Glen took a deep breath and closed his eyes for a few minutes before opening them again and looking down at Rebekah with a reassuring smile as he saw worry flash over her eyes. Glen kissed her lips gently before pulling back and leaning on the headboard of the bed with Rebekah still in his lap.
"When I started in the WWF I was known to sleep around with women who loved me for being Kane. I never had any second thoughts afterwards and didn't really care about the women I slept with. To me they were just a one-night stand and during this time lots of the guys would sleep with women just to have fun so I never really saw the harm in doing what I did. Hell even Mark had his share of women and sometimes we would share, but it was just fun for us. Now I did have some friends in the business that were female, but I never paid them much attention except one woman by the name of Terri. At the time she came to the WWF she was involved with Dustin Runnels, otherwise known as Goldust. The two of us hit it off pretty fast and became close friends and the tempting of doing her wasn't far from my mind either, but I never stepped over that line. The involvement with Dustin started getting dangerous and at times she would come to me in the middle of the night saying they had been in a fight and she didn't want to be near him. I knew Dustin had a temper at times when he didn't get what he wanted out of the WWF and he would go get drunk before coming back and taking it out on Terri. Goldust didn't hit her or anything like that, but he did tell her that she would never amount to anything because the way she dressed and acted around the guys in the WWF. During that time I could have strangled Dustin for saying stuff like that about her, but I soon found out that what he was saying was true. One night I came back from a show and had just gotten out of the shower to find Terri sitting on my bed waiting for me to come out. She told me that they were fighting again and she wanted to stay the night cause she didn't want to go back to him. Back then I had secret dreams of Terri and told no one because I knew that she was involved, but for some reason that night it didn't matter to me if she was involved with anyone or not. Make a long story short I slept with her that night and that started the affair between the two of us. Couple months pasted by and Terri filed for divorce and soon after it was made public that the two of us were together. At this time in my life I had the soft heart and was naive to think that a beautiful woman like Terri would love me. I never had a woman look at me the way she did and it felt good to be loved by someone else. Couple years pass by and I ask her to marry me ignoring the fact that my buddies were telling me that she was sleeping around on me with someone else. After coming back from being married I got a knee injury and had to have surgery and 6 months to relax and rest my body till it healed. Through the entire time of the injury and getting back to my feet Terri never once came to see me and when I comforted her about it she would tell me that she was too busy with Diva photo shoots and that she'd come afterwards. The lies kept coming and for once I started to think that maybe my buddies were right so I told everyone in the WWE to keep my coming a surprise. After I was completely healed and released to wrestle again I went to the arena where the WWE was at and made a surprise appearance then later that night I had my first match with Hurricane against Lance Storm and Christian. After the match was over I went to Vince and asked where Terri was at then I went to where he told me to go. On the way I ran into Mark and he was surprised to see me maybe even a little shocked to see me back so soon before sadness went into his eyes. I knew something was up, but Mark didn't say a word and instead he walked with me down to Terri's room. I opened the door and in front of me was Terri screwing Paul, otherwise known as Triple H with a smile on her face and a smug look on his face. I felt nothing but anger and rage as I went to kill Triple H and if Mark hadn't stopped me I just might have killed him that night. After that night I went to the court and got a divorce and from then on I've had intentions to kill Paul and I still do after all this time. I've been arrested for attempted murder and assault with a deadly weapon. I was in jail for couple months before Vince dropped the charges, but the case can be opened back up at any time if they see it fit enough. I promised myself that I'd never get involved with another woman for a long time, afraid of getting hurt again so I kept my distance. I've only recently showed my feelings towards you and even though I've told you this now I'm still afraid that you'll leave me" Glen explained with anger still in his eyes as he remembered the past and the pain it brought
"Glen I can't even imagine what that was like for you and I'm sorry that it even did happen to you because you never deserved to be treated like that. Hell no one deserves to be treated like you've been all this time. I can understand where you're coming from though. I've never been loved by anyone while I was growing up, not by my mother and not by my father. Hell what my father did was considered 'love' in his eyes, but my mother could hardly give a damn about what I did or that I even existed. I was abused by every way you could imagine. Physically, sexually, emotionally, and mentally were the major ones that I went through my entire life that I lived with them. My father was an old drunken prick who thought he ran my entire life by telling me how to dress and where to go and who to be friends with. Then again I never did have any friends while I was growing up everyone hated me and would always pick a fight with me. I finally learned how to defend myself with the help of watching wrestling, which's how I became a fan before when I was younger. However it didn't help me when my father came home drunk one night while my mother was out of the house saying that I was a slut and that no man on this earth would want me. So he took it into his own hands to make sure that I felt like a slut for the rest of my life, taking my virginity while I was still very young. After that I had a hatred for men and promised myself that I'd never get involved with a man as long as I lived. While in high school I hide that part of my life from the world and started to act a different person and shortly afterwards I had some 'friends' and one night we went to a club that was for adults. That night was my first time at doing a lot of things, like smoking a cigarette, first time to smoke a joint, first time to get high, and first time to fit in with the crowd. After that night I would always go to the same club during the weekends to get away from the world and to get into my own little world. Then one night I met a guy in the club and at first I was a total bitch to him, telling him to fuck off and to find someone else to fuck for the night, but he just laughed and stayed by my side the entire night. As the days went by I kept going to the club and seeing the same guy and for once in a very long time I felt wanted by someone. I let my guard down for just this once and before I knew it I was falling in love with the guy, his name was Jamez. He was couple years older, but at the time I didn't care and after couple months we started dating. I ended up telling him about my life and how I just wanted to get away from everything. I spent more time with Jamez and his family then I did with my own and for once I felt loved and wanted by people. Jamez's parents, John and Anna, were so kind and loving telling me that I always had a place to stay with them if I needed a place. I took them up on the offer and stayed with Jamez and his parents while working at the club to pay half the bills as I stayed with them. Couple years later while I was working Jamez came by and we drove all the way to California and got married before getting a nice house out in the country. Jamez went into the fire department and I went to college to get my graphic designing classes. I was 20 when I had Jasmine and the same night Jamez was called in because a building in town had caught fire. I was at home tending to Jasmine when I saw the news come on talking about a skyscraper being on fire with rumored explosives in the basement and couple people were still inside. Jamez was one of the firemen to go inside and help the people, but he was the only one who didn't make it out of the building" Bek explained with sadness in her voice and tears running down her face as the memories swam into her mind again.
