Christmas Wishes
By Jammie-Bro
Chapter 3
Author's Notes: Hi-ee!!!! Me again. I love the Crimbo holidays!!!! Me and My family are going to see "Lord of the rings: The two towers" later on today. I'm so excited!!!!^-^
Believe it or not, I wrote this chapter well before the second. I decided to put myself in Sora's position (kinda) and sat out on my windowsill, listening to the "tearjerkers" album while I wrote most of this chapter. I'll tell you what, It isnt half cold out there!!!
This chapter has a heavy songfic element, soz, that's my style. I'm really sorry, at the moment it's a really dark and depressing fic, but I swear there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if there is some violence before that. I'm going to shut up now before i give away the whole plot!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon, Tai or Sora, R.Kelly's song "If i could turn back the hands of time" or the S club 7 song "Never had a dream come true."
Tai walked qiuckly out of the apartment. It would be too painful to stay there another moment. Sora turned to Biyomon, confusion and worry written across her face.
"biyo, what happened to me?"
Her pink companion sighed.
"Tai saved you. You were hit in the face with a football, and knocked out. Tai carried you back here, and you've had concussion for the last hour."
"What did I do to upset him, and make him leave?" Sora asked, although she already knew the answer.
Biyomon sighed, near to silence this time, and bowed her head, almost in grievance.
"You broke his heart, two years ago."
Sora couldn't concentrate on anything properly for the rest of the day. She tried watching television, but found that she was looking beyond the television and thinking sad thoughts, oblivious to what was being shown on the screen. She tried to cheer herself up by doing some typing on her laptop, but her fingers refused to obey her and she ended up missing the keys and hitting the spaces inbetween. It was like she was grieving, grieving not because someone had died, but the hope of her situation turning out for the better had died. The path she had taken two years ago had undoubtably been the wrong one. She had denied it before. Now it was as clear as day, and she realised that the truth had stared her in the face all along. She had always been in love with Tai. She had never seen it. But if she had, she would never had of ended up going out with Matt, and never of had been in all this pain now. She wanted to kick herself so hard that she bled, bang her head against brick walls, scream and shout until her lungs rasped dry. Her mother would not be back 'till late, she was going out for a meal with work colleuges and close friends after work. Which was just as well. Sora didnt feel like talking. After a while, she willed herself to get up. It was already dark.
Sora walked out onto the balcony. Tai walked out onto his balcony at the same time, two floors above. Both were oblivous to one another. Tai sighed, and ran a hand through his chocolate hair. He was still unsettled about Sora. He was so nasty to her earlier that day. He felt really bad. She had broken his heart, but he was too naieve to realise that he loved her before that day two years ago. He sang quietly into the december night. If he had only realised sooner...
How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song someday
And now i'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since u, walked thru the door...
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, you'd still be mine
Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed
In the wink of an eye
why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day i breathe
Please come back to me
And if I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, you'd still be mine
And you had enough love for the both of us
but i did u wrong, i admit i did
But now i'm facing the rest of my life alone
Wooah
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, still be mine
Oh, id never hurt you , never do you wrong,
and never leave your side
Turn back the hands of time
If I
could just turn back that little clock on the wall
then I come to realise how much I....
Love you, love you, love you, love you.......
The air was was freezing cold, and made her breath rise in little clouds and then dissapear into the dark night. The sky was an indescribeable colour, a kind of dark red-come-mauve colour, almost back. A million twinkling stars shone happily,
almost inviting her to them. Usually she would laugh at her insanity, for before she wished upon a star she would always talk to the sky.
"You look so happy tonight, stars." She whispered into the night. "I would wish I was as happy as you, but that would only be in vain." She sighed heavily. "What I really wish , and what I have been wishing for so long, is that this situation would end, and that Matt and Tai would understand." The stars carried on twinkling as merrily as they had before, like they had not heard her plea. Sora muttered curses to herself for being so naieve and stupid, wishing upon stars wouldnt help matters. She kicked the bars of the balcony in anger. How could everything be so happy and oblivious to her pain?
The brightest moon she had ever seen cast a silvery white light over all the town, the buildings and the sea. It made it look like it had snowed. Sora wished it would snow, and bury her from the harsh world. Ominous dark clouds were present on the horison, but they would hardly do much. Her doubts and fears consumed her, her sadness stabbing her from inside. She longed for her prince to hold her, but he never would. She had thrown him away, broke his heart, and would never be there again. She began to weep softy, and sing herself into dispair.
