Chapter 5
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She loves me but she cant do this..Cant do what? Can't commit to me? Can't let herself be happy with me? Can't finish it with him? I don't understand what she can't do. She admitted to me that she loved me; I told her that I loved her. It's not suppose to happen like this, we're supposed to be together and be happy. Not be apart with me sitting in this hotel room writing on this stupid thing. God I love her.. Chris
"Chris..You coming down for some breakfast" Christian asks as Chris looks up from the screen, he clicks submit and shuts down the screen "It'll make you feel better, a nice plate of everything we can find on the buffet tables. You've gotta eat something"
"I don't feel like anything right now, I might just hang around here for a little while maybe hit the gym in a while or something. It'll take my mind off of things" Chris sighs rolling over onto his back and covering his ace with his hands. Christian grabs his foot and drags him off of the bed "Hey get off of me man!" Chris laughs.
"You cant work out on an empty stomach, just come down and eat something and then I'll leave you alone for the rest of forever and never interfere in your life again unless it's scripted for a show or for your own good" Christian says folding his arms "At least you laughed" "You think your interfering for my own good now, but your not, your just making me want to rip your head off..But fine, I'll eat something and then you leave me alone and never talk to me again" Chris says "Ya looser" He smiles shoving Christian over "If I ask you something you've got to tell me the total truth of what you think even if it hurts me I want to know the truth ok"
"Hmm, alright I guess so" Christian replies looking worried
"Do you think I still have a chance with her and do you think she went back to Hunter?" Chris says quickly wanting to get this over with so that thought could go back to being buried in his mind along with all the other common sense he seemed to loose when thinking about Stephanie.
"Honest answer?" Christian asks, Chris nods his head slowly "Well..She loves you, you love her" Christian replies shrugging his shoulders.
"That's it..That's all the advice the great wise Christian is going to give me!" Chris says "I could have come up with that little piece of advice for myself..C'mon can't you give me anymore than that, like what I should do maybe..You know through Hunter off a bridge? Something along those lines would be great! Then when they find out I did it..I could blame it all on you because you told me to do it"
"Yeah but I wouldn't tell you to do that because that's just stupid" Christian shakes his head and laughs "Anyway you said you didn't want me interfering anymore so I'm not, what more advice can I give you than that without interfering, think about what I said Chris and you'll understand. Now hurry up I'm starving," Christian moans opening the door and shooing Chris out of it. They walk towards the restaurant and see their friends Edge, Test and Trish waiting for them.
"Well.." Trish says as they all look at Chris, he looks at them all staring at him and looks at Christian and then behind him to see what they're looking at "Chris we are looking at you honey..Isn't there something you want to say to us this morning?"
"Oh right..I'm not really in the mood to insult you all this morning. Maybe later" Chris says smiling at Trish, he had to find someone to insult now that he was on Raw away from Stephanie. Well away from her on camera anyway, she still traveled with them and she still was backstage at every show helping with the writing and organizing of everyone.
"Oh but Chris, you insulting me every morning is what gets me through the day" Trish winks at him and drapes her arms around his neck "You know you love me really or you wouldn't insult me so much" Trish laughs "No put me down!" She squeals as Chris puts her over his shoulder and they walk into the restaurant. Chris nearly had a heart attack when he saw Stephanie sitting with Hunter and Shawn, and by the look on her face after seeing him with Trish over his shoulder she nearly had one too.
"Bloody Canadians" Hunter shouts at them as they walk past, they all stop and look back at him "Bit like cabs, but you never want a Canadian!" He shouts across the room making everyone go silent, Chris could feel his blood boil not only was he a total and utter jackass and treated Steph bad but he was now being an asshole to the Canadians.
"Chris just leave him," Test says grabbing Chris's arm seeing how wound up he was getting. Chris looks over at Hunter and glares at him "He's really not worth getting into a fight over man"
"What the hell are you looking at moose shit!" Hunter yells pushing his chair back making it scratch across the polished floor. Shawn jumps to his feet and steps in front of Hunter telling him to just sit down or they'd get chucked out, Hunter pushes Shawn to one side who gives up and sits down again and goes back to his breakfast. Stephanie puts her head in her hands as Shawn puts his hand on her arm and starts talking to her.
"That's exactly what I'm looking at Hunter..Moose shit!" Chris yells back at him, as Hunter walks towards the groups of Canadians "Causing a bit of a scene aren't we Hunter?" Chris mutters as Edge, Test and Christian stand behind him looking at Hunter.
"Your not even worth my time Jericho" Hunter growls at him before turning away and walking back over to his table and sitting down. Stephanie says something to him before getting up and walking out of the restaurant. Chris watches her leave and then back at Hunter who is shouting at Shawn now, Christian grabs Chris's shoulder and drags him away.
"I hope you choke on your breakfast you asshole!" Chris yells at Hunter before being dragged away from him and across the other side of the room.
"Go Chrissy!" Trish laughs as he's pushed down into a chair by Christian, she ruffles up his hair and puts her arms around his neck "You show that big nosed freak that he doesn't mess with us, someone really needs to go punch that guy and knock him down a few pegs! What'dya say you and me go kick his ass" Trish laughs letting go of him and going to sit down.
"No don't encourage him! He'll do it and you know he will" Christian laughs sitting down too.
"I'll be back in a minute" Chris says quickly standing up and heading for the main doors to find Stephanie, he sees he sitting just outside the restaurant on one of the leather arm chairs. He stands watching her for a minute till she notices him and looks up; he gives her a weak smile and walks over to her. "Hi.."
"Hey.." She replies turning her head away..
