."
James ignored him and picked Lily up and sat back down with Lily on his lap.
Sirius said to Lily," you are going to get your heart broken."
^*^*^*^ End of Flashback^*^*^*^
She had no idea then that Sirius had been right. After all it was only a joke at the time. She sighed. The next day she found James kissing Kirsten on her way back to Gryffindor tower. She was cautious this time and wanted to see if it was another one of her tricks but it wasn't. Silent tears fell down her face as she remembered that day.
^*^*^*^Flashback^*^*^*^
Lily trembled as she walked back from the bathroom to the Gryffindor tower. She was pregnant. Her period was a week late and she had just finished throwing up in the bathroom. How would James react? Well she didn't need to have that answered.
When she turned the corner she heard giggling from a room. She didn't want to look but James's messing black hair caught her attention from the corner of her eye. She hid and continued to look.
She heard from Kirsten," What made you change your mind James? Oh I know Lily got to boring for you."
James nodded and they continued. She cried as she ran back to the Gryffindor common room. No she wouldn't cry she thought. She'd ignore James for the rest of the school year. After all there was only two days left.
^*^*^*^End of Flashback^*^*^*^
And that was what had happened. James had obviously wanted to mess around with her heart some more because he had followed her everywhere demanding that she speak with him. She ignored him with Mia and Linda by her side. They broke up with Sirius and Remus for her knowing there would be problems since they were James's best friends. She rubbed her stomach gently causing small ripples to be sent through her body. She was eight month's pregnant and boy did it show.
Linda and Mia still stood by her side. They came to visit everyday. Together they would raise the baby. They would both be the baby's godmothers. Instead of there being a godfather. They already knew that it was a boy. They planned to teach him to be a gentleman, dance and treat women like princesses.
She smiled, no more James Potter and his games just her, Linda, her son and Mia. No James Potter. Good.
^*^*^*^ At James's place^*^*^*^
Sirius looked at his best friend Prongs. He was heartbroken. Instead of slowly healing day-by-day he got worse mumbling about how much he wanted Lily back. About how Lily would do something better than the way Remus or Sirius did it. He cried every day. When Sirius had gotten him to calm down he would start back up again when he'd see a flower or be reminded of anything having to do with Lily.
Sirius wasn't to heart broken about Mia and same with Remus. He rubbed James's back as he mumbled," what did I do? Did I hurt her? Does she still love me?"
He sighed and said," you didn't do anything. She was the one at fault. You're a great person and she didn't appreciate it."
He went through the same thing everyday. Eventually he would calm down then he'd get started back up again. Then it was Remus's turn to comfort him and eventually they would give him a sleeping potion. There was no difference from him and a lost puppy.
His jumped up when he heard a knock from the door. He hoped it wasn't an angry neighbor again complaining about the shrieks coming from James. Happy for someone to talk to other than a depressed James he opened the door.
He took a step back when he saw Linda standing there. He just stared. What was she doing here? She would give James false hope and send him into a greater depression.
Seeing he wasn't going to say anything she started," Don't tell Lily I was the one to tell you but... what's that horrible noise."
"James," Sirius replied simply," he's been crying ever since well if you can say it Lily broke up with him."
Linda tutted and said sarcastically," I wonder why?"
Catching the sarcasm Sirius asked," What is that supposed to mean James never did anything. Lily is an ungrateful bitch. I've never seen James so hung up about a girl before."
Linda got angry and shouted," Don't you dare call her a bitch. James was the one who cheated on her," his mouth dropped and Linda continued thinking it was shock that she had known," yes she knows she saw him making out with the Kirsten whore after she found out she was pregnant with his fucking child."
Sirius was shocked, James had never ever made out with Kirsten anytime during the end of the year. And did he here her right? Lily was what pregnant. She'd have to be around eight months pregnant now. Yeah that's right it was February.
Sirius got knocked out of his thoughts as James came into the room. It was James's turn to do the yelling.
James said," I never touched Kirsten after we got back together. I don't know what you are talking about. Lily's... pregnant," he started crying again and slumped to the floor. "Lily needs me and I failed her." He started crying again.
Linda shouted," What the fuck are you talking about. She saw you James no use lying about it."
Sirius managed to calm down and said," There obviously is some sort of a misunderstanding. Because you seem to pissed to be lying about this and James has been crying for months about Lily. So Linda what exactly happened? What did Lily tell you?"
Seeing no point to yell Linda said recounting the events two days before the end of the school year," Well Lily told me that was realized she was pregnant in the bathroom two days before the end of the school year. She was throwing up and she then realized she hadn't had her period in awhile. While walking back to the common room she heard sounds coming from an empty classroom. She was just going to walk past when she saw James's messy black hair and Kirsten. She wanted to see if it was another one of Kirsten's tricks so she watched. But then she heard Kirsten say something like 'what made you change your mind? Oh I know it must have been Lily she got too boring for you.' Then she saw James nod and ran off crying convinced. She decided not to cry about it that James wasn't worth it and vowed to go through the rest of the year ignoring him. Mia and I stood by her after what we found out. Ever since Mia and me have been taking care of Lily. I decided James had a right to know so I came here to tell you."