Everyboy's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now, or might have been
All this I know but still I cant find ways to let you go...
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be, with you.....
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sence of time
Until my road can never be
'Coz yesterday is all that fills my mind
Ther's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now, or might have been
All this I know but sitill I cant find ways to let you go;
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be,
You'll always be the dream that fills my head,
yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back, or wondering
because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no!
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (never found, the words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each day)
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be, a part of me will always be, with you.......you.......
She trailed off and began to cry again. How could she have been so cruel? Her fingers grew numb. She balled them into fists to keep them warm, although she wanted to freeze right there, let her troubles fade away as she embraced death. But all she ended up doing was raising her balled fists to her face to muffle her weeping.
For a while afterwards, Tai just gazed out into oblivion, thinking stupid things over in his head. He was trying to avoid the big situation that was troubling him, so he absent-mindedly looked around for something to observe. Then he saw her. He was secretly amazed he hadn't spotted her before. There was Sora, sitting on her balcony, looking depressed. He watched her through the bars of the balcony on the floor between them, and to tai it looked as if she was encaged in her sorrow. The sorrow Matt caused, he thought angrily. As sora cried again, he fought to hold back tears of his own. he hated to see her suffer like this. He wanted desperately to hold her, but the fear of being pushed away again , breaking his heart again, still rampaged his mind and ceased him from moving.
Sora cried herself to a disturbed sleep. Tai sat and watched in agony.
He could take it no longer. The temperature was dropping. He climbed down onto her balcony and squatted down at her sleeping state. She was hardly breathing. Tai quickly and easily picked her up, and took her into the house. Her body was icy cold.
He entered the house and gently placed down the half-frozen sleeping girl on the sofa. Grabbing the duvet that she had used only earlier that day, he switched on the kettle to warm some water for a hot water bottle. As he lay the quilt over her, he glanced at her face. although it was still pale and painted with sorrow, there seemed to be a tiny, almost invisible grain of hope there, buried deep. Tai raised a hand to her face and touched her cheek with the back of his hand. It was still cold. He wanted so badly to lean over and kiss her, but she had broken his heart, shattered it into thousands of tiny peices when she chose Matt. She still belonged to that idiot, as well. But he knew in his heart that out of the two, he loved her far more than Matt the Rock-star. But she obviusly prefered the latter. He quickly scribbled something down on a peice of paper, trying desperately to disguise his tell-tale handwriting. He lay it on the coffee table beside the sofa. She couldnt see him here again, so he headed towards the balcony to make his exit.
Authors' Notes: OH MY GOD!!!!! *starts jumping around like a derranged looney* THE TWO TOWERS IS SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING!!!!!!!
Do not read below if you dont want spoilers!!!!!!!
* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *
he battle sequence, although it is half an hour long, is excellent, and it's really funny too!!! (well,it's the dwarf that is funny, but never mind ) OH! and Legolas is SOOO fit, and brave, and downright cool...... He must have killed at least 100 Orcs in the battle sequence, if not more, Oh, and the Aragorn chappie is cool as well, and the guy from the 1st movie, the one that came from the lady of the lake's realm, (where legolas comes from) came with all the elves and helped all the men fight, and defeat the Orc thingys, but in the end he got killed, it was so sad.... OOPS. Forget I said that. But guess what!!!! Gandalf is back!!! And he's really powerful!!! Take that, Saruman!!!!! Nya nya!!!!!
(seriosly, you should have seen his face when the giant trees flooded Isenguard, the big tower where he hangs out, with all the lava + stuff, all the fires were put out and all the orcs and servant things were masacred. It was sooo funny!...... In a demented sorta way.)
I suddenly have the insperation to go and draw some Lord of the Rings stuff..... I've already done a picture of Gandalf.... BUT NEVER FEAR!!! The depression and darkness of this fiic will end!!!! The evil will defeated!!! Taiora will triumph!!! And I will be rid of the couragous speeches, Lord of the rings obsessions, pointless rambling and hyperness, all before 2003!!!
(well, Maybe not the last two, but we can only hope.) Happy holidays!!!!