Glen wrapped his arms around Bek and pulled her closer to his chest letting her cry into his body while he tried to sooth her from the pain that she was going through.
"I'm sorry that happened to you, but if you think of it in a good way it would have never made it to where we met. Look where you are now with people who love you and would protect you at any cost" Glen said softly as he stroked her hair lovingly
"I know that now Glen, but even to this day I keep asking myself if I really deserve this? I mean think my self-esteem was low when I was younger it's higher now that I have Jasmine. I want to be the best mother for her, but I don't want anything to happen to her like it did with me. Her childhood is going to be the best and I won't let some man stand in the way. I'm probably sounding like a total bitch huh?" Bek stated looking away from Glen for the first time in a long time
"Bek don't you ever think like that ever again about yourself you understand?" Glen questioned placing his finger under her chin and lifting so she was looking up into his blue eyes. "I understand the way you feel and you don't sound like a bitch, but more as a caring and loving mother who's just looking out for her daughter" Glen added with a smile
"Terri huh? That name sounds familiar...she's that interviewer right?" Bek questioned with anger in her eyes as she started realizing who Terri was
"Yes that's Terri " Glen said with anger in his eyes as well
"Wish I could get my hands on her" Bek said angrily "I'd kick her ass for hurting you like she did" Bek added with an evil smile
"Hmm maybe we can talk to Vince about it for a new story line?" Glen suggested with the same smile on his face
Glen and Rebekah laid in the bed holding each other and just thinking about the story line they wanted to start when the door opened and Mark came back in with Jasmine asleep in his arms. Bek smiled at the scene before Mark walked over and placed Jasmine into her arms then walked into the bathroom to take a shower. Glen nuzzled Bek's neck before kissing her shoulders lightly then pulled Bek in for a deep kiss that left both of them breathless then Bek laid back into the bed with Jasmine next to her while Glen just watched Bek fall asleep.
"So did you talk to her?" Mark asked coming out of the bathroom with just a towel wrapped around his waist as he walked over to his bed
"Yeah I told her everything..." Glen stated running his fingers through Bek's hair
"I see she didn't run away from ya after all" Mark stated with a grin
"No she didn't, but she does want to kick Terri's ass" Glen said with a deep chuckle
"Well bout time someone taught that bitch a lesson or two" Mark stated with his lip curling up into a snarl as memories of Terri came to his mind
"Can't wait for to see that happen, but right now I just want to sleep" Glen stated laying behind Bek and pulling her closer to his chest
"Yeah same here, night" Mark said before turning the lamp off and going to sleep.
The next day Rebekah woke up to see that Mark and Glen had already left for the training room so while Jasmine was still asleep she walked into the bathroom and took a shower. After 30 minutes Bek came out to find Jasmine sitting on the couch watching morning cartoons before she walked over to the phone and called Jessica's room.
"Hello?" answered a male's voice
"Jessica there?" Bek asked a little confused
"Yeah hold on a second" the guy stated and after couple seconds of waiting Jessica came on
"Hey Bek" Jessica greeted cheerfully
"Jessie who was that?" Bek questioned with a grin
"That was um Shane he just came by to see if I wanted to have breakfast with him or not" Jessica stated
"I won't bug ya about it any more, but could ya come by later?" Bek asked
"Yeah no problem, but I'm suppose to go to the training room with Rob and Shane you can come if ya want" Jessica suggested
"Yeah I'll come with ya and that way we can practice our moves for our match tonight" Bek stated
"Yeah that'll be fun ok well I'm going to get ready and I'll see ya later on bye" Jessica said before the two hung up.
Rebekah smiled knowingly before grabbing a pair of blue sweatpants with red velvet stripes down the sides and a matching tank top to change into before telling Jasmine to go take a shower and get ready as well.