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Title: She went back. Date: Mon 18/10/02
I can't believe it..She went back to him today. After everything that he has done to her, after everything that has happened she just turned around and went back to him. I never thought I'd see it happen to tell you the truth. Their marriage was never supposed to work, she told me it was just a business arrangement and that she didn't care if it failed because she never really loved him. I don't know why I bother to tell you the truth; I sit here night after night writing in this stupid thing writing about her and that stupid husband of hers..Ex-husband of hers. The 'ex' part meaning that she wasn't supposed to go back to him! I called her tonight, to tell her how much I was missing her and to tell her what was going on this evening with my matches and that. Just another stupid tag match with Christian..Surely I deserve better than that, I'm the king of the world dammit! I hadn't spoken to her for a couple of days and it was true I was missing her like crazy. I was looking forward to speaking to her that evening and seeing her that weekend, maybe even stopping by after Smackdown tapings and sneaking in to see her. I knew she didn't love me, she never told me she did and I'd stopped myself many times from telling her that I loved her. I didn't want to scare her off or anything, I wish I had told her now. Maybe we would still be together if I had. But it's that word again isn't it.. 'if' what if I'd told her, would she have told me back? What's the use?.The point is she went back to that idiot. He doesn't deserve her, he wouldn't know how to treat her right if a manual on how hit him in his rather large nose!..I don't have anymore to write tonight, I don't want to think about it right now. Things always look brighter in the morning don't they? Chris
Chris rolled his mouse over the submit button and waited till his latest entry had been posted into his diary, he stretched and placed the lap top on top of his case leaving it turned on. The lockeroom was practically empty now as most of the guys had gone out there after getting ready and were watching the show on the monitors backstage.
"What do I care Christian?" He asks turning to the only other person in the room with him "It's just another girl right, it's not as if I cant find someone new.." he sighs running his hands through his hair and looking over to the lap top. Why did he care, their friendship only started out because he had let her stay with him after she'd fallen out with him..With him. The guy that she'd gone back to, their divorce had gone through and her and Chris and been spending more time together, he'd let her live with him till she found somewhere else and their relationship soon became more.
"Because your in love with her Chris, that's why you care" Christian replies not taking his eyes off his boots that he's lacing up "You should really stop moping around and start getting ready for our match" he says sitting up and chucking a towel at Chris.
"I don't love her, I'm not in love with her and I never will be" Chris argues back catching the towel and putting it down with the rest of his stuff "I like her yeah and I care about her a lot..But I never said I loved her, and she doesn't love me and that's the end of that" He says standing up and pulling off his shirt and rummaging for his tights in his bag.
"If you don't love her then why are you killing yourself over this, like you said she's just a girl and you'll find someone new" Christian replies shrugging his shoulders "It doesn't mean you two cant still be friends just because she dumped you"
"She didn't dump me! She just said that..She was thinking of going back to him," Chris mumbles pulling on his boots and tying his hair back into a plait. He pulls another elastic band out of the bag and winds it around his beard a few times.
"She was thinking of going back to him..Doesn't mean she has!" Christian points out "Anyway I thought you said that it was the end of that, doesn't that generally mean we can stop talking about her now and concentrate on this match" Chris nods his head slowly as he finished getting changed. 'You've got mail' comes through the speakers of his laptop as Chris rushes over to it; he crouches down on the floor and clicks on his inbox. "You spend too much time on that thing" Christians sighs walking out of the lockeroom. He clicks on the new e-mail bringing it up onto the screen.
To: chris2j@aol.com From: stephymc@aol.com Subject: I'm sorry..
Chris I'm so sorry, I thought I wanted him back but I didn't. I was wrong and I was confused, I should never have taken that call from him and listened to him. He doesn't want me back because he loves me; he wants me back because he wants to use this against Eric. I can't believe how stupid I've been, please call me. I know you've got your match tonight but call me when you get back; please I need to talk to you. Loosing you would be the biggest mistake I've ever made and I don't want to risk that, I miss you..And I love you Chris. All my love Stephy
Chris finishes reading the e-mail and closes down the screen. He sits in silence for a few seconds just thinking what she'd said, did she want him back? He climbs to his feet and tucks the laptop away in his bag and walks out of the lockeroom, he sees Christian waiting outside for him.
"What took you so long?" Christian asks handing him a bottle of water before taking a long drink out of his, he looks at Chris strangely who is standing with a big grin on his face "Oh god..It was from her wasn't it?" Chris just nod's his head and smiles.
"I love her Christian" Chris says simply handing him the bottle of water back and heading down the corridor towards the ring. The sooner he got this match done the sooner he could get back and call Stephanie, ok so she had dumped him for Triple H and had said that she was going back to him but he could forgive her for that..she was a McMahon after all.
AN: I was kinda bored when I wrote this and I don't really know why I wrote it but I hope you liked it =) Y2J and Steph forever! Wahay!