By Jammie-Bro
Chapter 3
Author's Notes: Hi-ee!!!! Me again. I love the Crimbo holidays!!!! Me and My family are going to see "Lord of the rings: The two towers" later on today. I'm so excited!!!!^-^
Believe it or not, I wrote this chapter well before the second. I decided to put myself in Sora's position (kinda) and sat out on my windowsill, listening to the "tearjerkers" album while I wrote most of this chapter. I'll tell you what, It isnt half cold out there!!!
This chapter has a heavy songfic element, soz, that's my style. I'm really sorry, at the moment it's a really dark and depressing fic, but I swear there is light at the end of the tunnel, even if there is some violence before that. I'm going to shut up now before i give away the whole plot!!!
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon, Tai or Sora, R.Kelly's song "If i could turn back the hands of time" or the S club 7 song "Never had a dream come true."
Tai walked qiuckly out of the apartment. It would be too painful to stay there another moment. Sora turned to Biyomon, confusion and worry written across her face.
"biyo, what happened to me?"
Her pink companion sighed.
"Tai saved you. You were hit in the face with a football, and knocked out. Tai carried you back here, and you've had concussion for the last hour."
"What did I do to upset him, and make him leave?" Sora asked, although she already knew the answer.
Biyomon sighed, near to silence this time, and bowed her head, almost in grievance.
"You broke his heart, two years ago."
Sora couldn't concentrate on anything properly for the rest of the day. She tried watching television, but found that she was looking beyond the television and thinking sad thoughts, oblivious to what was being shown on the screen. She tried to cheer herself up by doing some typing on her laptop, but her fingers refused to obey her and she ended up missing the keys and hitting the spaces inbetween. It was like she was grieving, grieving not because someone had died, but the hope of her situation turning out for the better had died. The path she had taken two years ago had undoubtably been the wrong one. She had denied it before. Now it was as clear as day, and she realised that the truth had stared her in the face all along. She had always been in love with Tai. She had never seen it. But if she had, she would never had of ended up going out with Matt, and never of had been in all this pain now. She wanted to kick herself so hard that she bled, bang her head against brick walls, scream and shout until her lungs rasped dry. Her mother would not be back 'till late, she was going out for a meal with work colleuges and close friends after work. Which was just as well. Sora didnt feel like talking. After a while, she willed herself to get up. It was already dark.
Sora walked out onto the balcony. Tai walked out onto his balcony at the same time, two floors above. Both were oblivous to one another. Tai sighed, and ran a hand through his chocolate hair. He was still unsettled about Sora. He was so nasty to her earlier that day. He felt really bad. She had broken his heart, but he was too naieve to realise that he loved her before that day two years ago. He sang quietly into the december night. If he had only realised sooner...
How did I ever let you slip away
Never knowing I'd be singing this song someday
And now i'm sinking, sinking to rise no more
Ever since u, walked thru the door...
If I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, you'd still be mine
Funny, funny how time goes by
And blessings are missed
In the wink of an eye
why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering
When every day i breathe
Please come back to me
And if I could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, you'd still be mine
And you had enough love for the both of us
but i did u wrong, i admit i did
But now i'm facing the rest of my life alone
Wooah
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then my darling you, you would be mine
If i could turn, turn back the hands of time
Then darling you, still be mine
Oh, id never hurt you , never do you wrong,
and never leave your side
Turn back the hands of time
If I
could just turn back that little clock on the wall
then I come to realise how much I....
Love you, love you, love you, love you.......
The air was was freezing cold, and made her breath rise in little clouds and then dissapear into the dark night. The sky was an indescribeable colour, a kind of dark red-come-mauve colour, almost back. A million twinkling stars shone happily,
almost inviting her to them. Usually she would laugh at her insanity, for before she wished upon a star she would always talk to the sky.
"You look so happy tonight, stars." She whispered into the night. "I would wish I was as happy as you, but that would only be in vain." She sighed heavily. "What I really wish , and what I have been wishing for so long, is that this situation would end, and that Matt and Tai would understand." The stars carried on twinkling as merrily as they had before, like they had not heard her plea. Sora muttered curses to herself for being so naieve and stupid, wishing upon stars wouldnt help matters. She kicked the bars of the balcony in anger. How could everything be so happy and oblivious to her pain?
The brightest moon she had ever seen cast a silvery white light over all the town, the buildings and the sea. It made it look like it had snowed. Sora wished it would snow, and bury her from the harsh world. Ominous dark clouds were present on the horison, but they would hardly do much. Her doubts and fears consumed her, her sadness stabbing her from inside. She longed for her prince to hold her, but he never would. She had thrown him away, broke his heart, and would never be there again. She began to weep softy, and sing herself into dispair.