James said shocked," I never did that. I never made out with Kirsten. I swear. I love Lily to much to do that. I'd never."
Sirius said," James isn't lying I remember that day. I was in the common room when Lily came in. She looked all pissed off and her cheeks were red. She went upstairs to her room. I figured it was P.M.S. James was playing a prank on the Slytherins and he did do it because well the Slytherins were really pissed off with him and he got death threats in the mail the next day about it."
Linda said shocked," You're telling the truth aren't you?" they nodded so she said," we have to go talk to Lily. I want to know what happened. She wouldn't lie about something like this she was heartbroken after she saw you. She still cries whenever she hears your name James."
James said slightly happy," she does? So she still loves me."
Linda nodded and said," come on hopefully we'll catch Lily in a good mood."
They nodded and followed her to the fireplace.
She said," she lives at Godric Hollow. She got it for a very good deal."
They nodded as Linda grabbed some floo powder and stepped into the fireplace and shouted," Godric Hollow."
James followed than he went.
^*^*^*^Lily P.O.V^*^*^*^
Lily smiled when she saw Linda come out of the fireplace. She was lying on the couch with a book in her hand about raising a baby as a single mother.
Lily greeted her," hello."
Linda said," Lily promise me you won't freak out because..."
Linda was cut off as James came out of the fireplace.
Lily said," don't tell me you brought him here. You promised you wouldn't tell him."
^*^*^*^James's P.O.V^*^*^*^
He cringed as she referred to him as something awful and horrible like she'd rather see Voldemort in her fireplace rather than him. Remembering Sirius was coming he moved forward.
Lily shouted," Get out of my house you have no right to be here."
James felt horrible her not speaking to him was better than this. Talking to him like he was nothing and he hadn't done anything.
Sirius then fell out of the fireplace right behind him.
Lily groaned and rubbed her forehead," I feel like I've died and gone to hell."
Linda said," Lily we need to talk about something. James said he never made out with Kirsten that day."
Lily said," and how did you run into him?"
Linda sighed and said," Lily calm down it's not good for the baby."
Linda went over to her and sat on the coffee table in front of Lily.
Lily said," he's fine."
James felt like he was going to jump. He was going to have a son he always wanted to be a father. But he still wanted Lily.
James said," Lily I never kissed Kirsten after we got back together. I swear it. I've been heart broken ever since you started ignoring me. You can even ask Sirius."
Sirius agreed," Lily he loves you he's been crying every single day about you. I wouldn't lie about this Lily after how long you knew me do you think I'd lie about this?"
Lily just stared at Sirius as if searching him to see if he was lying.
Lily finally said," no you wouldn't."
James felt like he could fly. But instead he went over to Lily and sat in front of her. He took her hand in is feeling a warm sensation swarm into him as he did so.
Lily asked," what happened that day?"
James looked at her and answered," I don't know but it wasn't me you saw. Do you think it could have been someone else you saw?"
Lily said," well maybe. It could've been someone using a polyjuice potion or something like that. But I don't know who'd want to. I mean it definitely wasn't Kirsten pretending to be you she could've paid someone. Did she come onto you sometime later."
James thought for a moment then spoke," yeah she did but it wasn't the same. She seemed hurt when I told her to go away she said something like but what about earlier? Was it all a lie? I think it was someone else trying to break us apart."
Mia came forward with a smile on her face and said," pretty bright aren't you James. Figured out my plan."
Lily asked," Where'd you come from? What do you mean you're plan?"
Mia smiled and explained," I knew you were pregnant Lily the dark lord always has his ways he told me to make sure James was finished off. I figured murder would be to hard under Dumbledore's nose and then afterwards he would be under more protection. My lord was very pleased when I came up with the plan of James committing suicide all I had to do was come up with something to make you break up with him. Quite simple really all I needed was some Polyjuice Potion and Kirsten. She actually thought it was him."
Lily asked shocked," why? You were the one kissing her?"
Mia shrugged," yeah. I obey my lord."
Sirius took out his wand and muttered a spell that threw her against the wall. He walked towards her and said," you bitch."
Lily said," Sirius don't kill her she's not worth it. We can take her to Dumbledore."
Sirius nodded and stunned Mia. Then walked over to Lily, James and Linda.
James said to Lily," I hear we're having a son," as he rubbed her stomach gently.
Lily said smiling," I've felt like we're having a son," as she looked at her stomach with James's hand on it.
Sirius started to cry and engulfed both of them in a hug.
Sirius said," I'm so happy you guys made up."
A/n: next chapter to come!!