Disclaimer: Derwin and the plot belong to me.Everything else belongs to J.k. This is the sequel to 'When I awake' which is the sequel to 'After the war'. I am making no $$ out of this, and last but not least this is SLASH.

************************* I went to the funeral today, It was strange, I knew him so well, for so long, And yet now he is gone, My Derwin is gone, He was many things to me , he was, My lover, my friend, my parent, my carer, How could god take away so many things in one day? Why did he allow me to live and let Derwin die? Maybe he would have been smarter if he did it the other way around. After all, if I died who would grieve? Maybe Derwin, but who else? Nobody else, no one else. I may have been missed for a while, but Derwin would move on. I will miss Derwin forever. Forever there will be a hole in my heart. But it is strange, Because I might just love again, Oh unfaithful heart! How could you betray me, so ? How could you let me fall for him? I'm supposed to still be grieving for Derwin. And a "fine" choice you made to, Are you insane?! You chose the wonder boy. How could you? I cannot love wonder boy, No it cannot be true! **~~__++==^^##!!@@ He just walked in, I just stopped breathing, He just moved towards me, I am thinking of kneeling, Oh how god like he is in his spleandor! He just kissed me, My heart just stopped, I just kissed him back, Maybe everystory does have a happy ending....

~Finis~