Everyboy's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now, or might have been
All this I know but still I cant find ways to let you go...
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be, with you.....
Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sence of time
Until my road can never be
'Coz yesterday is all that fills my mind
Ther's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now, or might have been
All this I know but sitill I cant find ways to let you go;
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be,
You'll always be the dream that fills my head,
yes you will, say you will, you know you will, oh baby
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back, or wondering
because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no!
I never had a dream come true
'Till the day that i found you
even though I pretend that i've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (never found, the words to say)
You're the one I think about each day (each day)
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be, a part of me will always be, with you.......you.......
She trailed off and began to cry again. How could she have been so cruel? Her fingers grew numb. She balled them into fists to keep them warm, although she wanted to freeze right there, let her troubles fade away as she embraced death. But all she ended up doing was raising her balled fists to her face to muffle her weeping.
For a while afterwards, Tai just gazed out into oblivion, thinking stupid things over in his head. He was trying to avoid the big situation that was troubling him, so he absent-mindedly looked around for something to observe. Then he saw her. He was secretly amazed he hadn't spotted her before. There was Sora, sitting on her balcony, looking depressed. He watched her through the bars of the balcony on the floor between them, and to tai it looked as if she was encaged in her sorrow. The sorrow Matt caused, he thought angrily. As sora cried again, he fought to hold back tears of his own. he hated to see her suffer like this. He wanted desperately to hold her, but the fear of being pushed away again , breaking his heart again, still rampaged his mind and ceased him from moving.
Sora cried herself to a disturbed sleep. Tai sat and watched in agony.
He could take it no longer. The temperature was dropping. He climbed down onto her balcony and squatted down at her sleeping state. She was hardly breathing. Tai quickly and easily picked her up, and took her into the house. Her body was icy cold.
He entered the house and gently placed down the half-frozen sleeping girl on the sofa. Grabbing the duvet that she had used only earlier that day, he switched on the kettle to warm some water for a hot water bottle. As he lay the quilt over her, he glanced at her face. although it was still pale and painted with sorrow, there seemed to be a tiny, almost invisible grain of hope there, buried deep. Tai raised a hand to her face and touched her cheek with the back of his hand. It was still cold. He wanted so badly to lean over and kiss her, but she had broken his heart, shattered it into thousands of tiny peices when she chose Matt. She still belonged to that idiot, as well. But he knew in his heart that out of the two, he loved her far more than Matt the Rock-star. But she obviusly prefered the latter. He quickly scribbled something down on a peice of paper, trying desperately to disguise his tell-tale handwriting. He lay it on the coffee table beside the sofa. She couldnt see him here again, so he headed towards the balcony to make his exit.
Authors' Notes: OH MY GOD!!!!! *starts jumping around like a derranged looney* THE TWO TOWERS IS SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING!!!!!!!
Do not read below if you dont want spoilers!!!!!!!
* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *
he battle sequence, although it is half an hour long, is excellent, and it's really funny too!!! (well,it's the dwarf that is funny, but never mind ) OH! and Legolas is SOOO fit, and brave, and downright cool...... He must have killed at least 100 Orcs in the battle sequence, if not more, Oh, and the Aragorn chappie is cool as well, and the guy from the 1st movie, the one that came from the lady of the lake's realm, (where legolas comes from) came with all the elves and helped all the men fight, and defeat the Orc thingys, but in the end he got killed, it was so sad.... OOPS. Forget I said that. But guess what!!!! Gandalf is back!!! And he's really powerful!!! Take that, Saruman!!!!! Nya nya!!!!!
(seriosly, you should have seen his face when the giant trees flooded Isenguard, the big tower where he hangs out, with all the lava + stuff, all the fires were put out and all the orcs and servant things were masacred. It was sooo funny!...... In a demented sorta way.)
I suddenly have the insperation to go and draw some Lord of the Rings stuff..... I've already done a picture of Gandalf.... BUT NEVER FEAR!!! The depression and darkness of this fiic will end!!!! The evil will defeated!!! Taiora will triumph!!! And I will be rid of the couragous speeches, Lord of the rings obsessions, pointless rambling and hyperness, all before 2003!!!
(well, Maybe not the last two, but we can only hope.) Happy holidays!!!!