Title: She went back. Date: Mon 18/10/02
I can't believe it..She went back to him today. After everything that he has done to her, after everything that has happened she just turned around and went back to him. I never thought I'd see it happen to tell you the truth. Their marriage was never supposed to work, she told me it was just a business arrangement and that she didn't care if it failed because she never really loved him. I don't know why I bother to tell you the truth; I sit here night after night writing in this stupid thing writing about her and that stupid husband of hers..Ex-husband of hers. The 'ex' part meaning that she wasn't supposed to go back to him! I called her tonight, to tell her how much I was missing her and to tell her what was going on this evening with my matches and that. Just another stupid tag match with Christian..Surely I deserve better than that, I'm the king of the world dammit! I hadn't spoken to her for a couple of days and it was true I was missing her like crazy. I was looking forward to speaking to her that evening and seeing her that weekend, maybe even stopping by after Smackdown tapings and sneaking in to see her. I knew she didn't love me, she never told me she did and I'd stopped myself many times from telling her that I loved her. I didn't want to scare her off or anything, I wish I had told her now. Maybe we would still be together if I had. But it's that word again isn't it.. 'if' what if I'd told her, would she have told me back? What's the use?.The point is she went back to that idiot. He doesn't deserve her, he wouldn't know how to treat her right if a manual on how hit him in his rather large nose!..I don't have anymore to write tonight, I don't want to think about it right now. Things always look brighter in the morning don't they? Chris
Chris rolled his mouse over the submit button and waited till his latest entry had been posted into his diary, he stretched and placed the lap top on top of his case leaving it turned on. The lockeroom was practically empty now as most of the guys had gone out there after getting ready and were watching the show on the monitors backstage.
"What do I care Christian?" He asks turning to the only other person in the room with him "It's just another girl right, it's not as if I cant find someone new.." he sighs running his hands through his hair and looking over to the lap top. Why did he care, their friendship only started out because he had let her stay with him after she'd fallen out with him..With him. The guy that she'd gone back to, their divorce had gone through and her and Chris and been spending more time together, he'd let her live with him till she found somewhere else and their relationship soon became more.
"Because your in love with her Chris, that's why you care" Christian replies not taking his eyes off his boots that he's lacing up "You should really stop moping around and start getting ready for our match" he says sitting up and chucking a towel at Chris.
"I don't love her, I'm not in love with her and I never will be" Chris argues back catching the towel and putting it down with the rest of his stuff "I like her yeah and I care about her a lot..But I never said I loved her, and she doesn't love me and that's the end of that" He says standing up and pulling off his shirt and rummaging for his tights in his bag.
"If you don't love her then why are you killing yourself over this, like you said she's just a girl and you'll find someone new" Christian replies shrugging his shoulders "It doesn't mean you two cant still be friends just because she dumped you"
"She didn't dump me! She just said that..She was thinking of going back to him," Chris mumbles pulling on his boots and tying his hair back into a plait. He pulls another elastic band out of the bag and winds it around his beard a few times.
"She was thinking of going back to him..Doesn't mean she has!" Christian points out "Anyway I thought you said that it was the end of that, doesn't that generally mean we can stop talking about her now and concentrate on this match" Chris nods his head slowly as he finished getting changed. 'You've got mail' comes through the speakers of his laptop as Chris rushes over to it; he crouches down on the floor and clicks on his inbox. "You spend too much time on that thing" Christians sighs walking out of the lockeroom. He clicks on the new e-mail bringing it up onto the screen.
To: chris2j@aol.com From: stephymc@aol.com Subject: I'm sorry..
Chris I'm so sorry, I thought I wanted him back but I didn't. I was wrong and I was confused, I should never have taken that call from him and listened to him. He doesn't want me back because he loves me; he wants me back because he wants to use this against Eric. I can't believe how stupid I've been, please call me. I know you've got your match tonight but call me when you get back; please I need to talk to you. Loosing you would be the biggest mistake I've ever made and I don't want to risk that, I miss you..And I love you Chris. All my love Stephy
Chris finishes reading the e-mail and closes down the screen. He sits in silence for a few seconds just thinking what she'd said, did she want him back? He climbs to his feet and tucks the laptop away in his bag and walks out of the lockeroom, he sees Christian waiting outside for him.
"What took you so long?" Christian asks handing him a bottle of water before taking a long drink out of his, he looks at Chris strangely who is standing with a big grin on his face "Oh god..It was from her wasn't it?" Chris just nod's his head and smiles.
"I love her Christian" Chris says simply handing him the bottle of water back and heading down the corridor towards the ring. The sooner he got this match done the sooner he could get back and call Stephanie, ok so she had dumped him for Triple H and had said that she was going back to him but he could forgive her for that..she was a McMahon after all.
AN: I was kinda bored when I wrote this and I don't really know why I wrote it but I hope you liked it =) Y2J and Steph forever! Wahay!