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She loves me but she cant do this..Cant do what? Can't commit to me? Can't let herself be happy with me? Can't finish it with him? I don't understand what she can't do. She admitted to me that she loved me; I told her that I loved her. It's not suppose to happen like this, we're supposed to be together and be happy. Not be apart with me sitting in this hotel room writing on this stupid thing. God I love her.. Chris
"Chris..You coming down for some breakfast" Christian asks as Chris looks up from the screen, he clicks submit and shuts down the screen "It'll make you feel better, a nice plate of everything we can find on the buffet tables. You've gotta eat something"
"I don't feel like anything right now, I might just hang around here for a little while maybe hit the gym in a while or something. It'll take my mind off of things" Chris sighs rolling over onto his back and covering his ace with his hands. Christian grabs his foot and drags him off of the bed "Hey get off of me man!" Chris laughs.
"You cant work out on an empty stomach, just come down and eat something and then I'll leave you alone for the rest of forever and never interfere in your life again unless it's scripted for a show or for your own good" Christian says folding his arms "At least you laughed" "You think your interfering for my own good now, but your not, your just making me want to rip your head off..But fine, I'll eat something and then you leave me alone and never talk to me again" Chris says "Ya looser" He smiles shoving Christian over "If I ask you something you've got to tell me the total truth of what you think even if it hurts me I want to know the truth ok"
"Hmm, alright I guess so" Christian replies looking worried
"Do you think I still have a chance with her and do you think she went back to Hunter?" Chris says quickly wanting to get this over with so that thought could go back to being buried in his mind along with all the other common sense he seemed to loose when thinking about Stephanie.
"Honest answer?" Christian asks, Chris nods his head slowly "Well..She loves you, you love her" Christian replies shrugging his shoulders.
"That's it..That's all the advice the great wise Christian is going to give me!" Chris says "I could have come up with that little piece of advice for myself..C'mon can't you give me anymore than that, like what I should do maybe..You know through Hunter off a bridge? Something along those lines would be great! Then when they find out I did it..I could blame it all on you because you told me to do it"
"Yeah but I wouldn't tell you to do that because that's just stupid" Christian shakes his head and laughs "Anyway you said you didn't want me interfering anymore so I'm not, what more advice can I give you than that without interfering, think about what I said Chris and you'll understand. Now hurry up I'm starving," Christian moans opening the door and shooing Chris out of it. They walk towards the restaurant and see their friends Edge, Test and Trish waiting for them.
"Well.." Trish says as they all look at Chris, he looks at them all staring at him and looks at Christian and then behind him to see what they're looking at "Chris we are looking at you honey..Isn't there something you want to say to us this morning?"
"Oh right..I'm not really in the mood to insult you all this morning. Maybe later" Chris says smiling at Trish, he had to find someone to insult now that he was on Raw away from Stephanie. Well away from her on camera anyway, she still traveled with them and she still was backstage at every show helping with the writing and organizing of everyone.
"Oh but Chris, you insulting me every morning is what gets me through the day" Trish winks at him and drapes her arms around his neck "You know you love me really or you wouldn't insult me so much" Trish laughs "No put me down!" She squeals as Chris puts her over his shoulder and they walk into the restaurant. Chris nearly had a heart attack when he saw Stephanie sitting with Hunter and Shawn, and by the look on her face after seeing him with Trish over his shoulder she nearly had one too.
"Bloody Canadians" Hunter shouts at them as they walk past, they all stop and look back at him "Bit like cabs, but you never want a Canadian!" He shouts across the room making everyone go silent, Chris could feel his blood boil not only was he a total and utter jackass and treated Steph bad but he was now being an asshole to the Canadians.
"Chris just leave him," Test says grabbing Chris's arm seeing how wound up he was getting. Chris looks over at Hunter and glares at him "He's really not worth getting into a fight over man"
"What the hell are you looking at moose shit!" Hunter yells pushing his chair back making it scratch across the polished floor. Shawn jumps to his feet and steps in front of Hunter telling him to just sit down or they'd get chucked out, Hunter pushes Shawn to one side who gives up and sits down again and goes back to his breakfast. Stephanie puts her head in her hands as Shawn puts his hand on her arm and starts talking to her.
"That's exactly what I'm looking at Hunter..Moose shit!" Chris yells back at him, as Hunter walks towards the groups of Canadians "Causing a bit of a scene aren't we Hunter?" Chris mutters as Edge, Test and Christian stand behind him looking at Hunter.
"Your not even worth my time Jericho" Hunter growls at him before turning away and walking back over to his table and sitting down. Stephanie says something to him before getting up and walking out of the restaurant. Chris watches her leave and then back at Hunter who is shouting at Shawn now, Christian grabs Chris's shoulder and drags him away.
"I hope you choke on your breakfast you asshole!" Chris yells at Hunter before being dragged away from him and across the other side of the room.
"Go Chrissy!" Trish laughs as he's pushed down into a chair by Christian, she ruffles up his hair and puts her arms around his neck "You show that big nosed freak that he doesn't mess with us, someone really needs to go punch that guy and knock him down a few pegs! What'dya say you and me go kick his ass" Trish laughs letting go of him and going to sit down.
"No don't encourage him! He'll do it and you know he will" Christian laughs sitting down too.
"I'll be back in a minute" Chris says quickly standing up and heading for the main doors to find Stephanie, he sees he sitting just outside the restaurant on one of the leather arm chairs. He stands watching her for a minute till she notices him and looks up; he gives her a weak smile and walks over to her. "Hi.."
"Hey.." She replies turning her head away..