A/N: I told you I might write another chappie! ^_^ I hope you like it, it should be longer then the other chapters.. And this chapter is all about Harry.....

Disclaimer: I own known of the characters. (the song ain't mine either)

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Chapter Twelve

Harry sat down by the lake, his first relationship had only lasted about a day or two, and that wasn't how he wanted his first relationship to turn out. He sighed and laid back, looking up at the clouds that were passing by. He sighed once more, closed his eyes, and fell into a soft sleep.

Would have given up my life for you

Guess it's true what they say about love

It's blind

Girl, you lied straight to my face

Looking in my eyes

And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life

And all you had to do

Was apologize

Harry's thoughts went to the beautiful face of Hermione. She had broken his heart and didn't even care. She had hurt him when she left for Draco. Harry would have given up his whole life just for her, but she left him and that was it. She also lied to him when she said she loved him. She said it right to his face, and yet Harry couldn't see past her beautiful face to the lies she hid inside.

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me, again

Harry made a pack right there, that he wouldn't let any one love him again, and that he wouldn't love any one either. Sure she said she was sorry, but Harry knew it was a lie, just like all of her other lies. A tear fell down Harry's soft cheek. He didn't understand, how could anyone do that to him?

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line

Helpless watched you break this heart of mine

And loneliness only wants you back here with me

Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me

And all you had to do

Was apologize, and mean it

Harry was down right sad and lonely. Even though his loneliness was telling him to go back to her, he stayed put, not able to move. It was only his common sense that helped him stay put. She just had to say she was sorry and mean it for Harry to go back to her.

But you didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

Hary slowly walked to the Great Hall where he met up with Ron. He spotted Draco and Hermione walk into the Great Hall and he turned away with a sad yet evil glare in his eye. Harry knew that his heart would stay this way forever, he would never be able to leave this feeling. Ron glared at him in a confused way, but desided not to ask. Hermione walked over to them.

"Hey Ron, Harry." She said. Harry just turned his head and looked away. Ron said his hello and nudged Harry to do the same, but Harry couldn't forget his promise to himself that he would never talk to her again.

It's like hell I could go back in time

Maybe then I could see how

Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try

But it's too late, it's over now

"Harry, are you ok?" Hermione asked. Harry just sat down and started to eat his lunch wondering if he could go back in time, if his forgiveness would prevail and he would give her another chance and be his friend again, but he brushed these thoughts away. He would never give her a chance.

You didn't say you're sorry

I don't understand

You don't care that you hurt me

And now I'm half the man

That I used to be when it was you and me

You didn't love me enough

My heart may never mend

And you'll never get to love me

Again

Ron sat down next to him. "Harry what is your problem?" he asked. "she didn't say sorry." Harry replied not looking up from his food. Harry knew Ron wouldn't understand, and he didn't mean to tell him. He wouldn't be able to, because he wasn't a s brave as he was. Hermione never really loved him and that was the truth.

Again, yeah, yeah

Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah

Never get to love me

Harry awoke with a start. There was someone hanging over him.

"Harry? Are you ok?" it was Ginny.

Harry smiled and stood up.

"Yes Ginny, it is great, now that you are here. Come on I have to go give someone another chance." Harry took Ginny's hand and they walked to the Great Hall. Harry pulled Ginny close, and now knew that he would let someone love him, and he would love her just as much.